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Chapter 4 - THE ALMOST AND THE AFTER

The message glowed on Aryan's screen, but what he saw wasn't words.

What he saw was rain on a café window eight years ago.

What he heard wasn't a notification buzz.

What he heard was her voice, gentle and final.

FLASHBACK — FULL

Rain. The smell of chai and heartbreak. Anaya's hands around a cooling cup.

Anaya: "Aryan… you are my 'almost.' Do you know what that means?"

Aryan: (Voice fragile in a way he'd never allow now) "It means I'm not enough."

Anaya: "No. God, no. You are everything I should want. You're kind, you're brilliant, you remember how I take my tea, you notice when I'm sad even when I smile… You feel like home to me."

She looked out the rain-streaked window, her profile edged in the grey afternoon light.

Anaya: "But home isn't where my heart wants to stay. My heart doesn't race when you enter the room… and you deserve someone whose does."

Aryan: "I could make you happy. We could build something"

Anaya: "Sometimes two people can love each other and still not be right. I love you… but I'm not in love with you. And love… sometimes love just isn't enough."

Silence, heavy and wet. He didn't trust his voice. She reached across the table but stopped short of touching him.

Anaya: "You are my 'almost,' Aryan. Just not my 'forever.' And you deserve a forever. Please… don't wait for me."

Aryan: (A whisper) "Did I ever have a chance?"

Anaya: (Tears tracing quiet paths down her cheeks) "You had every chance. It was me who couldn't… take it."

PRESENT — DUBAI MALL CAFÉ

"Aryan."

Meera's voice, soft but insistent, pulled him from the memory like a hand reaching into deep water. Her fingers rested gently on his wrist. Warm. Present. Real.

"Come back."

He blinked. The rain vanished, replaced by the shimmer of fountain spray outside the glass. The smell of coffee and perfume. The low hum of a city that never slept.

Rohan was standing a few feet away, phone to his ear, but his eyes were on them watchful, concerned, not jealous.

"That message," Meera said, her thumb brushing lightly over his pulse point. "It's why I wanted to meet you today."

Rohan ended his call and returned to the table. He didn't sit immediately, resting a hand on Meera's shoulder. A quiet, solid presence.

"Everything okay?" Rohan's voice was calm, low.

Meera looked up at him, then at Aryan. "We need to talk. Properly."

Rohan nodded. "Should I…?"

"Stay," Meera said, and her eyes added, I want you to hear this too.

They both looked at Aryan. He set his phone facedown on the table. "Okay."

THE CONFESSION

Meera took a slow breath, as if steadying herself for a dive.

"In college," she began, "I loved you, Aryan."

The words landed in the quiet between them, simple and seismic.

"It wasn't dramatic. It wasn't some grand passion. It was… the way you'd listen when I talked about my dad's business struggles. The way you'd save me a seat in lectures without making a show of it. The way you smiled at my stupid jokes."

She looked down at her hands. "I saw you with Anaya. At the festival. In the library that night when you held her hand while she slept."

Aryan remembered the library. The quiet. Anaya's warm hand under his. He'd never known Meera was there.

"I walked away that night," Meera said, voice thickening. "Because it felt like my heart was breaking, and I had no right to feel that way. You were hers. Even if she didn't see it."

Rohan's hand tightened on her shoulder. Not possessive. Supportive.

"Why didn't you say anything?" Aryan asked, the question leaving him raw.

"You loved her," Meera said simply. "And I loved you enough to want you to be happy, even if it wasn't with me."

ROHAN SPEAKS

It was Rohan who broke the silence that followed.

"Meera told me about you before we started dating," he said, his tone even, kind. "Not as an ex. As someone who mattered."

Aryan looked at him really looked. He saw no resentment in Rohan's eyes. Only understanding.

"She said you were one of the good ones," Rohan continued. "That you taught her what quiet devotion looked like. Even if it wasn't meant for her."

Meera reached for Rohan's hand, lacing her fingers with his. The gesture was natural, intimate. A confirmation.

"Anaya and I reconnected a year ago," Meera said. "She reached out after seeing my profile online. We talked. A lot. About… you."

Aryan's chest tightened.

"She carries guilt," Meera said gently. "Not for not loving you you can't force that. But for how she ended it. For not seeing how much it cost you."

THE CHOICE

"That message," Meera nodded toward his phone, "is her trying to make peace. With you. With herself."

"Why now?" Aryan's voice was rough.

"Because sometimes the past doesn't let go until you face it," Rohan said quietly. "And because she's here. In Dubai. Working through her own 'almosts.'"

Meera leaned forward. "Go see her, Aryan. Not for closure. For… acknowledgment. You both deserve that."

Aryan looked from Meera's earnest face to Rohan's steady one. Here was the woman he'd unknowingly loved, now loved by a man secure enough to let her be honest about her past. There was a strange peace in that.

"Okay," he said.

PARTING

They walked out together into the mall's glittering expanse. The fountains danced, music swelling.

Meera hugged him before they parted a tight, warm embrace that felt like both hello and goodbye.

"Thank you," she whispered against his shoulder. "For being someone worth loving, even quietly."

Rohan shook his hand. "Good luck."

Aryan watched them walk away, hand in hand, two people who had found their forever in each other. He felt no bitterness. Only a quiet, aching gratitude.

THE OLD CAFÉ NEAR BURJ – REVISED SCENE

The café was tucked in the shadow of the Burj, a quiet pocket in Dubai's roaring heart. Small. Humble. Wood and brick instead of glass and steel.

And there, by the window, sat Anaya.

Aryan stood just inside the door, unnoticed.

His breath caught.

Time folded.

In his mind, he was back in that rainy college-town café. Her voice, soft and breaking:

"You are my almost, Aryan. Just not my forever."

His own silence afterward a silence that had stretched into years, into this very moment.

Now, she sat with a cup of tea before her, untouched. Steam rose and disappeared, like all the words they'd never said.

Her head was bowed, shoulders curved inward as if holding a weight.

Was she crying? Praying? Remembering?

A whisper in his mind, raw and repeating:

Almost. Almost. Almost. You were my everything, and I was your almost.

Everything… everything… almost.

She looked up.

Their eyes met.

No smile. No wave. Just a gaze that felt like an open wound eight years wide.

Tears glistened on her lashes, but didn't fall.

In her eyes, he didn't see the confident woman who'd gently broken him. He saw regret. He saw sorrow. He saw a reflection of his own long-held ache.

Why now, Anaya?

Why here?

Why, after all this time, do you still look at me like I'm the one who got away… when you were the one who walked away?

He took one step forward.

Then another.

The space between them felt charged not with romance, but with reckoning.

Every memory rushed back:

Her laugh in the rain.

Her hand pulling away.

Her whisper: "Please don't wait for me."

And his silent promise to himself that he would wait forever, even if forever meant nothing.

She opened her mouth as if to speak, but no sound came out.

Instead, she lifted a trembling hand not in greeting, but almost in… surrender? Apology? A plea?

He was five steps away now. Close enough to see the silver streak in her hair. Close enough to see the tear finally escape and trace a path down her cheek. Close enough to smell her perfume still the same, after all these years.

What do you want from me, Anaya?

Absolution? Forgiveness? Or… something else?

He stopped. One table between them now.

Her untouched tea. His racing heart.

The past and present, colliding in a quiet café in a loud city.

Her lips parted again.

This time, a whisper escaped, so faint he almost didn't catch it:

"I'm sorry."

But sorry for what?

For leaving?

For coming back?

For making him her almost?

For being his everything?

Before he could respond, her eyes flickered toward the café entrance behind him, then back to his face a flash of fear? urgency?

"Sit down, Aryan," she said softly, her voice firmer now. "There's… there's more you need to know."

More?

What more could there be?

What could be bigger than "You were my almost"?

What could hurt more than "I love you, but not enough"?

He pulled out the chair, the wood scraping against tile like a door opening or closing.

He sat.

She leaned forward, her hands clasped tightly around her cooling cup of tea.

"It wasn't just about us," she began, her voice low, strained. "It was never just about us."

And in that moment, Aryan knew:

This wasn't a reunion.

This was a revelation.

Some conversations don't bring closure.

They bring earthquakes.

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