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Chapter 18 - Chapter 18 — First lesson

The teaching hall of Rohtak Fort was rarely empty.

Even when no court was in session, clerks passed through, guards lingered near pillars, and the echo of authority never truly left the stone walls. That afternoon, however, the doors were closed.

Only one student had been summoned.

A low wooden platform stood at the center of the hall. A brass lamp burned beside it, its flame steady, untouched by drafts. Near the wall waited a single servant with a copper bowl of water, sandal paste, and a folded white cloth.

No scripture lay open.

No idol presided.

The absence itself felt intentional.

Viren Singh Rathod entered alone.

He paused at the threshold, as he had been trained to do, eyes sweeping the room. The space was quiet, controlled — not empty, but waiting. He stepped inside, boots soft against stone, posture straight, hands folded behind his back.

Raghuveer stood near the platform, not upon it.

The servant approached first.

The servant poured water over Raghuveer's hands, slowly. He dried them and touched the lamp's base; the flame trembled, then steadied. Then the Fort's small court performed what mattered more than words: the rite of acceptance.

A low, reverent murmur rose as the father stepped forward. Kalyan Singh Rathod did not kneel. He refused spectacle, but he honored time and order. At his signal a small brazier was set and a handful of clarified butter burned, the scent thin and official. The clerk recited a few words of auspicious time—Jupiter's day, an old tithi that nodded to counsel over conquest. The priest's voice was soft; the words were not for sanctity alone but for record.

Viren stood rigid, a child of measured posture. The Faujdar's steward presented a folded scarf of fine cloth and a small packet of coins. A ceremonial sword—polished, dull-edged, not unsheathed—was held across the boy's outstretched palms: not for fighting, but for lineage to touch. Kalyan laid a palm on his son's shoulder and declared, voice calm as ledger ink, that he recognized Raghuveer's authority to instruct, to correct, and, where need demanded, to discipline—a stipulation the Fort regarded as an honest accounting of power.

Raghuveer received the cloth and the promise without flourish. There was no bowing of heads like supplicants. The exchange was a mutual contract: the Fort offered shelter and notice; the guru agreed to shape the boy and accept the right to correct him, even by corporal measure if the situation demanded. The clerk recorded the minimal phrases in his tablet, sealing the moment into paper as much as custom.

When the ritual ended, silence remained thicker than incense. The hall understood the bargain. The lesson itself could begin.

This was not a ceremony of faith.

It was a ceremony of responsibility.

Only after it was complete did Raghuveer step onto the platform and sit.

"Sit," he said simply.

Viren obeyed, settling onto the low stool placed before him.

For several breaths, Raghuveer said nothing.

Viren noticed it immediately — the silence was not absence. It was pressure, measured and deliberate. He kept his face neutral, as he had been taught since childhood.

"Today," Raghuveer said at last, "we learn one thing."

He looked directly at Viren.

"Not how to command. Not how to punish. But how to decide."

Viren inclined his head slightly, acknowledging instruction.

"In this fort," Raghuveer continued, "you will be asked to judge men while your body reacts before your mind."

He leaned forward just a little.

"If you allow reaction to decide, you will rule only when calm. And calm is rare."

Viren listened without interrupting.

"Imagine this," Raghuveer said. "You are seated in court. Two men stand before you."

He spoke evenly, as if recounting something ordinary.

"One weeps openly. He speaks of hunger, children, injustice. The other does not raise his voice. His face is controlled. His answers short."

Raghuveer paused.

"Which one do you feel for first?"

Viren answered immediately. "The one who weeps."

Raghuveer nodded.

"That answer came from the body," he said. "Not the mind."

He stood and began to pace slowly.

"Feeling is not weakness," Raghuveer said. "But allowing feeling to lead is."

He stopped in front of Viren.

"When that man weeps, what happens inside you?"

Viren considered. "My chest tightens. I want to resolve it quickly."

"Speed is another emotion," Raghuveer said calmly. "Disguised as efficiency."

Viren absorbed this, eyes focused.

"Now," Raghuveer said, "we test control."

He nodded to the servant.

Without warning, the servant struck a brass plate sharply.

The sound rang through the hall.

Viren's shoulders tensed for an instant. His eyes widened — then steadied. His jaw tightened, then released.

Raghuveer waited.

Silence returned.

"Good," Raghuveer said quietly. "You did not suppress the reaction. You outlasted it."

He stepped closer.

"When noise arrives," he said, "do not rush to act. Count. Let the dust settle."

He held up a finger.

"Decision must always arrive after the body calms."

Raghuveer returned to his seat.

"Now speak," he said.

Viren spoke — slower than usual. "In court, I must hear both fully before responding."

"And your face?" Raghuveer asked.

Viren adjusted his expression deliberately. Neutral. Unrevealing.

Raghuveer nodded.

"Again," he said. "But imagine the weeping man insults you."

Viren's brow flickered — a crack. He caught it.

"I would remain silent," Viren said, "until the insult no longer moves me."

Raghuveer's eyes sharpened with approval.

"That silence," he said, "is authority."

He leaned back.

"Most men speak to release emotion. Rulers speak to place it."

The lesson continued like this — quiet, precise.

Raghuveer provoked irritation with questions.

He delayed responses.

He corrected posture, breathing, pacing.

When Viren answered too quickly, Raghuveer made him repeat — slower.

When Viren frowned unconsciously, Raghuveer stopped him mid-sentence.

"Your face speaks before you do," he said once. "Train it."

There was no praise. Only acknowledgment.

By the time the sun slanted through the high windows, Viren's mind felt stretched — not tired, but sharpened.

Kalyan Singh Rathod had observed from the far side of the hall, unseen by his son. He did not interrupt. When the lesson ended, he gave no speech.

He simply nodded once.

That was approval.

Raghuveer dismissed the servant and stood.

"Tonight," he said to Viren, "before sleep, ask yourself one thing."

"What?" Viren asked.

"What emotion tried to decide for me today — and did I allow it?"

Viren inclined his head deeply. "I will."

As he left the hall, his steps were slower than usual.

Not from exhaustion.

From thought.

For the first time, Viren did not measure the day by tasks completed or approval earned.

He measured it by control gained.

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