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Chapter 1 - Chapter One

Ethan Miller learned the sound of heartbreak was not loud. It didn't crash or scream. It whispered.

It whispered the morning Debbie left with his trust, and the future he thought they were building.

On the bedside table lay his phone, glowing with a single message:

I did what I had to do. Please don't look for me.

Ethan sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, staring at nothing. Three years of sacrifice, rent paid, tuition covered, dreams funded, ended in one sentence. That morning, something inside him folded quietly and never quite unfolded again.

He replayed everything in his mind like a broken film.

Debbie teared up when she said school fees were due.

She promised that when he took loans in his name.

Her smiles when he said, "We'll get through this together."

Ethan wasn't rich, just hopeful. He believed love was a partnership, that patience would be rewarded. But Debbie had loved the ladder, not the man climbing it beside her.

When friends asked what happened, he said nothing. When his mother asked when he would bring her home, he changed the subject. Explaining would mean admitting he had been blind, and Ethan was too proud for that.

Months passed. Ethan rebuilt his life with discipline and distance.

No relationships.

No late-night calls.

No promises.

He worked, saved, slept, repeated. Love became a word he avoided, like a dangerous road after an accident. He told himself he was wiser now, stronger. But strength built from fear has cracks.

At night, loneliness tapped softly at his chest. He ignored it.

Ethan threw himself into work.

Long nights. More contracts. Fewer emotions.

Dating apps were deleted. Messages went unanswered. He convinced himself that independence was peace. But peace without connection felt cold.

He told himself he was healed.

Truth was, he was guarded.

Love had become a risk he refused to take again.

By twenty, Ethan had everything people admired: money, freedom. What he didn't have was peace.

He avoided anything real. Dates were shallow, Conversations safe.

The moment a woman leaned too close emotionally, he pulled away.

He told himself he was healed.

He was wrong.

Two months later, Ethan got admitted to Riverdale University.

He avoided the quad, skipped parties, and stopped answering messages. Everywhere he went reminded him of her, coffee shops, shared memories burned into brick and concrete.

The humiliation hurt more than the loss.

He wasn't heartbroken.

He felt used.

Ethan focused on grades, internships, and business competitions. He stopped giving emotionally. Stopped trusting easily.

Girls noticed him, confident, distant, successful.

But no one got too close emotionally.

Ethan only had three male friends: Michael, Daniel, and Adam.

Adam and Diane had also experienced heartbreak, and Michael did not believe in love. They all vowed to finish the university without taking any relationship seriously. After spending three weeks or two weeks with a girl, they move on to another girl. No relationships were serious to them; they only used the girls for their bodies.

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