Hi guy's! Welcome this is my story where I describe my lifestyle as a ambivert.
Let's go so my name is soxam. I'm 21 years old. And I don't know what to do with my life.
Feels like I'm average in everything.
"Jack of all trades master of none"
That's the worst part of my life. I can't even Make my own decision. I don't want to go out. Always on phone nobody to talk and don't even want to talk about my self. It's really frustrating sometimes. Believe in god but never go to temple for long time. Only few friends I have in my life one is gone due to suicide attempt. That's another story talf some another day about that. No girlfriend two friends. This is my life upto so far from looks I'm also average. I'm silent guy people talk about. But when I talk it will be hell for them. Because I can't control my anger. People just tell me often i have serious look on my face. Always want to do something but doesn't know where to start doing something. It's really annoying sometimes to look myself in front of mirror and think my parents deserve better child then me.