Jay jay pov:
Today me and my friends thought of going to party, you know to clear our mindš
We go to a luxury bar. We drink and party like there is no tomorrow.
I suddenly feel headache. Shit its probably bcs of all the drinking i asked the bartender for lemon water and she gave me one. Even after drinking it i didn't feel any Better.
I started to get more headache from the loud music so i left the room and i don't know which room i go to but i saw a empty sofa and pass out. Next thing i saw that i was not in the place i slept i was in a room.
Huh? Where im i?
I quickly look under the blanket auuff.... my pant is still there and who's room is this.
That when the door open its
Keifer
Huh? Keifer? Wait am i in his house?
Where im i? I asked him in furious. Like demanding answer.
In hotel room he said in a sarcastic tone, and a grind on his smile.
Why? Why did you do that?
Bcs its not safe for you too stay in tge bar alone and you are basically this closeš¤š»to get naked?
Naked? I sparked what do you mean?
Chill i wasn't the one doing you're doing it!
But still why do you care and i need to go home my friends must be worry about me.
Don't worry i already told them that you are with me he said in a cool tone +winking at me
(This mann why did my friends agree with that its not lucas he will not agree with this ohh yha mira that bitch!!i swear to god when i see the next morning she is done)
What are you thinking wifey?
Gago!don't call that
Phaphaa!!!profanity š
Profanity your ass*.
Suddenly his expression change. His jaw tightened. His eyes become more cold he sit next to me and hold my hand. Then he look straight into my eyes and
Jay..... Can we talk?... Properly?
We have nothing to talk about. And we already done talking!
Then i crawl into my blanket and i try to sleep i can't how can i sleep when tge kingof šulopong is sleeping next to me. I try to count sheeps it usually help me to sleep but no use!uhgggggg!!!!
Then i took my phone that's when i saw GAT realese a new song i screamed with happiness. It scared him!he look at me with confusion
"Sorry!" I raised my hands in surrender.
(Yahhhš„³ finally i play the song its so catchyy*i normally watch with luna she also love GAT(another frnd of jay)
So when ever Ethan David come in screen me and luna will scream we both love him so with the habit of mine. I forget that its not luna with me)
Lunaah!!look at this Ethan look so handsome in this mv he always look handsome but thus one ahgg. We should sent this to alen let me show him.i slap his hand with excitement that when i realise that its not luna with me its
keifers.
Shitt!!
Sorry, i thought....i turned my head
A flicker of possessiveness crossed his eyes.i didn't mind it.
After some time i got bored and most importantly i got hungry. So i try to sneak out from the bedroom. But he instantly caught me.
Hungry?
Mmhh
Order room service. He took the phone and pass to me.
I grabbed the room-service menu from the bedside table, squinting at it under the dim lamp.
After a moment, I picked up the phone and dialed.
"Hi⦠sorry," I started, glancing at the menu. "Can I get the spicy ramen, extra chili and extra cheese. And fries ā large, please.
I paused, then added, "Also the grilled chicken sandwich, no onions. And a Caesar salad. Yes, with extra dressing."
There was a brief silence on the other end.
"Ohāand dessert," I rushed in. "The chocolate lava cake, vanilla ice cream on the side, and⦠if possible, a slice of cheesecake."
I bit my lip, then sighed. "And a Coke.
Actually, make that two."
Another pause.
"Sorry," I said again, already laughing at myself. "I'm really hungry."
When I hung up, I dropped the phone onto the bed and stared at the ceiling, wondering if the staff was judging me.
Whatever. Midnight cravings didn't care about dignity.
And i saw the king of ulušpong smiling at me.
What?
Nothing. Its just that you didn't change a bitš¤you and your big mouth.
I rolled my eyes. I don't care about that right now food is my first priority oh wait its always been my priority š
After some times later the food came. I didn't wait for a moment i started eating my food fastly.
And there he wasāKeifer smiling at my face like a complete fool. His eyes were filled with love, so much of it that my chest tightened for a second.
Snap out of it, Jay.
You know what he did.
Don't fall for his trap again.
He pass me the water. But i didn't take it. I get up and grab my own water i don't need him or his service š¤š. I can see tge disappointment in his face. After i finsh my food he try to took my plate to wash but i didn't let him. I did it on my own.
After that, I decided to watch a movie. I turned on the TV and started scrolling, trying to find something decent.
Suddenly, Keifer sat down next to meā
way too close.
I shifted a little.
He moved closer.
I shifted again.
He did the same.
Ugh. This boy.
I picked a random movie and pressed play. It was⦠okay. Not great, not terrible. But then I caught Keifer staring at me.
I thought he'd stop after a few seconds.
He didn't.
Not even once.
I'd had enough.
I paused the movie and turned toward him.
What you want?
I want to talk to you.
Okay fine lets talk. What do you want to talk about?
About why you leave without any word, without no explanation.
You still don't know why i left?
No!
Are you being serious right now?
Yah i don't know the reason!everything is going fine then all of a sudden you slap me and left me.he tell in one breath
My eyes started to fill with tears. You want to know tge reason? I will tell you!
I pick out my phone and show him what i found in his room. What is this huh? Huh? What us this doing in your room? I swipe my phone this time its picture from London(keifer in his office uk the picture with tge women), what about this? Huh? I remember you told me that you can't live without me and he doesn't have any peace right? And what are you doing here? With that women? Then i swipe my phone again, this time its a news about keifer and ion and them kissing. What about this? And you want more? I will show you.i grab his phone and unlock it its still the same lock and i scroll down there is picture of ella and them together!
(he still didn't delete tge photos?)
You get why i left?
Jay... Keifer is speechless. I can explain.
No no more explanation! Let me tell you Mark keifer Watson we are done like so done. If i hadn't saw this i will be a dumba**
who is believing every word you say.you are an as******* motherf*****,piece of shit, s****, pathetic loser i hate you, i hate you with bottom of my heart. Tears started to fall from my eyes i wipe the tears.
And the thing you always say, what was it "ahhhh" i love
To infinity and beyond, didn't you tell the exact words to ella?didn't you?
Don't you have any shame? You made a plan to use me against Aries. You thought he is the reason of your breakup with your beloved Ella. All this time I trusted you. My family told me not to get close to you because you will hurt me. Aries told me that you will do something against him because he is your enemy. Kuya Angelo told me to stay away from you for my own sake, but I didn't believe anyone of them, instead I believed you. I thought you are someone who will never hurt me because you have seen your mother suffering her whole life. I believed you will never do something which will shatter my heart because I started to trust you. I blindly believed that you love me when everyone told me that you will only hurt me, and you will make me cry. But, I ignored whatever they said. I ignored when they said that I will regret being with you because I believed that you love me and will never do such thing. But, Mark Keifer Watson proved me wrong.
Jay... I.. c-can explain... Its not what its looks like he said with scared voice
Do you even hear yourself? Or are you just a nuisance walking around?
You really think you can stand in my way? Pathetic!
Every move you make proves exactly why I shouldn't trust you."
Every word out of your mouth is a mistake.
And I was stupid," I screamed, my chest burning. "I forgave you."
I laughedāloud, broken, ugly.
"I forgave you even after you used me in your stupid plan. You said you backed out of itālied to my faceāand I believed you."
My hands were shaking now, my vision blurring.
"And when I found out the truth, you had the audacity to tell me you kept your distance to protect me?" I choked out a laugh. "Protect me from what, Keifer? From seeing who you really are?and you don't have to say those awful words to me to hate you!
Tears streamed down my face, but I didn't wipe them away.
"You know what hurts the most?" My voice cracked, then rose again. "You knew I loved you. You knew I was madly, stupidly in love with youāand you still chose to play with me."
I hit my chest with my fist.
"I trusted you. Again. And again. And again."
"And every single time, you proved I was nothing but a game to you."
My breath came out ragged.
"I broke myself forgiving you."
"I destroyed myself believing you'd change."
I pointed at him, my hands trembling with fury.
"And don't you dare call me yours."
"Don't you ever act like you own me."
My voice dropped, shaking with something darker.
"You don't own me."
"You never did."
I stepped back like he burned.
"So listen carefully, because I will never say this again.
"
"Stay away from me."
"Don't look for me."
"Don't follow me."
"Don't touch me."
"I don't want your explanations. I don't want your apologies."
"And I sure as hell don't want you."
My voice broke one last time.
"You lost me, Keifer."
"Forever."
The room went silent. And then⦠I saw it.
Keifer's face⦠completely broken.
"Jayā¦" His voice was barely a whisper, trembling, faltering. His hands reached out, then froze mid-air, unsure if he could touch meāor if I'd recoil.
"You⦠what did you just say?" His jaw clenched so hard I thought it might crack. His eyes, usually sharp, dangerous, filled with panic, hollow and haunted, like the world had just caved in.
"I⦠I neverā¦" He tried, but the words wouldn't come.
"You don't get it, Keifer," I said, taking a step back, tears still flowing. "I trusted you. I loved you. And you⦠used me. Lied to me. Destroyed everything."
His hands dropped. His chest heaved. He slumped onto the sofa, trembling, jaw tight, staring at nothing. For the first time, the King of šUlu Pong looked⦠small. Broken. Helpless.
"I⦠Jay, pleaseā¦" His voice cracked, desperate now. "I can fix this. I can⦠I canā"
"No, Keifer," I said, my voice final, cold as ice. "There is nothing to fix. You lost me. Forever."
I turned to the door, every step heavy with heartbreak and rage.
"Stay away from me," I said one last time.
He didn't move. He didn't speak. The silence between us was deafening. And in that silence⦠Keifer completely shattered.
And we are done talking!and don't ever come back to me and say can we talk!!
I pause at the door, hand on the knob, and glance back once.
The man I once loved⦠the man I thought could never be broken⦠is now nothing but shattered pieces on the sofa
.
And I know, deep down, this isn't the end.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT???",
