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Chapter 14 - Chapter 14:Mine to kiss.

Xavier arrived at Nana's art academy thirty minutes early.

Calculated. Deliberate. Making absolutely sure that Rafayel wouldn't have a chance to intercept her first.

He parked in clear view of the entrance, leaning against his car with practiced casualness. Several of Nana's classmates did double-takes walking past him—the tall, silver-haired man who looked like he'd stepped out of a fashion magazine.

Xavier ignored them all, his eyes fixed on the academy doors.

Three minutes before her class ended, he checked his watch. Any moment now—

The doors burst open and Nana emerged, her eyes scanning the parking lot. When she spotted him, her entire face lit up like sunrise.

"XAVIEE!"

She ran toward him, portfolio bouncing against her hip, hair flying behind her. Xavier had approximately three seconds to brace himself before she launched into his arms like a missile.

"Oof—" His arms came around her automatically, catching her weight as her legs wrapped around his waist. She nuzzled into his chest, her entire body pressed against him in that enthusiastic koala-hug she'd been doing since childhood.

"I missed you!" Her voice was muffled against his hoodie.

Xavier's hand came up to cradle her head, his other arm supporting her weight easily. He pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead—becoming routine now, this soft affection—and felt something settle in his chest.

*Mine. She's mine.*

"Missed you too, Starlight."

She pulled back enough to beam at him, still wrapped around him like a particularly affectionate octopus. Her classmates were definitely staring now, whispering behind their hands.

Xavier didn't care. Let them look. Let everyone see that she was his.

Let *Rafayel* see through whatever surveillance he had set up.

"Ready to witness my legendary cooking skills?" Xavier asked, setting her down gently.

"You mean your legendary ability to burn water?" She giggled, but took his hand as they walked to the car.

"That was one time."

"It was three times."

"Who's counting?"

"Me. I'm counting. Because I care about fire safety."

Xavier opened her door, making sure she was settled before closing it. As he rounded the car to the driver's side, his eyes scanned the parking lot with practiced efficiency.

Two cars down, a black sedan with tinted windows. One of Rafayel's surveillance teams, if his intel was correct.

Xavier smiled coldly in their direction before sliding into his car.

*Watch all you want. She's still coming home with me.*

The drive to his apartment was deliberately slow. Xavier wanted to savor this—Nana chattering excitedly beside him, her hand absently playing with his fingers on the gear shift, the comfortable intimacy of their shared space.

"So what are you making? Please say it's not instant noodles."

"I'm offended you'd even suggest that."

"Xavier. What are you making?"

"...Elevated instant noodles?"

"XAVIEE!"

He laughed—that rare, genuine sound that only she could pull from him. "I'm kidding. I'm making pasta. Real pasta. From scratch."

Her eyes went wide. "You can make pasta from scratch?"

"No. But I'm going to try very hard."

"This is going to be a disaster."

"Probably. But you'll be there to laugh at me, so it'll be worth it."

She squeezed his hand, and Xavier felt that warmth spread through his chest again. This. This was worth everything. Worth the lies, the blood, the constant fear that his two worlds would collide.

For moments like this where she smiled at him like he was her entire world.

Even if she didn't know what kind of world he really lived in.

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Xavier's apartment smelled like an Italian restaurant was being murdered.

"Is... is the pasta supposed to smoke like that?" Nana asked from her perch on the counter, swinging her legs and munching on chips.

"No." Xavier stared at the pot with the expression of someone facing a natural disaster. "I don't think so."

"Maybe add more water?"

He added more water. The smoking got worse.

"Less water?"

"Starlight, I don't think the water is the problem."

"Then what is?"

"I think I'm the problem."

She giggled, and Xavier felt his frustration melt. He abandoned the smoking pasta disaster and moved to stand between her legs, his hands resting on the counter on either side of her.

"Laugh it up," he said, but he was smiling.

"I'm not laughing!" She was definitely laughing. "You're doing great!"

"I'm burning pasta. Pasta is literally the easiest thing to make."

"Not for you apparently." She reached out to ruffle his hair affectionately. "It's okay, Xaviee. We can just order takeout."

"I promised to cook for you."

"And you tried! That counts."

Xavier studied her face—so close to his, pink eyes dancing with amusement, that smile that made his world make sense. His hands moved to her waist, pulling her slightly closer.

"Or," he suggested, "we could make instant noodles together?"

"Now that's a plan I can support."

Twenty minutes later, they were eating instant noodles from the same bowl because Xavier had suggested—with absolutely no ulterior motives—that sharing food created a deeper connection.

"That's not a real thing," Nana said, but she was sharing the bowl anyway.

"It is. I read it somewhere."

"Where? 'How to Be Cheesy 101'?"

"It was a very reputable source."

She laughed, and Xavier felt victorious. They sat on the couch, the bowl between them, stealing noodles from each other and arguing about whether the broth was too spicy (it wasn't, Nana was just weak to spice).

After they finished eating, Nana curled up against Xavier's side in their usual position—her head on his chest, his arm around her shoulders, comfortable and familiar.

She played with his hair absently, braiding small sections and unbraiding them. "Your hair is so soft. It's not fair."

"Mmm." Xavier looked down at her, and something possessive stirred in his chest.

Because yesterday, Rafayel had touched her hair. Had tucked a strand behind her ear at that festival. Had touched what was *Xavier's* to touch.

And Xavier was not okay with that.

"Hey, Starlight?" His voice was quiet.

"Hmm?" She was concentrating on braiding a particularly complicated section of his hair.

"That butterfly painting you mentioned earlier. The one you're working on. Tell me about it."

She launched into an enthusiastic explanation of her painting—the colors she was using, the technique, the meaning behind the composition. Xavier listened, but his eyes were fixed on her face, on the way her expressions changed as she talked, on the passion in her voice.

On how beautiful she was when she was happy.

On how she was *his.*

His hand moved up to cup the back of her neck, his thumb brushing her jaw.

Nana paused mid-sentence, looking up at him with curious eyes. "Xaviee?"

Xavier didn't let himself think. Didn't let himself question. Just pulled her down slowly, giving her time to pull away if she wanted, and captured her lips with his.

Somewhere in the apartment, Jihoon choked on air and quietly excused himself outside, muttering something about "needing to check the perimeter" and "giving them privacy."

Xavier barely noticed.

All he knew was Nana—the soft warmth of her lips, the small surprised sound she made, the way her hands came up to rest on his chest.

This kiss was different from the quick, stolen one at his apartment before. This was deliberate. Intentional. His hand cradled her neck, his other arm wrapped around her waist, pulling her closer.

*Mine,* something primal insisted. *Mine mine mine.*

*Rafayel can touch her hair all he wants. But I'm the one who gets to kiss her.*

He pulled back after a moment, suddenly worried he'd gone too far. His ears felt hot, his heart was pounding, and Nana was just staring at him with wide eyes, completely frozen.

"Um." Xavier's usual composure cracked. "I'm sorry. I should have asked. I just—you were talking about butterflies and you looked so happy and I—"

He was rambling. Xavier never rambled. But Nana was still staring at him like a robot that had short-circuited, and panic was setting in.

"Starlight? Say something? Anything? If you want to hit me, that's valid, I'll—"

Nana smiled.

Then she leaned down and kissed him back.

Properly this time.

Her hands moved to cup his face, her lips moving against his with more confidence than before. Xavier's brain stopped functioning entirely for a solid five seconds before instinct took over.

His arms tightened around her, pulling her fully onto his lap. One hand tangled in her pink hair, the other splayed across her lower back, keeping her close.

The kiss deepened—still gentle, still careful, but with an edge of something more. Want. Need. The acknowledgment that they'd crossed a line they could never uncross.

And Xavier didn't want to go back.

He smiled against her lips, victorious and possessive and completely gone for her.

*Take that, Rafayel. She's MINE.*

When they finally broke apart—both breathing harder, both flushed—Nana rested her forehead against his.

"So," she whispered, "we're doing this now?"

"Doing what?" Xavier's voice was rough.

"The... kissing thing. The more-than-friends thing."

His hands tightened on her waist. "Do you want to?"

"I kissed you back. Twice." She pulled back to look at him, her pink eyes soft and warm. "So yes. I want to."

Xavier felt something settle in his chest—relief, joy, terror, all mixed together.

"Good," he said simply. "Because I'm not very good at sharing."

"I noticed." She traced his jawline with her finger. "You got jealous of Rafayel."

"I did not."

"You absolutely did. You got all cold and weird when I mentioned him."

"He touches you too much."

"He's a friend!"

"He pats your head. That's my thing."

Nana laughed, the sound bright and perfect. "Are you seriously gatekeeping head pats?"

"Yes." Xavier was completely serious. "That's a me-and-you thing. He can find his own thing."

"You're ridiculous."

"I'm possessive."

"I'm noticing that too."

Xavier pulled her closer, tucking her head under his chin in his favorite position. "Is it a problem?"

Nana was quiet for a moment, and Xavier held his breath.

"No," she finally said. "I kind of like it. Knowing you care that much."

*If only you knew how much,* Xavier thought. *If only you knew I'd burn down the city for you. That I've already killed for you. That I'll keep killing for you.*

But he didn't say any of that. Just held her closer and pressed a kiss to the top of her head.

"So we're together now?" he asked quietly.

"I guess we are."

"Good."

They stayed like that, wrapped around each other, comfortable in the silence. Outside, Xavier knew Jihoon was probably coordinating with the security team. Knew that somewhere across the city, Rafayel was likely watching surveillance footage and absolutely seething.

The thought made Xavier smile.

Let the Serpent Prince rage. Let him plan and scheme and try to separate them.

Nana had chosen Xavier.

Had kissed him. Was in his arms right now. Had agreed to be his.

And Xavier would make sure that never changed.

"Hey, Xaviee?" Nana's voice was soft.

"Hmm?"

"Why do you always smell like winter?"

Xavier tensed slightly. "What?"

"You smell like winter. Like cold air and snow. It's nice. Peaceful." She nuzzled closer. "I've always loved that about you."

*Because I'm cold inside,* Xavier thought. *Because I'm a monster pretending to be human, and monsters don't have warmth.*

But he said: "Maybe you just make everything feel like summer, so I balance it out."

She laughed softly, and Xavier closed his eyes, memorizing this moment.

This perfect moment before everything inevitably went wrong.

Before Rafayel made his move.

Before the truth came out.

Before Nana learned what kind of monster she'd chosen to love.

But for now, she was here. Safe. His.

And Xavier would fight every devil in hell to keep it that way.

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Across the city, in his mansion, Rafayel stared at the surveillance monitor showing Xavier and Nana kissing.

His hand tightened on his knife until his knuckles went white.

"Interesting," he said quietly.

One of his operatives shifted nervously. "Sir? Orders?"

Rafayel was silent for a long moment, watching Xavier hold Nana like she was precious. Like she was his.

*She was supposed to be mine.*

"Accelerate the timeline," Rafayel said finally. "I'm done waiting."

"Sir?"

Rafayel turned from the monitor, his expression cold despite his beautiful face.

"Xavier wants to play games? Fine. Let's play."

He pulled out his encrypted phone and sent a message to his father:

*Time to move. Xavier's distracted. He won't see it coming.*

The response came quickly: *Approved. You have one week to complete your mission.*

Rafayel smiled—sharp and dangerous.

One week to tear Xavier's world apart.

One week to eliminate the Shadow King.

And then Nana would have no choice but to turn to the only friend she had left.

Him.

"Get me everything on Xavier's operations," Rafayel ordered. "Every territory, every deal, every weakness. I want to know exactly where to strike to make it hurt."

His operatives scrambled to obey.

Rafayel returned his gaze to the monitor, to Nana sleeping peacefully on Xavier's chest.

"Sleep well, little butterfly," he thought. "Enjoy your monster while you can."

"Because soon, you'll need a new one."

"And I'll be waiting."

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To be continued.

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