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Chapter 8 - Chapter Eight: Delusions, Denials, and Daddy Palpatine's Phone Call

Hera Syndulla was having a crisis.

Not the usual kind of crisis—not Imperial patrols or supply shortages or Chopper setting something on fire again. This was a different kind of crisis entirely. The kind that happened inside her head, late at night, when she couldn't sleep and her thoughts wandered to places they absolutely should not go.

It had started after Vader's visit to the Ghost.

She had been hiding in the escape pod bay, watching through a gap in the door as the Dark Lord systematically dismantled her crew. She had seen him defeat Kanan in seconds, watched him toy with a Jedi like a loth-cat playing with its prey, observed the casual, almost elegant brutality with which he moved.

And something had... shifted.

He let us live, she told herself for the hundredth time, staring at the ceiling of her quarters while the Ghost drifted through hyperspace. He could have killed all of us, and he chose not to. That means something. That has to mean something.

She replayed the encounter in her mind, analyzing every detail she could remember. The way Vader had moved—so precise, so controlled, every gesture economical and purposeful. The way his voice had sounded through that vocoder—deep and resonant, commanding attention simply by existing. The way he had spoken to Ezra, not with cruelty but with something almost like... interest.

He sees potential in Ezra, Hera thought. He's not just a monster. He's intelligent. Strategic. He's playing a longer game than anyone realizes.

The rationalization came easily, almost too easily.

He's fighting against the Emperor, she told herself. That's why he let us go. He needs the Rebellion to grow, needs us to become a real threat, so he can use us against Palpatine. We're pieces on his board, but that means we're valuable. That means he won't destroy us.

That means... we're on the same side. Sort of.

It was insane logic. She knew it was insane logic. Darth Vader was a mass murderer, a tyrant's enforcer, the monster who had helped destroy the Jedi Order and enslave the galaxy. He was everything she had dedicated her life to fighting against.

But.

He's so powerful, her treacherous mind whispered. So confident. So completely in control of every situation. When was the last time you met someone who wasn't afraid of anything? Who could walk into any room in the galaxy and know—absolutely know—that he was the most dangerous thing there?

Hera rolled over, burying her face in her pillow, trying to smother the thoughts that wouldn't stop coming.

He's tall. Imposing. That voice could melt durasteel. And the way he moves—like a predator, like something beautiful and deadly that you can't look away from even though you know you should...

"Stop it," she muttered into the pillow. "Stop it, stop it, stop it."

But she couldn't stop it. The thoughts kept coming, night after night, slowly transforming from horrified fascination into something considerably more dangerous.

What if he's not evil? she found herself wondering one sleepless night. What if he's just doing what he has to do to survive? The Empire corrupts everyone it touches. Maybe Vader was someone good once. Maybe he's still good, somewhere underneath all that armor.

Maybe he could be saved.

Maybe I could save him.

The fantasy took root, growing stronger with each passing day. Hera began studying every piece of intelligence about Vader that crossed her path, searching for evidence that supported her developing theory. She noted the missions where he had shown apparent restraint. She analyzed his tactics, finding patterns that suggested strategic thinking rather than mindless brutality. She collected stories from survivors—rare as they were—who described moments of unexpected mercy.

He's not what he seems, she convinced herself. There's more to him than the mask. And when he looked at me—when he could have killed me and didn't—I felt something. A connection. A recognition.

He saw me. Not as an enemy, not as prey, but as... someone worth noticing.

It was complete delusion, of course. Vader had spared them for tactical reasons that had nothing to do with Hera personally. He had probably forgotten her existence the moment he left the Ghost. She was nothing to him—a minor rebel pilot on a list of assets too insignificant to eliminate immediately.

But Hera's mind, desperate for hope in a galaxy that offered so little, had latched onto the fantasy and refused to let go.

Someday, she thought, finally drifting toward sleep, I'll find a way to reach him. To show him there's another path. And when I do...

She fell asleep with a smile on her face, dreaming of impossible redemptions and a monster who was secretly waiting to be saved.

Meanwhile, in the Ghost's cargo bay...

"Kanan, can I ask you something?"

Kanan Jarrus looked up from the lightsaber he was maintaining, his expression shifting from focused concentration to wary concern. Ezra's tone suggested this wasn't going to be a simple question about training techniques.

"Sure, kid. What's on your mind?"

Ezra sat down on a cargo crate, his young face troubled. He had been quiet since the encounter with Vader, processing the experience in ways that Kanan couldn't fully read. That worried him. Ezra's emotions were usually an open book—fear, excitement, frustration, all of it visible on the surface. This contemplative silence was new.

"When Vader talked to me," Ezra began slowly, "he said things about the Force. About power. About choices."

"Vader lies, Ezra. That's what Sith do. They twist the truth to serve their purposes."

"But was he lying?" Ezra met Kanan's eyes directly. "He said the Jedi would tell me to suppress my emotions. My anger, my fear. Is that true?"

Kanan hesitated. It was a dangerous question, touching on aspects of Jedi teaching that he had always found... complicated.

"The Jedi teach control," he said carefully. "Strong emotions can cloud your judgment, make you vulnerable to the Dark Side. Learning to manage them is part of becoming a Jedi."

"But you still feel them, right? You don't actually get rid of them?"

"No. You can't get rid of emotions—they're part of being alive. You just learn not to be controlled by them."

"So when Vader said the Jedi want me to suppress my feelings, he was... what? Exaggerating?"

"He was twisting the truth to make the Jedi seem unreasonable." Kanan set down his lightsaber, giving Ezra his full attention. "The Dark Side promises power through embracing your emotions—especially the negative ones. Anger, fear, hatred. But that power comes with a price. It corrupts you, changes you, turns you into something you never wanted to be."

"Like Vader?"

"Exactly like Vader."

Ezra was quiet for a moment, processing.

"But he was so strong," the boy said finally. "When he fought you, it was like... like you weren't even a challenge. He could have killed you any time he wanted."

"He could have," Kanan admitted, the words bitter in his mouth. "The Dark Side offers great power. I won't lie to you about that."

"So why shouldn't I want that power? If it would help me protect the crew, protect the people I care about?"

It was the question Kanan had been dreading since the moment Vader walked off their ship.

"Because the power isn't free, Ezra. It demands payment. Every time you use the Dark Side, it takes a piece of you. Eventually, there's nothing left but the darkness."

"Vader seemed pretty... together. Not like a mindless monster or anything."

"Vader is an exception that proves the rule. He's one of the most powerful Force users in the galaxy, trained by the most powerful Sith Lord in history. For every Vader, there are thousands of Dark Side users who destroyed themselves chasing power they couldn't control."

"But—"

"Ezra." Kanan's voice hardened. "I know what you're thinking. You're wondering if Vader might have a point. If maybe the Jedi are wrong about some things. It's natural to question after what you experienced."

"I'm not thinking—"

"You are. And it's okay." Kanan softened his tone. "Questioning is part of learning. But here's what I need you to understand: Vader didn't spare us out of kindness. He spared us because we're useful to him. The moment we stop being useful, he'll kill us without hesitation."

"How do you know that?"

"Because that's what the Dark Side does. It turns everything into a transaction. People become tools to be used and discarded. Love becomes possession. Protection becomes control." Kanan reached out, placing a hand on Ezra's shoulder. "The Light Side is harder. It asks you to serve others without expecting anything in return. It asks you to face your fears instead of using them. But it doesn't twist you. It doesn't corrupt what you are."

Ezra looked away, his expression still troubled.

"He knew my name," he said quietly. "Vader knew my name before I told him. And he knew yours too—your real name, the one you used before."

"The Empire has files on anyone who might be Force-sensitive. It's not mystical; it's just intelligence gathering."

"It felt mystical. It felt like he could see right through me." Ezra shuddered. "When he talked about choices, about finding him when I was ready... it felt like a promise. Like he knew something about my future that I don't."

"The Sith are masters of manipulation. Making you feel special, making you feel seen—that's how they seduce people to the Dark Side." Kanan squeezed Ezra's shoulder. "You are special, Ezra. You have incredible potential. But that potential can serve the Light or the Dark. The choice is yours, and it's a choice you make every day."

"So I just... keep choosing the Light? Even when it's harder? Even when the Dark Side offers an easier path?"

"Especially then." Kanan smiled. "That's what being a Jedi means. Not being perfect. Not being without fear or anger. Just choosing, again and again, to serve something greater than yourself."

Ezra nodded slowly, some of the tension leaving his shoulders.

"Thanks, Kanan. I think... I think I understand. Mostly."

"Mostly is enough for now." Kanan retrieved his lightsaber and resumed maintenance. "Now, about your Form I exercises—you've been getting sloppy on the return strokes..."

The conversation shifted to training, but Kanan's concern lingered. Vader had planted seeds in Ezra's mind, seeds that might sprout in unexpected ways. All Kanan could do was nurture the Light Side growth and hope it would prove stronger than the Dark.

Aboard the Chimaera, Thrawn's private study...

Grand Admiral Thrawn stood before his gallery of art, contemplating the holographic tactical display that floated among the sculptures and paintings. The display showed the Lothal sector in exquisite detail—rebel cell locations, Imperial patrol routes, resource distribution, population density, a hundred other variables that most officers would never think to track.

But Thrawn was not most officers.

"Fascinating," he murmured, manipulating the display to highlight a specific pattern of rebel movements. "Absolutely fascinating."

His aide, Commander Faro, approached with a datapad. "Admiral, the latest reports from Imperial Intelligence. The Ghost crew has evaded another patrol—their third successful escape this month."

"As expected." Thrawn didn't look away from his display. "Note the trajectory of their escape vector. They are moving toward the Concord Dawn system."

"The Mandalorian protectorate? Why would rebels seek refuge there?"

"Because one of their crew is Mandalorian. Sabine Wren, formerly of the Imperial Academy, now an explosives specialist and artist." Thrawn finally turned to face his aide. "She will seek to recruit Mandalorian allies to the rebel cause. It is a logical strategic move."

"Shall I dispatch forces to intercept?"

"No. Allow them to reach Concord Dawn. Allow them to make contact with the Mandalorian resistance." Thrawn's red eyes gleamed with something approaching satisfaction. "And then ensure that Imperial Intelligence tracks every connection they make."

"You want to use them to identify Mandalorian rebel sympathizers?"

"I want to use them to map the entire network of anti-Imperial resistance in the sector. Every rebel cell, every sympathizer, every hidden cache of weapons and supplies." Thrawn returned to his display, highlighting nodes and connections that only he could see. "Lord Vader's instructions were specific: defeat the rebels without destroying them. Contain the rebellion without creating martyrs. Control the narrative rather than simply silencing it."

"A complex mandate, Admiral."

"A brilliant mandate." Thrawn's voice carried genuine admiration. "Lord Vader understands something that most Imperial officers do not: victory through annihilation is ultimately self-defeating. Destroy the Ghost crew, and they become legends. Their story inspires a thousand new rebels. But defeat them repeatedly, demonstrate that their victories are temporary and their resistance futile, and the rebellion collapses under its own disillusionment."

Commander Faro frowned slightly. "I was not aware that Lord Vader was known for... subtle thinking."

"Most beings see only what Lord Vader wishes them to see: a weapon, a blunt instrument of Imperial terror. But study his operations closely, Commander, and patterns emerge." Thrawn pulled up a new display—a compilation of Vader's known missions over the past several years. "Note the survival rate of Jedi who encounter him directly."

"Approximately zero percent, Admiral. He's killed dozens of survivors."

"Look more carefully." Thrawn highlighted specific data points. "The confirmed kills are well-documented. But examine the 'presumed dead' category—Jedi who encountered Vader and were never seen again. Imperial records assume they were killed, but no bodies were recovered."

"Escape, perhaps? Vader's reputation is terrifying, but even he cannot be everywhere at once."

"Perhaps. But the pattern suggests otherwise." Thrawn's lips curved into a slight smile. "Lord Vader is conducting a selective harvest. Eliminating the weak, the foolish, those who would make poor long-term investments. The strong, the clever, those with potential—they are being redirected rather than destroyed."

"Redirected where?"

"An excellent question. One I do not yet have sufficient data to answer." Thrawn deactivated the display and turned to face his aide fully. "Lord Vader is playing a game within a game, Commander. His surface objectives align with Imperial interests, but his underlying strategy serves purposes that only he fully understands."

"That sounds... concerning, Admiral. Should we report these observations to the Emperor?"

"On what evidence? My analysis is speculative, based on patterns that could easily be dismissed as coincidence." Thrawn shook his head. "No. We will continue to serve Lord Vader's stated objectives while observing his methods. In time, his true intentions will become clear."

"And if those intentions prove treasonous?"

Thrawn was silent for a long moment, his red eyes fixed on something beyond the walls of his study.

"Then we will face a choice, Commander. A choice between loyalty to the Empire as it currently exists, and loyalty to what the Empire could become under different leadership." He paused. "That is a bridge we will cross when we reach it. For now, we have rebels to contain."

"Yes, Admiral."

Commander Faro departed, leaving Thrawn alone with his art and his thoughts. The Chiss officer moved to a particular painting—a Twi'lek work depicting a star being consumed by a black hole, light spiraling into darkness in patterns of terrible beauty.

Lord Vader, Thrawn thought, you are either the Empire's greatest asset or its greatest threat. Perhaps both. And when the time comes to choose sides...

He left the thought unfinished. Some decisions could not be made in advance. Some paths could only be walked when they appeared.

For now, he had a campaign to manage and a tactical genius to impress.

Kamino, Tipoca City...

The rain had not stopped. It never stopped. But inside the cloning facilities, the atmosphere was one of barely contained excitement.

"Lord Vader," Nala Se greeted him as he descended from his shuttle, her elongated form practically vibrating with professional pride. "Welcome back to Kamino. The second cohort is ready for your inspection."

"Show me."

The walk to the parade ground felt different this time. Not just because Vader knew what to expect, but because the facility itself had changed. New construction was visible everywhere—additional growth chambers, expanded training facilities, research labs that hummed with activity.

"You have been busy," Vader observed.

"Your resources have allowed us to accelerate our timeline significantly," Nala Se confirmed. "The second cohort represents a fifteen percent improvement over the first in all measurable categories. Faster reflexes, greater endurance, improved cognitive function. We have also implemented the Force-resistance modifications you requested—preliminary testing indicates an eighty-seven percent reduction in susceptibility to Force-based mental manipulation."

"Impressive."

They reached the parade ground, and Vader stopped in his tracks.

Ten thousand soldiers stood in perfect formation, their black-and-crimson armor gleaming under the facility's artificial lighting. They were larger than the first cohort—noticeably larger, nearly two and a half meters tall—and they radiated a presence that felt almost oppressive even to Vader's enhanced senses.

"Second Cohort!" Alpha-One's voice rang out across the parade ground. He had been promoted to command all clone forces, serving as the bridge between Vader and his growing army. "Present arms!"

Ten thousand weapons snapped up in perfect unison, the sound echoing through the vast space like thunder.

"Lord Vader!" the cohort roared as one. "We are the shadow! We are the blade! We are YOURS!"

The declaration sent shivers through Vader's mechanical frame. This was power—real power, the kind that could reshape galaxies. Fifteen thousand soldiers now, with more in production every month. An army that answered to no one but him.

"Their loyalty?" he asked Nala Se quietly.

"Absolute. We have refined the imprinting process since the first cohort. These soldiers are incapable of betraying you—not through conditioning, but through genetic architecture. Their very cells recognize you as their purpose."

"And their capabilities?"

"See for yourself." Nala Se gestured toward a side chamber. "We have prepared a demonstration."

The demonstration was... educational.

Vader watched as ten soldiers from the second cohort engaged in simulated combat against fifty standard stormtroopers. The engagement lasted approximately forty-five seconds, ending with every stormtrooper "killed" and every clone still standing.

He watched as a single soldier disassembled and reassembled a blaster rifle in under three seconds—blindfolded.

He watched as a squad navigated an obstacle course that would have killed any normal being, their enhanced physiology allowing them to shrug off impacts that would have shattered bones and ignore temperatures that would have boiled blood.

And he watched as a clone medic demonstrated Force resistance by simply... ignoring a Sith holocron that projected mental attacks strong enough to drive normal beings insane.

"The holocron's influence registers as 'mild discomfort,'" Nala Se explained. "The soldier remains fully functional."

They can resist Palpatine, Vader realized. If the Emperor tried to use the Force against them—mind tricks, domination, even basic fear projection—they would simply not respond.

This changes everything.

"The Kaminoan people have exceeded my expectations," Vader said formally. "Your service will be remembered."

Nala Se's large eyes gleamed with something that looked like devotion.

"Lord Vader, the Kaminoan High Council has asked me to convey a message. We have observed your... independence from Imperial authority. We have noted your protection of our facilities despite the Emperor's decommissioning orders. And we have concluded that our future is best secured through alliance with you specifically, rather than with the Empire as an institution."

"You are pledging loyalty to me personally?"

"We are recognizing reality." Nala Se's voice carried the weight of a species' survival. "The Empire wished to discard us, to treat our life's work as expendable. You saw our value. You invested in our capabilities. You treated us as partners rather than servants."

"And if the Emperor learns of this arrangement?"

"Then we will face that consequence together." Nala Se met his optical sensors directly. "Kamino stands with Vader. Whatever comes."

It was, Vader reflected, exactly what he had been building toward. Allies who served him out of genuine loyalty rather than fear. Resources that existed outside Imperial control. A foundation for whatever came next.

"Your loyalty is accepted," he said formally. "And it will be rewarded. Begin preparations for the third cohort. I want fifty thousand soldiers within five years."

"It will be done, Lord Vader. It will be done."

The Devastator, en route to Coruscant...

The holographic image of Emperor Palpatine materialized in Vader's private chambers, the familiar blue-tinged specter carrying its usual aura of malevolent satisfaction.

"Lord Vader," Palpatine said, his voice a silky rasp. "It has been some time since we spoke directly. I trust your endeavors have been... productive."

Here we go, Vader thought, carefully schooling his mental shields to project nothing but loyal submission. Time to lie to the most powerful Sith Lord in the galaxy.

"Yes, my Master. The Jedi survivors continue to fall. The Lothal sector is coming under control. And my personal training progresses well."

"Indeed." Palpatine's holographic eyes seemed to bore into him with unusual intensity. "Your reputation has grown considerably in recent months. Tales of your power spread throughout the galaxy. Some even suggest that you have become... indispensable to Imperial operations."

He's probing, Vader recognized. Testing to see if success has made me ambitious. If I show any sign of independent thinking, he'll move to limit my power.

"I am what you have made me, Master. An instrument of your will. Nothing more."

"And yet instruments can develop... complications." Palpatine's tone remained conversational, but Vader sensed the danger lurking beneath the surface. "I have received reports of unusual activity on Mustafar. A fortress, rising from the volcanic plain. Construction that appears in no Imperial records."

"A meditation retreat, Master. The Dark Side is strong there. I find the environment... clarifying."

"Some might wonder why the Emperor's apprentice requires a private fortress. Some might interpret such construction as preparation for... independence."

"Those interpretations would be incorrect." Vader allowed genuine weariness to color his vocoder—an emotion Palpatine would expect from his broken, suffering apprentice. "I built the fortress because I cannot find peace elsewhere. The memories of my failure on Mustafar haunt me. By returning there, by claiming that site of defeat, I hope to transform it into a source of strength."

It was a masterpiece of misdirection—technically true, emotionally resonant, and completely concealing his actual purposes.

Palpatine was silent for a long moment, his holographic features unreadable.

"A symbolic gesture," the Emperor said finally. "Overcoming trauma through confrontation. It is... psychologically sound reasoning."

"I learned from your teachings, Master. The Sith do not flee from pain. We embrace it. We use it."

"Just so." Palpatine's expression shifted slightly, some of the suspicion fading from his yellow eyes. "And your activities on Kamino? My intelligence suggests you have visited the cloning facilities multiple times."

He knows about the visits, Vader calculated. But not about the clones themselves. His spies have observed my arrivals and departures, but the Kaminoans have kept the actual production secret.

"I have been monitoring the decommissioning process, Master. Ensuring that no valuable assets are being overlooked in the transition."

"Valuable assets?"

"The Kaminoan scientists possess expertise that could be useful for other projects. Medical research. Genetic modification. Their skills should not be discarded simply because clone production has ended."

It was a reasonable explanation, one that aligned with standard Imperial pragmatism. Waste nothing; exploit everything.

"An astute observation." Palpatine nodded slowly. "Perhaps I have been too hasty in my treatment of Kamino. Continue your monitoring, Lord Vader. If the Kaminoans prove useful, we may find new purposes for their facilities."

"As you wish, Master."

The conversation continued for another twenty minutes, covering routine matters: Jedi hunts, rebel activity, the ongoing construction of the Death Star. Throughout it all, Vader maintained his facade of loyal submission, answering questions with appropriate deference, revealing nothing of his true activities or intentions.

And Palpatine, blinded by his own arrogance, saw exactly what he expected to see: a broken apprentice, still useful as a weapon, no longer capable of independent thought or ambition.

You created me to be a slave, Vader thought as the holographic image flickered and faded. You designed my suit to cause pain, my life to be dependent on your whims, my power to be always less than yours.

But you underestimated what a slave might become when given time and motivation.

Every day, I grow stronger. Every week, my resources expand. Every month, your control over me weakens.

And you don't even see it happening.

The irony was exquisite. Palpatine had spent decades manipulating Anakin Skywalker, turning him into Darth Vader, crafting the perfect weapon for his galactic ambitions. But in doing so, he had created a being with nothing left to lose, nothing to protect except hidden children, nothing to drive him except pure, calculated ambition.

Marcus Chen had been afraid of everything. Afraid of failure, of rejection, of the judgment of others. That fear had paralyzed him, kept him trapped in a life of quiet desperation.

Darth Vader was afraid of nothing. Not the Emperor. Not the Empire. Not death itself.

And that fearlessness was becoming the foundation of something Palpatine could never have anticipated.

Enjoy your delusions of control, old man, Vader thought as he turned toward the viewport, watching the stars streak by. They won't last much longer.

In a small freighter, still orbiting Mustafar...

Ahsoka Tano added another entry to her journal.

Day 247: The fortress is complete. I can see it from here—a black spire rising from the volcanic plain, exactly the kind of dramatic architecture Anakin always admired. He's building a monument to himself, a declaration of power that the entire galaxy can see.

And somehow, despite everything I know about what he's become, I can't help but admire it.

She set down her stylus and rubbed her tired eyes. The obsession was getting worse. She knew it was getting worse. But she couldn't stop.

I need to make contact soon, she thought. I can't keep watching from a distance forever. Eventually, I'll have to face him. Find out if there's anything left of Anakin beneath that mask.

And if there isn't...

She refused to finish the thought.

There has to be something left. There has to be.

In the distance, the fortress gleamed against Mustafar's red sky, a monument to ambition and power.

Ahsoka watched it until exhaustion finally claimed her, dreaming of conversations she might someday have the courage to start.

[END OF CHAPTER EIGHT]

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