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Chapter 61 - Chapter 12: When Someone Notices

The notice appeared on Monday morning.

It was only one sheet of paper.

White paper.

Black letters.

Pinned to the board outside the teachers' office.

Most students walked past it without looking.

Daewon almost did too.

Then he saw his name.

He stopped.

Haneul Youth Arts Center _ Selected Student Showcase

Below the title were twelve names.

His was fourth.

He read it twice.

Then a third time.

The showcase would be held in three weeks.

Selected students would display one finished work at the center.

Parents could attend.

Teachers could attend.

Local artists would be invited.

There would also be a short portfolio review afterward.

Daewon stared at the notice.

Three weeks.

One finished piece.

He suddenly felt less excited.

More nervous.

Mr. Kim walked past.

"You saw it."

Daewon nodded.

"Yes."

"Congratulations."

"Thank you."

Mr. Kim smiled.

"You look worried."

"I am."

"Good."

Daewon looked at him.

"Good?"

"Being nervous means you care."

Mr. Kim continued walking.

"Just don't let caring turn into fear."

Daewon looked back at the notice.

Three weeks.

One piece.

He had to decide what to draw.

Aera discovered her own notice during lunch.

It was on the board outside the library.

SEOUL YOUTH PHOTOGRAPHY EXHIBITION FINAL SELECTION

She saw her name.

She stopped breathing for a second.

Her five photographs had passed the first selection.

Now she had to submit one final photograph for the exhibition.

One.

Not five.

Not a collection.

One photograph.

Aera stared at the list.

Yuna came running toward her.

"You made it!"

Aera turned.

"So did you."

Yuna grabbed her shoulders.

"We're actually doing this."

Aera laughed.

"I guess we are."

Yuna looked at her.

"What are you submitting?"

"I don't know."

"You have three weeks."

"That's not very long."

"Long enough."

Aera looked at the notice again.

One photograph.

She thought of the umbrella repairman.

The river.

The bridge.

The sleeping passenger.

The photograph of Daewon.

Her heart tightened slightly.

She knew immediately which one she didn't want to choose.

She wasn't sure which one she did.

That afternoon, Daewon sat in the art room.

A blank sheet was in front of him.

He had drawn four ideas.

A city street.

The hidden garden.

The bakery.

The blue umbrella.

He disliked all four.

They were good.

But they felt safe.

He crumpled the paper.

Seojun watched from across the room.

"You look angry."

"I don't know what to draw."

"Then don't draw."

Daewon looked at him.

"What?"

"Go somewhere."

"Where?"

"Anywhere."

Seojun returned to his own work.

"You're thinking too hard."

Daewon leaned back.

Maybe he was.

After school, Daewon walked toward the old science wing.

He hadn't visited the hidden garden in weeks.

The gate was covered with more vines than before.

He pushed it open.

The green-eyed cat appeared from beneath the bench.

"You're still here."

The cat stared at him.

Daewon laughed.

"Good."

He sat on the bench.

The garden was quieter now.

Cold air moved through the broken panes.

The blue flowers were mostly gone.

The pond had collected fallen leaves.

Nothing looked like it had during spring.

That was what surprised him.

He had always remembered the garden as it was.

But it had changed.

Maybe that was normal.

Places changed.

People changed.

Even memories changed.

Daewon took out his sketchbook.

He began drawing.

Not the flowers.

Not the bench.

Not the cat.

He drew the garden as it looked now.

Bare.

Quiet.

Still beautiful.

He stopped.

Then smiled.

Maybe this was it.

Aera was having the same problem.

She walked through Seoul after school.

She carried her camera but didn't take any pictures.

She went to the market.

Nothing.

The river.

Nothing.

The subway.

Nothing.

She returned to the street where the umbrella repairman worked.

His shop was closed.

She stood outside.

Then looked down the road.

A bus passed.

A woman hurried across the street.

A child ran after his father.

A delivery driver stopped to tie his shoelace.

A man sat alone outside a restaurant.

Aera raised her camera.

Then lowered it.

She didn't want to photograph something just because it looked beautiful.

She wanted to feel something.

She kept walking.

Three days passed.

Daewon worked on his garden drawing.

Aera kept taking photographs.

Neither had chosen their final pieces.

But they had started noticing different things.

Daewon noticed change.

Aera noticed people.

Their teachers noticed too.

On Thursday, Mr. Kim looked at Daewon's garden drawing.

He was silent for a long time.

Then he said,

"You're finally drawing something you can't control."

Daewon looked confused.

"What does that mean?"

"You can't make the garden stay the same."

Daewon looked at the drawing.

"No."

"That's why it works."

Mr. Kim walked away.

Daewon looked at the page again.

He understood.

That afternoon, Aera showed Sora a photograph.

It was simple.

An old woman sitting beside a window.

Her hands were folded around a cup of tea.

Nothing dramatic.

No beautiful sunset.

No perfect composition.

Just an ordinary afternoon.

Sora studied it.

"Why this one?"

Aera smiled.

"Because she looks like she's waiting."

"For someone?"

"I don't know."

Sora nodded.

"That's why it's good."

Aera looked at the photograph.

Maybe uncertainty wasn't something she needed to remove.

Maybe it was part of what she wanted to capture.

On Friday, Daewon and Aera finally talked about their projects.

They sat on the rooftop.

"You've chosen?"

Aera asked.

"Maybe."

"Me too."

They smiled.

Neither asked what the other had chosen.

Then Aera said,

"Can I see?"

Daewon hesitated.

"Not yet."

She laughed.

"Same."

They looked at the city.

For a while, neither spoke.

Then Daewon said,

"I'm nervous."

"So am I."

"What if people don't like it?"

Aera looked at him.

"They don't have to."

Daewon smiled.

"That's easy for you to say."

"No."

She shook her head.

"I'm terrified."

He looked at her.

"Really?"

"Really."

She held her camera against her chest.

"I think I want people to understand why I took the picture."

Daewon nodded.

"I want people to understand why I drew mine."

They were quiet.

Then Aera smiled.

"Maybe that's the scary part."

"What?"

"Letting strangers see something that matters to you."

Daewon looked down at his hands.

"Yeah."

The following week, their work began taking shape.

Daewon returned to the garden every afternoon.

He sketched it in different weather.

Morning.

Afternoon.

Rain.

Cloudy skies.

He noticed things he had never noticed before.

The way the broken window reflected the pond.

The cat sleeping beneath the bench.

A vine growing through a crack in the stone.

A small blue flower blooming beside dead leaves.

He didn't try to make the garden look perfect.

He drew it honestly.

Aera kept walking through Seoul.

She photographed people in quiet moments.

A man tying his daughter's shoelace.

A woman closing her flower shop.

Two students sharing earphones.

A grandmother waiting for a bus.

A father carrying a sleeping child.

She started asking permission more often.

She started talking to people.

And slowly, her photographs changed.

They became less about beautiful scenes.

More about the lives inside them.

One evening, Daewon found Aera waiting outside the school gate.

She held her camera.

He held his sketchbook.

They looked at each other.

"How's it going?"

"Better."

"Mine too."

They smiled.

Then Daewon noticed something.

"You look tired."

"So do you."

"I've been drawing."

"I've been walking."

They started walking home.

Aera looked at the sky.

"Do you think we'll always be like this?"

"Like what?"

"Always trying to become better."

Daewon thought.

"I hope so."

She smiled.

"Me too."

They walked beneath the evening sky.

Their work was becoming more serious.

Their dreams were becoming more real.

And with that came something neither of them had expected.

The possibility of being seen.

Not just by each other.

By everyone.

Soon, strangers would look at what they had created.

They would judge it.

Praise it.

Ignore it.

Criticize it.

Maybe remember it.

For Daewon and Aera, that was frightening.

But neither turned away.

Because somewhere along the way, their ordinary little interests had become something more.

Not yet careers.

Not yet certainty.

Just beginnings.

And sometimes, a beginning was enough to change the direction of an entire life.

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