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Chapter 25 - chapter 26: when protection becomes a cage

Alexander no longer slept the way he used to.

Sleep had become a luxury something fragile, easily broken by instinct. He woke before dawn, every sense alert, every shadow accounted for. The city outside his penthouse still breathed quietly, but inside his mind, alarms never stopped ringing.

He stood at the floor to ceiling window, phone pressed to his ear.

"Double the detail," he said calmly. Too calmly. "No gaps. No mistakes."

A pause.

"Yes. I know it's excessive."

Another pause.

"She's worth it."

The call ended. Alexander remained still for a moment, jaw tight. Escalating protection meant tightening control on himself, on his world, on everything that could reach Eliora. It meant making decisions she wouldn't fully understand. And that was the part that twisted something inside him.

Eliora noticed the change immediately.

The driver who now waited downstairs every morning. The unfamiliar faces she sensed rather than saw. The way Alexander positioned himself between her and doors, windows, strangers. The way conversations stopped when she entered rooms.

She didn't ask at first.

She watched.

One evening, as they walked through a quiet restaurant, she felt it—the shift. A man near the bar stood too still. Alexander's hand tightened subtly at the small of her back. A single look passed between him and another man seated nearby, silent but heavy with meaning.

Eliora's heart stuttered.

"What was that?" she whispered once they were safely in the car.

Alexander didn't answer immediately. His gaze remained fixed on the road, knuckles pale against the steering wheel.

"It's nothing you need to worry about," he said at last.

But she was already worrying.

That night, she stood alone in the bathroom, staring at her reflection. For the first time, she wondered not if Alexander was dangerous but how much.

And whether loving him meant accepting that danger as part of herself.

Across the city, Emilia prepared.

No more half-measures. No more whispers. She had watched Alexander tighten his grip around Eliora's world like armor, and she knew what that meant fear. Men like him only did that when they sensed real threat.

Good.

She smiled as she slipped her phone into her pocket.

If she couldn't pull Eliora away gently, she would shove her toward the truth.

And the truth raw, ugly, terrifying would do the rest

The trap was subtle. Almost elegant.

An anonymous message reached Eliora's phone late one afternoon.

Do you really know the man you're sleeping beside?

No name. No number.

Just a link.

Eliora stared at the screen, heart racing. She shouldn't have clicked it. She knew that. Every instinct told her to hand the phone to Alexander immediately.

But fear is curious.

It whispers.

She tapped the link.

What appeared wasn't evidence not exactly. It was fragments. Old headlines with names blurred. Mentions of companies, disappearances, sealed cases. Photographs taken from a distance Alexander exiting buildings she didn't recognize, flanked by men who didn't smile.

Nothing illegal.

Nothing clear.

Just enough to terrify.

Her hands trembled.

When Alexander came home that night, he found her sitting in silence on the couch, phone resting beside her like a loaded weapon.

He knew instantly.

His restraint so carefully maintained cracked.

"Who sent it?" he asked quietly.

Eliora looked up, eyes glossy. "Is it true?"

He didn't answer.

That was answer enough.

"I don't need details," she said, voice shaking. "I need honesty. Am I safe with you?"

Alexander knelt in front of her, taking her hands gently, reverently as though she were something sacred.

"With me?" he said. "Always."

"And from you?"

That question hurt more than any accusation ever could.

He swallowed. "That depends on whether you believe protection can feel like danger… before it feels like safety."

Tears slipped down her cheeks. Not because she wanted to leave but because she realized staying meant stepping further into the unknown.

Later that night, the city seemed to hold its breath.

Eliora lay awake in the dim hush of her room, the ceiling fan humming softly above her like a distant lullaby that refused to soothe her. Alexander's message I'm scared. But I'm still here glowed faintly on her phone, the words heavier than anything she had read before. Fear had finally been spoken aloud between them, and somehow that made it real. Dangerous. Permanent.

She turned onto her side, staring at the shadowed wall. For the first time since meeting him, she wasn't imagining a future wrapped in soft light and promises. She was imagining consequences.

Doors that locked quietly.

Names that disappeared.

Truths that lived half spoken.

Her chest tightened.

She heard movement in the apartment soft footsteps, careful, deliberate. Alexander hadn't gone to sleep either. She knew him well enough now to recognize the silence he kept when his mind was at war with itself.

A knock came, gentle. Hesitant.

"Eliora," his voice murmured through the door. "May I come in?"

She didn't answer immediately. Not because she didn't want him but because she needed to know whether opening that door meant crossing a line she couldn't return from.

"Okay," she finally said.

The door opened slowly. Alexander stood there in the low light, jacket gone, shirt sleeves rolled up, tension etched into every line of him. He looked… stripped down. Not physically but emotionally. As if something vital had been laid bare and left unguarded.

He didn't approach right away.

"I won't touch you," he said quietly. "Not unless you want me to. I just needed to see you."

That alone made her eyes sting.

"You don't have to be careful with me," she replied, though her voice trembled. "Not like that."

His gaze lifted to hers, dark and searching. "I do," he said. "Because if I ever hurt you emotionally, physically, in any way I'd never forgive myself."

He moved closer then, stopping just at the edge of her bed. Close enough for her to feel his warmth. Not close enough to overwhelm her.

Silence stretched between them.

Finally, she asked the question that had been burning since she clicked that link.

"How many things are you not telling me?"

Alexander exhaled slowly, as if choosing each breath with care. "Enough to keep you safe," he said. "Not enough to make you complicit."

She frowned. "Complicit in what?"

His jaw tightened. "In the parts of my world that don't allow innocence to survive."

That scared her more than anger ever could.

"And Emilia?" she asked. "How dangerous is she?"

A pause.

"Dangerous enough that I'm done underestimating her."

Her heart sank not because of the answer, but because of the certainty in his tone. This wasn't paranoia. This was experience.

She hugged her knees to her chest. "I feel like I stepped into something I didn't understand."

"You didn't step," Alexander corrected gently. "You were pulled."

He reached out then slowly resting his hand over hers. Not gripping. Not claiming. Just grounding.

"I should've protected you sooner," he said. "Not just physically. From the truth."

She looked at their hands together and whispered, "I don't want to be protected by lies."

He nodded. "Then I'll start giving you pieces. Not everything. But enough that you're not walking blind."

That was the closest thing to a promise he could make.

She leaned forward then just slightly resting her forehead against his shoulder. It was a small gesture, but it carried a weight that made his breath hitch .

"I'm still scared," she said.

"I know."

"But I don't want to walk away just because it's hard."

Alexander closed his eyes. In that moment, something inside him broke and something else solidified.

"Then I'll make sure," he said softly, "that whatever comes next… you're never facing it alone."

Outside, the city lights flickered. Somewhere else, Emilia was already setting her next move into motion. Somewhere else, danger was tightening its grip.

But in that room, in that fragile quiet, two people chose each other not because it was safe, but because it was real.

And that choice would change everything.

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