I jerked in surprise but froze when he suddenly let out a moan.
He moaned? From my scent? As I was figuring out the likelihood of that, his grip loosened around my hands they dropped to my side.
He pulled me into him with his free hand, and a soft yelp escaped my lips.
His breath on my neck sent tingles up my body. It didn't seem like anything at first but slowly, a heat gathered, rising ever so steadily.
My heart began to race exponentially. And I frowned in concern. This was nothing I hadn't done before. I had clients who were rougher and more invasive than this.
Then his hand went under my shirt, moving up to graze my nipples. I quivered and my eyes popped.
Okay, those were uncharted territories. I told myself. Still, it wasn't supposed to earn such a reaction from me.
I held his hands tightly to stop his advance, afraid of what else he was going to make my body do, but the moment his fingers brushed against my bare stomach, my hand turned into mush.
He did it again, and a sound escaped my throat. It was so foreign that I doubted if it really came from me.
I turned stiff. Did I just moan? He continued his exploration, oblivious to the life changing discovery I just made.
I saw him carefully gauging my reaction. Then his lips opened again.
"What really are you?"
There was that question again. I wanted to know too. What was happening to me. Why was I suddenly feeling sensations I knew were not possible for me to feel.
His face drew closer. This time I knew exactly what he was going to do. His eyes never left my lips as he slowly closed the distance.
And me? I was supposed to resist. To feel repulsed, at least. Instead, I just stood there. Almost in anticipation.
Softly, his lips brushed mine. The feeling was… I couldn't explain it. I needed further testing to begin to crack the surface.
Quickly, my hand went around his neck, pulling him closer. A colorful explosion spreading out my body.
I groaned hungrily, meeting his increasing pace with equal intensity. My hand combed his thick hair. Digging deeper as electricity erupted at my fingertips.
How far did I have to go before the disgust kicked in. So far all I felt was hunger, growing stronger and stronger by the minute.
I gave in to it. Alarms rang through my head. I knew something was definitely wrong somewhere. But my yearn to explore uncharted parts of my existence,—pleasures I'd never experienced, feelings I knew shouldn't exist— far outweighed my sense of self preservation at the moment.
Couldn't I just be reckless for once in my life?
Just this once?
A loud rip echoed through the night, and immediately, the chill air attacked my exposed skin.
I shivered in response. 'Ren, how far are you willing to go'. I asked myself.
Till I feel repulsed.
Thus began the expedition.
His head dipped into the crook of my neck. His tongue licked the area with intense greed and my eyes rolled back into my skull. He sucked the skin between his teeth, and what should've been painful set off the release of steamy hot pleasure.
Suddenly, I felt his other hand grip my thigh, circling my leg around his waist he grinded his lower body on mine.
We both ached for more of each other. Like starved lions.
"Ah…" The sensation between my legs was divine. I grinded harder and faster against him. Reveling in the discovery of what my clients felt when I did the same to them.
I clutched his head against my neck as I threw my head back, my neck too weak to support my head.
I sucked in a deep breath when he took some of the skin between his teeth, biting hard. My eyes immediately glazed over, my vision blurring with tears. My brain turning to mush.
"You taste so fucking good!" He purred.
His hand travelled up my abdomen to my grab my chest, squeezing my nipple. My chest rose and fell in an uneven rhythm.
"I love it when you moan." He growled against my neck.
He lifted my legs higher to give himself better access to my groin. I panted hopelessly. I was a wreck.
He lifted my head to look me in the eyes, and I squirmed underneath his intense gaze. His hand squeezed my neck tight and smirked a little as I let out another moan from the discomfort.
I guess I had a weird pain fetish.
He noticed.
He flicked and squeezed my nipples again and I lost my mind. My back formed a C. My breath came out in hitches.
"You like pain" he whispered giving my nipples a tighter squeeze. I let out a blissful cry. A tear rolled down my face as I grabbed his head, crashing my lips into his tk stop myself from screaming my lungs out in the middle of the road.
His lips were soft, yet firm. He moaned and that made me increased my pace, kissing him harder, faster… I wanted to hear more of his moans.I bit his lower lip, hard and he let another one out. Guess I wasn't the only one who liked pain. I smirked.
He lifted a daring brow at my smirk and broke the kiss. What began as a protesting pout quickly turned into a plea as his lips came around my nipple. Spots began to fill my vision, and my head started to pound.
Was this my limit?
He sucked harder.
"Ahhh"
His head went lower and stopped beneath my belly button, his eyes finding mine.
I knew where he was headed, and I was sorry to disappoint, but that part of my body was deathly immune to any stimulation.
I guess this was where the fun ended.
I propped myself on my elbows to get a better view of his reaction, when he realized.
First, he lifted the band of my shorts, slowly sliding his hand in. I jerked in surprise, my eyes widening in disbelief at how sensitive the area felt against his hand.
His slid a finger over my length and my eyes shut on their own, my elbow sliding off the car.
He didn't go any further than that. Slowly, he slid his hand back out. His eyes stuck glued to mine as he moved his hand to his lip, licking his whole hand dry.
"So hard, dripping so fucking much." He rumbled.
I blinked three times. I couldn't believe how insanely hot what I just witnessed was.
He squeezed my ass, and pushed up my hips. I quickly obliged.
Then his started his torturous oral descent down my body starting right below my chest, coming to a stop in front of my crotch.
He pressed his nose to the area, and took in a deep ragged breath. He threw his head back, reveling in my scent.
Fuck!
"Mmm Delicious"
He pulled down my shorts and boxers, and I was exposed to the most shocking thing I would ever see in my life.
There it stood, curved upward, glossed over from the thick whitish fluid dripping from the tip.
I marveled at the sight.
"It works?!" I exclaimed in a whisper. My mouth gaping wide.
"You're leaking so much." He whispered, again oblivious to my state of shock.
His tongue went around to lick the fluid and I squirmed, pushing myself back.
"Whoa whoa whoa!!" I raised my hands protest and he immediately froze.
I didn't think the sensation would be this intense over there. My heart began to race in my chest.
Is this my limit?
My chest rose and fell quickly. As I looked everywhere but at him. For someone in his rut, he seemed to have good enough control to have stopped on command.
His eyes searched my face cautiously.
Did I want to do this? I could stop here, call it a great first and possibly only experience.
But what if he held the answers. I was over here, experiencing things thought impossible fot my kind.
Wasn't that the whole point of what I've been fighting for all these years?
I swallowed. I met the Alpha—whose identity I still didn't know— with a decided look. Slowly relaxing on the hood of his car again.
He understood what I meant. Carefully, he went on his knees in front of me. I felt his hand touch me, and I shook.
He licked around it diligently. Slowly, as if afraid to scare me away.
Then I felt his tongue circle around the tip.
Oh!
His whole lips came around it, sucking for a bit befor he took it all in. His inside of his mouth was warm, velvety, slick. I felt myself throbbing, and I was sure I was already leaking loads.
My breaths came out uneven and my back stiffen as I felt my body deflate as tension left me.
I broke down as my body collapsed taking that as the end of the session. But he wasn't done yet. I heard him swallow greedily, before I felt my tip against his throat.
I tried to prop myself up, but I was spent. His movement got faster, tighter. He roughly threw my leg over his shoulder, pulling my pelvis forward for a better access.
His hand massaged my balls. The slosh sounds filled my ears. I was too weak to do anything, to react.
"Ahhh.. W-wai- wai- Fuck!" I breathed heavily between my words.
"Ah ah ah" that was all I could utter. My chest trembled . My body became one with the hood of the car. I felt myself slip in and out of consciousness.
My hands found his hair and I grabbed a fistful, pulling hard, like it was my lifeline.
"Ahhh… y-yo-you ahhh!" The sounds from my mouth were nonsensical. I cried out without a care that I was still at the side of the road.
My phone in the tote bag—which was still slung around my shoulder—vibrated continuously. I heard it, but it sounded miles away.
And sounded further and further until I could no longer hear it again.
That was when the black dots in my vision won.