Sometime heartbeats increase in second with expectation and if we don't get the desired result then it vanish from our mind like a empty hallow, likes its never was there. For some seconds we forgot to breath and take time to process what happened. Some let their inner thought out ,some pretend to be ok and some break down instantly if left alone. Human emotions can't merely explained just by only these three aspects. This incident is a part which shows a example of one way to proceed that thought.
I had these friends who always comes to me for advice for various things, but mainly for feelings thing. Oh now that I think I should just open a consultancy service for people(ha ha ha). Just kidding. But I'm quite good at giving logical advice and I'm not flaunting.
Lets return to the topic. So its a triangle or not between my friend. lets call them E, T, H .E is the boy and T and H are girls. So one day when me, E and H were sitting and chatting random stuffs. Then E started to tell us about his crush and want to confess. He told us that, she is among our friend circle and in our class. I'm quite good at observation towards my surrounding. When he was telling us this, my other friend H suddenly froze in her place. When I teased him about who is that unlucky girl and turn towards H she looked puzzled and started to touch her nose. I could guess that she has a crush on him. So I thought may be she is the one who he was talking about. Let me tell you , I thought it as a possibility. Her nervous ness about hearing E's crush , increased her heartbeat instantly.
To hide her nervousness she also started to ask him who is that tell na? I could tell she was expecting to get a hint that may be she is the one. E shyly told us she is our close friend. H's heartbeat started to increase rapidly like it will burst at anytime. Her eye gliter with hope to be chosen by her crush. Well I was a happy little ant who is happy as long as people beside me are happy. So if my friends started dating I will support them fully.
So I asked E again, hey don't beat around the bush , and tell me clearly who it was? He told me to come closer so that he can tell me her name. When he Whispered in my ear about the girls name, my first reaction was blank and confused. I mean I was happy for them but also sad for the other one. I just give a awkward smile and look towards H. She may be became a little hopeful . So she asked us to stop whispering and just say the name directly. He said that she is our friend T while blushing. She froze for a second. But still smiled and teased him like. Ahhh.... Best of luck bro. I could sense she was sad and her crush became one sided. But she told him if there is any help you need to ask her. He also asked us to support him. And we told him of course why not. Then he left for his game.
after he left I turn towards H but couldn't say anything. I'm not good at coaxing. So I stayed silent for some second and after some time I asked her if she is ok. She told me not to worry. And she was happy for them. Its just she felt her one way crush breaking. She told me that its time for stop her heart towards E and give those two her blessing.
After that E and T got together.
Well Even I didn't Experienced it but still I could tell that when heart expect something it can't control itself from imagining it. And if the outcome differ it felt like a piece of heart is missing. Well its saddening but what can I say, Not everyone can get what they desire. And heartbeat is the primary part in controlling humans emotion.