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Chapter 18 - Faith Is a Weapon (3)

Faith did not retreat after Lemma's refusal.

It adapted.

In the days that followed, she noticed it first in the smallest ways.

People stopped asking her what she wanted.

They began telling her why she had done what she did.

"She rejected worship because we were unworthy," a man said quietly by a fire, as if confessing sin.

"No," Lemma replied, exhausted. "I rejected it because worship kills."

The man smiled sadly, as if humoring a child.

"That's what all true divinity says."

That was when she realized something had gone wrong beyond repair.

Faith no longer required her participation.

It was self-sustaining now. 

They traveled through lowland towns where magic had begun to misfire since Seraphina's consolidation. Wells overflowed with brackish water one day and dried to dust the next. Livestock were born twisted, bearing sigils burned into flesh without spellwork. 

In every place, Lemma found signs.

Charcoal sketches on walls. Carved initials on doorframes. A symbol that was not hers—but had become associated with her anyway. A broken crown split clean down the center.

The Unbound. 

The ones who had stayed with her did not kneel anymore.

That frightened her more.

They watched instead.

Measured her reactions. Recorded her silences. Argued in whispers about what her refusal meant.

She overheard them one night.

"If she wanted us gone, she would have said so."

"She stays because she believes."

"She stays because she suffers."

"That's worse."

Lemma lay awake, staring at the dark.

Her body still hurt constantly. Healing magic came sluggishly, uneven, as if the world itself hesitated to answer her. The Dragon's Brand no longer flared on instinct. When she reached for power, it felt like gripping shattered glass.

She welcomed the pain.

It reminded her she was still human.

But belief didn't care.

Belief didn't ask permission.

In a border town called Hallowmere, it finally turned lethal.

The town had been neutral once—too small to matter, too broken to resist. When Lemma arrived, she found Seraphina's banners already torn down, replaced not with her image—but with absence.

Blank cloth.

"We removed all idols," the town elder explained proudly. "We won't make the same mistake again."

Lemma's pulse quickened. "You shouldn't remove anything for me."

"For you?" the elder echoed. "No. For truth."

That night, screams tore through the streets.

A woman was dragged from her home, accused of secretly praying to Seraphina. No proof. Just suspicion. Just fear needing direction.

Lemma arrived as they were tying her hands.

"Stop," she commanded.

They froze—not because of power, but because of belief.

"She betrays the Unclaimed," someone shouted.

Lemma pushed through the crowd and cut the rope herself.

"There is no betrayal," she said. "There is no purity. There is no doctrine.

The woman sobbed into the dirt.

"You see?" someone whispered. "She forgives."

Lemma turned sharply.

"No," she said. "I refuse."

She faced the crowd.

"This ends now. If you hurt people in my name—if you decide who lives or dies because you think I want it—then you are my enemy."

The words landed hard.

Too hard.

A man stepped forward, eyes bright with something dangerous.

"Then kill us," he said. "Prove you're not what we believe."

The crowd held its breath.

Lemma stared at him.

She understood then.

Faith had become a test she could not pass.

If she punished them, she validated authority.

If she spared them, she validated absolution.

Either way, belief won.

She lowered her blade.

"I won't kill you," she said. "But I won't stay."

She left Hallowmere at dawn.

By nightfall, the town was burning.

Not by Seraphina's hand.

By its own.

Mara watched the smoke rise from the hills.

"This is what happens when gods vanish," she said quietly. "People don't stop believing. They just stop being guided."

Lemma said nothing.

She could still smell the fire.

Far away, Seraphina received reports with growing satisfaction.

"Factionalization accelerating," one demon intoned. "Unbound Faith splintering into sects."

"Good," Seraphina replied. "Let them sharpen each other."

She stood before a new structure rising beneath the Black Sanctum—a colossal framework of sigils, bones, and divine remnants. Not a throne. 

A mold.

"She rejects godhood because she fears becoming a tyrant," Seraphina murmured. "So I'll give the world a tyrant that wears her face."

The spell she began weaving was subtle.

Not possession.

Reflection.

Elsewhere, Lemma collapsed.

Not dramatically. Not heroically.

Her legs simply gave out.

Mara caught her, swearing.

Lemma's breath came shallow. Her vision blurred.

"It's getting worse," Mara said. "Your power—your body—"

"I know," Lemma whispered.

Faith had consequences even when rejected.

Belief exerted pressure whether accepted or not. It demanded coherence. Identity. Meaning.

Lemma had denied it all.

The backlash was existential.

She dreamed that night.

No gods. No demons.

Just mirrors.

Every reflection showed her slightly differently—crowned, burned, kneeling, smiling, screaming. In each, people knelt at her feet, mouths open in worship or accusation.

She tried to break the mirrors.

They bled.

She woke screaming.

The people who remained with her heard it.

They did not rush to comfort her.

They listened.

Watched.

Learned.

Seraphina's voice carried on the wind two days later—not spoken, but felt.

A proclamation rippled through ley-lines, through dreams, through prayer scars.

"The Unclaimed denies you salvation.

I will not.

Across the world, a new figure began to appear.

A crowned woman of light and shadow, bearing Lemma's silhouette but none of her scars. She healed instantly. She judged decisively. She punished without hesitation.

A savior.

A lie.

Faith surged toward it like water finding a channel.

Lemma felt the shift immediately.

She staggered, clutching her chest.

"They're… pulling away," she gasped.

Mara frowned. "Isn't that good?"

Lemma shook her head weakly.

"No," she whispered. "It means she's aiming it."

Far above, gods watched the transfer with horror.

Faith was moving again.

Not upward.

Sideways.

Weaponized.

And Lemma—still human, still refusing—stood directly between belief and the truth it refused to hear.

She straightened slowly, despite the pain.

Despite the fear.

Despite the certainty that this would destroy her.

"If faith is a weapon," she said hoarsely, "then I won't be a blade."

Mara looked at her. "What will you be?"

Lemma met the dark horizon.

"The wound it keeps reopening."

And for the first time since the god died—

The world recoiled.

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