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Chapter 24 - Chapter Sixteen: The Medical Reasons

The doctors stopped using the word cancer around Elias.

Not because it wasn't true, but because it had become insufficient.

Dr. Hargreave stood with his back to the window, arms folded, staring at the scan as though it might blink first. The image glowed faintly. Shadows layered on shadows. A map without a legend.

"This isn't behaving," he said finally. "Not like anything we were taught."

Jonah sat rigid in the plastic chair, hands clasped so tightly his knuckles had turned pale. He had learned, over the past week, that doctors spoke differently when they were afraid. Their sentences became careful. Their pauses grew longer. Their words drifted backward into history, into theory, into phrases like unusual presentation and poorly documented.

"What does that mean?" Jonah asked.

"It means," the doctor said, "that the malignancy is real, but it's not what's causing the paralysis."

Jonah blinked. "Then what the hell is?"

Dr. Hargreave exhaled through his nose. "We don't know. That's the problem."

He turned the screen slightly, as if inviting Jonah into the mystery. "Elias' brainstem activity is inconsistent. Not absent. Not destroyed. Just… interrupted. As though signals are being sent, but something keeps catching them mid-air."

Jonah swallowed. "Like a jammed radio."

"That's actually not a bad metaphor."

The paralysis had come suddenly. That was what unsettled everyone the most. Elias had been sitting upright in a consultation room, listening to a younger doctor explain further tests, prognosis revisions, a careful softening of expectations. He had nodded once. Then his right hand had slipped off the armrest. His mouth had opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something ordinary. A joke, maybe. Or wait. Then he was able to proceed to Dr. Hargreave's office without problem much problem, except not speaking. 

And then nothing.

No dramatic collapse. No seizure. Just a quiet failure of movement, like a power outage that chose him at random.

They had ruled out stroke within minutes. Infection within hours. The MRI came back clean in the wrong places and chaotic in the others. The cancer existed, yes, threaded through him like a curse with good handwriting. But it didn't explain why a young man could still hear, still process, still feel pain and fear and time, yet be locked inside his own body like a tenant whose keys had been taken.

Dr. Hargreave leaned against the counter now, voice lowering. "Have you ever heard of locked-in syndrome?"

Jonah nodded slowly. "Yeah. It's… people who can't move but are awake. Usually from a stroke. My family relative once had it. He passed away later."

"Correct. Classically, it's vascular. Sudden. Brutal. But what Elias has isn't classic. It's incomplete."

He let the words hang there.

"Incomplete locked-in syndrome has been documented rarely," the doctor continued. "Mostly post-trauma. Sometimes post-infection. There are case reports from the early twentieth century. French neurologists. Soldiers. Men who could move a finger once a day. Blink inconsistently. Cry without making a sound."

Jonah felt something cold settle in his chest.

"There's a paper from 1927," Hargreave said, almost to himself. "A man with a spinal malignancy who developed intermittent paralysis without direct compression. The author speculated that the nervous system, under prolonged systemic stress, began misfiring as a protective response. As if the body decided stillness was safer than motion."

"That's insane," Jonah said quietly.

"Yes," the doctor agreed. "Which is why it was dismissed for nearly a century."

He turned back to Elias' chart. "Cancer doesn't just kill cells. It alters communication. Hormones. Immune responses. Neural signaling. We are increasingly aware that certain malignancies produce paraneoplastic syndromes. Conditions where the immune system, confused by cancer cells, begins attacking the nervous system instead."

Jonah's mouth felt dry. "So his own body is doing this to him."

"Possibly. Or it's something adjacent. Something we don't have a name for yet."

Jonah laughed once, sharply. "So he's a medical footnote."

"Or a future chapter," Hargreave said gently.

They moved Elias to ICU not because he was dying, but because no one could promise he wouldn't stop breathing on his own. Machines hummed softly now, polite and unassuming, doing what his body occasionally forgot how to do.

Inside the bed, Elias drifted in and out of awareness like someone half-submerged in dark water.

He could hear voices sometimes. Not clearly. They arrived warped, as if traveling through walls. Footsteps. A cough. The distant squeak of shoes on polished floor. He registered touch without context. A cold pad. A needle. A hand adjusting something near his neck.

He wanted to open his eyes.

They fluttered once. Barely.

No one noticed.

He felt time stretch. Compress. He wondered if this was what dying actually felt like. Not pain, not peace. Just waiting without the ability to signal that you were still there.

Somewhere in the ward, Mara finished adjusting a patient's IV and stepped back, rubbing her neck. Her shift had blurred together. Too many admissions. Too many charts that told the same story in different fonts.

"Did you hear about the new ICU case?" one of the nurses asked quietly as they walked down the corridor.

"The young guy?" Mara replied. "Yeah. Sudden paralysis, right?"

"Yeah. Cancer patient. But apparently it's not the cancer."

Mara frowned. "That doesn't make sense."

"Nothing does this week."

They passed a glass wall. Inside, machines glowed softly. A figure lay still beneath white sheets, face obscured by tubing and dark-tinted plastic. He looked older than his chart probably said. Thinner. Reduced to angles and shadows.

Mara did not slow her steps.

Inside Elias' mind, something twisted faintly. A sense, more than a thought. A presence passing near. Familiar without memory. Like recognizing a song before you remember where you heard it.

His eyelid twitched again.

This time, a nurse noticed.

"Did you see that?" she asked another.

"Probably reflex."

Jonah stood at the foot of the bed later that night, watching the rise and fall of Elias' chest. He leaned closer, voice low, urgent.

"Hey. Hey, man. If you can hear me… you don't get to disappear on me like this. You don't."

Elias heard him. He wanted to say I'm still here. He wanted to say I'm trying.

Instead, his finger moved again. Just slightly. He raised it a little to tap on Jonah's hand.

Jonah froze.

"Doctor," he called out, voice cracking. "I think… I think he just moved his finger and touched me"

Across the ward, history stirred quietly, patient and cruel, waiting to see whether this case would become a miracle, a warning, or another unanswered question buried in footnotes and time.

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