He quickly pulled me to a corner of the bar.
"Are you serious?" he asked, looking at me closely.
"Do you have experience?"
"I only have experience in ironing," I replied honestly.
He laughed.
"But I learn easily," I added, trying to sound confident.
He paused for a moment, staring at me as if he had something important to say.
I gently held his hands.
"Please, sir...... I really need this. It's urgent. I need a large amount of money for my mother's life."
He looked at me for a few more seconds, then said, "Come."
He pulled me gently and we entered a room. It was cold and spacious. There was a TV, a bed, a table, and a bathroom.
He sat down and looked at me seriously.
"So, what's your problem? Why are you here?" he asked.
I took a deep breath and began to tell him everything about my mom, her condition, the urgent need for money, and how desperate I was to save her.
He listened quietly, then said, "But you can't get that amount in just one night."
There was a hint of concern in his voice.
I didn't say anything. I just looked down, feeling helpless.
"But okay," he continued after a moment. "If you're really determined... maybe we can do something."
Someone knocked on the door three times, and it opened just a crack.
"Hey, Leo, it's Mr. Ren asking if there's anything new," said the man peeking through the door.
"That's right! Oh! Say nothing!" the gay man with me quickly responded.
Leo called out, "Mr. Ren is a rich Japanese man, a regular customer of ours, but with someone like you, you might not be able to survive."
I replied, "I think I understand what I'm getting into."
He shook his head, "I guess not. But if it's for mama, I'll do anything."
Tears burst out again as I remembered mama in the hospital. Leo's eyes also welled up. "Even me, I'd do anything for my mama."
Then someone knocked three times again and the door opened.
"Sir, he said he'll use it." The door was immediately closed.
"Okay, here it is. Go ahead and get yourself ready... this.
Wear it... quickly. This, put on lipstick... this, perfume."
Are you determined?" He asked in quick succession, his voice almost panicked.
"Yes," I replied firmly.
"Okay, for your mama." He hugged me tightly, tears welling up in his eyes. "I'll leave you here," he said, then quietly left the room.
I stepped into the bathroom. I washed my face carefully.
I took off my uniform and slipped into the clothes Leo had handed me.
A little lipstick and powder, a spritz of perfume. I ruffled my hair, trying to steady myself.
I looked at my reflection in the mirror.
It's a shame I'm so beautiful. Everything I've taken care of for the person I'm going to marry might be ruined.
Mama always told me to guard my honor for the man I love and who will love me back.
I couldn't stop crying.
But all of this... it's for Mama.
"My God, don't abandon me. If this is the only way to save my Mama, I will do it on my own. Please, don't let me end up with just any man."
Suddenly, someone knocked on the bathroom door. I opened it and was startled by the sight before me
A tall man holding only briefcase.
"Oh, you're here. Are you ready?"
Nervous, I didn't know how to respond.
"Well, let's take a bath together."
He stepped into the bathroom and turned on the shower.
"Wooh, ah!"
Cold water soaked us both.
We wiped water from each other's faces, then he pressed his body against mine. I shivered.
Noticing, he turned the faucet to warm water, but I was still trembling.
He wrapped his arms around me.
"Are you cold?"
I didn't answer.
He turned off the shower, then hugged me and kissed my neck.." uhh, uhh"
I tried to evade his lips kissing my neck..but then he kissed and sucked my lips gently.. and touched my butt..hard.. he pressed his penis against my vaginal..
"sir I'm cold" and I really was shaking.
He wasn't listening.
He lifted my hands with his hands. He kissed me and kissed me. "Umh,..uhhhm" then, he placed my hands behind his body. "please hug me..hug me please"
A low, mournful sound escaped from his throat deep, almost like a hum mixed with a sigh as he pulled me closer.
It wasn't lustful. It felt heavy, like he, too, was carrying something he couldn't say.
His arms tightened gently around me, and in that silence, that sound lingered in the air raw, human, aching.
While he kept on kissing, sucking and licking my neck and my lips..then he took off my dress slowly and then began to kiss on my shoulder..
Then he took off my bra while he kissed my lips down to my neck again..then he removed my bra..he touched my boobs with his hands..he sucked them one by one.
Left..right..left..right.." I tried to hold my breath not moan but I can't resist "umh..ahhm..uhh."
I felt uncomfortable with what he was doing... I covered my chest with my hands.
"What's wrong?"
"Honey, it's okay. I will pay you."
"How much do you want?......"