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Chapter 88 - Chapter 39: After Everyone Goes Home

The exhibition disappeared in less than an hour.

On Saturday evening, the hallway had been full of photographs, drawings, handwritten memories, and people stopping to look.

By Monday afternoon, there was almost nothing left.

The empty bus stop photograph came down first.

Then the bookstore drawing.

The chair.

The playground.

The classroom door.

Aera's photographs followed.

One by one, the walls returned to their ordinary white.

Students carried cardboard panels back into storage.

Tape was peeled from the floor.

Name cards were thrown into boxes.

The empty frame was taken down.

Daewon stood nearby, watching.

It felt strangely familiar.

He had spent weeks thinking about what remained after people left.

Now he was watching an entire exhibition disappear.

Mr. Kim walked past carrying a stack of boards.

"Help me with these."

Daewon picked up half of them.

"Where are we taking them?"

"Storage."

Daewon followed him.

After several steps, he asked:

"Does it always disappear this quickly?"

Mr. Kim looked over his shoulder.

"Everything does."

Daewon didn't answer.

Mr. Kim smiled.

"That's not necessarily sad."

They reached the storage room.

The boards were stacked against the wall.

Mr. Kim placed his down.

"People think an exhibition is the final part."

"Isn't it?"

"No."

He looked toward the empty hallway.

"The final part is what you do after."

Daewon frowned.

"What do you mean?"

"You made something. People saw it. Now you go make something else."

Mr. Kim picked up another board.

"Don't spend too long staring at yesterday."

Then he walked away.

Daewon stood there for a moment.

He wasn't sure if he liked the answer.

But he understood it.

Aera was having the same problem.

She had returned home with a box full of photographs.

Some had been displayed.

Some hadn't.

A few had small pencil marks on the back from when she was deciding their order.

She spread them across her floor.

For a moment, her room looked like the exhibition hall.

Then she began putting them away.

One photograph went into a folder.

Another into her collection.

The flower shop photograph remained in her hand.

She looked at it.

The elderly woman had been waiting for her husband.

Aera remembered what he had said.

I didn't realize anyone noticed.

She smiled.

Then she placed the photograph into her folder.

Her phone buzzed.

Daewon: How does it feel?

She typed:

Aera: Empty.

His reply came almost immediately.

Daewon: Same.

She smiled.

Aera: I thought you would say something philosophical.

Daewon: I am tired.

Aera: Good.

Daewon: Why?

Aera: Because I'm tired too.

They met after school.

Neither suggested the bakery.

Instead, they walked toward the river.

The weather was mild.

Trees had begun turning green again.

The city seemed brighter than it had during winter.

They walked for several minutes before Aera spoke.

"Do you feel strange?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"I don't know."

She nodded.

"Me neither."

They sat near the river.

Daewon opened his sketchbook.

The first page was filled with drawings from the exhibition.

The last page was blank.

He stared at it.

Aera looked over.

"Are you going to draw?"

"I don't know."

"Why not?"

"I don't know what to draw."

She smiled.

"Again?"

"Again."

They both laughed.

For the past few weeks, they had been so focused on finishing their projects that they hadn't thought about what would happen afterward.

Now there was no deadline.

No wall.

No teacher waiting for a final piece.

No exhibition.

Just an empty page.

Daewon closed his sketchbook.

"I think I'm starting to understand why artists get stuck."

Aera looked at him.

"Because they run out of ideas?"

"No."

"Then?"

"Because sometimes they finish something that mattered to them."

She understood.

"You miss it."

"Maybe."

Aera looked at the river.

"I miss it too."

They stayed there until the sun began lowering.

Aera took out her camera.

She pointed it toward the river.

Then stopped.

Daewon noticed.

"You don't have to take one."

"I know."

She lowered the camera.

"I just wanted to."

"Then take it."

She shook her head.

"No."

"Why?"

"I think I'm trying to learn the difference between wanting to remember something and wanting to photograph it."

Daewon smiled.

"How's that going?"

"Badly."

He laughed.

"At least you're honest."

She looked at him.

"Do you think we changed?"

Daewon thought about the question.

"Yeah."

"How?"

He looked at his hands.

"I don't know."

"That's not an answer."

"I notice different things now."

Aera smiled.

"Me too."

"Before, I wanted to draw something beautiful."

"And now?"

"I want to draw something that makes me stop."

She nodded.

"I used to want photographs that looked beautiful."

"And now?"

"I want photographs that make me remember why I pressed the button."

They sat quietly.

The river moved in front of them.

A cyclist passed behind them.

A dog barked somewhere down the path.

A child laughed.

A couple walked past carrying drinks.

Nothing happened.

And somehow, it was enough.

On Tuesday, something unexpected happened at school.

The winter cultural project display was long gone.

The spring exhibition was over.

The hallway looked completely normal again.

But someone had left a small note on the wall.

Daewon noticed it while walking to class.

It wasn't part of the exhibition.

It was simply taped there.

Thank you for making me remember my grandmother's chair.

There was no name.

Daewon stopped.

Aera came up beside him.

She read it.

"You didn't put that there?"

"No."

"Me neither."

They looked at each other.

Then at the note.

Aera smiled.

"Someone kept something."

Daewon nodded.

They left the note where it was.

Later that day, Daewon received an envelope from Mr. Kim.

Inside was a printed photograph.

It showed the exhibition hallway after everything had been removed.

Empty walls.

A few pieces of tape.

Scuffed floor.

The empty frame leaning against the wall.

Daewon turned it over.

There was a message on the back.

For your next project.

Nothing else.

He smiled.

Aera received something too.

Han Sora had sent her one photograph.

It was the flower shop.

But not the photograph Aera had taken.

Sora had gone back and photographed the same place from across the street.

The elderly couple were walking away.

They were small in the frame.

Most of the image was the street around them.

On the back, Sora had written:

You don't have to keep looking for the next big thing. Keep looking.

Aera read it twice.

Then placed the photograph beside her own.

The two images showed the same place.

But they felt completely different.

Aera understood why.

Looking wasn't about finding the right answer.

It was about continuing to look after the answer changed.

That evening, Daewon went back to the hidden garden.

The cat was there.

He sat on the old bench.

The garden was changing again.

Flowers had opened.

Leaves covered the stone path.

The pond reflected the evening sky.

Daewon opened his sketchbook.

For several minutes, he didn't draw.

Then he started.

Not the garden.

Not the cat.

Not the bench.

He drew his own shoes.

His hands.

The edge of his sketchbook.

The view from where he was sitting.

He drew himself being there.

When he finished, he looked at the page.

It was simple.

Almost boring.

But he liked it.

Aera arrived twenty minutes later.

She looked over his shoulder.

"What is it?"

"Me."

She smiled.

"That's new."

"I know."

"Why?"

He closed the sketchbook.

"Because I keep drawing places I've been."

He looked around.

"I thought maybe I should draw the person who was there."

Aera smiled.

"I think that's important."

She sat beside him.

Then she opened her camera.

She turned it toward him.

Daewon noticed.

"Are you taking a picture?"

"Yes."

He smiled.

"Why?"

"Because you're here."

She took the photograph.

This time, neither of them questioned whether it needed to be kept.

A few days later, Daewon received another message from the youth arts center.

The spring program was finished.

But the center was beginning to select students for a summer workshop.

He read the notice twice.

It would involve more intensive drawing.

More classes.

New teachers.

New students.

Possibly even a short trip outside Seoul.

He stared at the application form.

It would take time.

Weekends.

Maybe evenings.

He didn't know whether he wanted to apply.

At almost the same time, Aera received a message from Han Sora.

There was a small photography workshop in Busan during the summer.

Three days.

Limited places.

Aera read the message.

Then looked at the application.

She didn't apply.

Not yet.

The next morning, Daewon and Aera met before school.

Neither mentioned the messages at first.

They talked about homework.

Lunch.

Seojun's latest argument with Minjae.

The bakery's new strawberry cream bread.

Then Daewon said:

"I got something yesterday."

Aera looked at him.

"Me too."

They both paused.

Then laughed.

"You first," Daewon said.

Aera shook her head.

"No, you."

Daewon took out the application.

Aera took out hers.

They placed both on the table.

Daewon looked at her form.

"Busan?"

Aera looked at his.

"Summer arts workshop?"

They stared at each other.

For a moment, neither spoke.

Then Aera smiled.

"Looks like we're going to be busy."

Daewon nodded.

"Yeah."

Neither of them said they should choose the same thing.

Neither asked the other to stay.

Instead, Daewon picked up her application.

"You should go."

Aera looked at him.

"You too."

He smiled.

"Okay."

She smiled back.

"Okay."

The exhibition had ended.

The walls were empty.

The project was finished.

And the next chapter of their lives had quietly placed two new roads in front of them.

For the first time, neither road scared them.

Because they had already learned something more important than how to make something together.

They had learned how to watch the other person walk toward something of their own.

And still remain beside them.

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