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Chapter 39 - An Oath Beneath the Cold Stars

The warmth of the inn flowed through the veins like a gentle fire—one that did not burn, but reassured.

Cups clinked softly, scattered laughter rose from one table to another, and the scent of roasted meat mingled with the rising steam of soup.

Arin and Rai still sat within that warm pulse, as though they were two small pieces inside a far greater painting.

Sasha moved lightly between the tables, her reddish-pink hair gleaming beneath the lamps. Her footsteps blended with the rhythm of the place. She set a plate here, lifted a cup there, smiled at one guest, then returned to another table with quiet focus. It was as if she knew this place better than it knew itself.

Arin took another bite, then lifted his gaze—not toward anyone… but inward.

This world…

It is not a stage for my astonishment.

Nor is it obligated to explain itself to me.

He took a sip of his drink.

I am not a hero born at the summit. Not an exception who advances without a price.

I am… merely a seed.

His eyes dropped to his hand.

A seed in vast soil, whose boundaries I do not know.

He remembered the silent elf.

He remembered the dwarf frozen in place.

He remembered the sheer weight of this world's power.

If I were in my first world… all of this would be fantasy. Simple laws. Power measured by money, influence, or knowledge…

But here?

Here… power is forged. Carved. Tested.

He exhaled slowly.

I must stop being shocked. Stop asking before I understand my true size.

This world is not my first one.

It has its laws. Its scale.

And if I wish to live in it… I must accept that I am only at its beginning.

Silence settled within him.

Then he suddenly looked at Rai, as if something simple had pulled him back to the present.

He glanced at the sleeves of the blue hanfu he wore, running his fingers over the soft fabric, and smiled.

"Truly, Rai… these clothes are beautiful. I feel more comfortable than in what I used to wear."

She looked at him, then at her red robe.

"You're right. I feel at ease too. They allow movement… and they don't obstruct mana when it flows."

He nodded, then turned his gaze toward the nearby window.

Night had fallen, yet the alleys outside the inn were not dark.

Lamps hanging above the doors cast warm golden light. Footsteps echoed against the paved stones. Late merchants. Travelers. Soft laughter. Wooden sandals striking stone.

"Rai… it's night, but outside feels beautiful. The warmth of the streets, people walking without fear… it's truly beautiful."

He paused, then added more quietly,

"It's been a long time since I felt unbound… I feel free… at ease."

She did not look at him directly.

"I don't know much about your past, and I don't wish to interfere."

Then she lifted her eyes calmly to his.

"But what matters now is that you rebuild your path. Follow a path of your own. Follow your heart… and your desire."

He looked down at the table and let out a faint laugh.

"Yes… you're right in a way."

He stood slowly, as though a thought had suddenly weighed upon him.

"But every person and their path in this life…"

He raised his eyes, his voice deepening slightly.

"The beginning of a path lies in choice. And it doesn't have to begin with emotion… emotion has always been a loss for me."

Rai froze for a moment.

She had not seen this side of him before.

Those eyes… were not the eyes of a lost youth, but of someone who had endured far more than his age should allow.

"It's late for such thoughts," she said more lightly, breaking the heaviness.

"Finish your food and go to sleep. Tomorrow will be a long day."

He returned to his seat and lifted his glass.

"I really am getting sleepy… I was exhausted all day. Only my hunger kept me awake."

He laughed softly, with unexpected innocence.

Rai remained silent, watching him with faint surprise.

He finished his plate, then stood.

"Rai, I'll head to the room first. I want to rest."

"Alright… but try not to walk into someone else's room."

He smiled lightly.

"No promises."

They shared a short laugh before he climbed the wooden stairs. His steps were slower this time… but steadier.

Rai watched him disappear around the bend, then finished her drink.

He's changing…

She sighed.

"A strange person… he grows stranger each time. He seems kind, eager… wanting to learn. But I… don't understand him."

At that moment, Sasha sat across from her suddenly.

"Rai… how long will you stay this time? A day? Two, like usual?"

Rai smiled.

"I think I'll stay longer this time."

Sasha's gaze shifted.

"What are you planning? Something important to buy?"

"I'm not sure yet."

She took a sip.

"But I want my student, Arin… to learn trade."

Sasha smiled with curiosity.

"About that Arin… doesn't he seem a little strange?"

Rai hesitated.

"What… do you mean?"

Sasha leaned forward.

"I mean… his appetite!"

She laughed.

"Did you see how many dishes he finished?"

Rai exhaled in visible relief.

"Oh, that?" She laughed.

"He's just hungry. We traveled far… and he's still young."

Sasha stood.

"I'll leave you now. There are many hungry people… and Arin isn't the only one."

They laughed again.

But when Sasha turned away… her smile changed.

I haven't seen Rai hesitate like that in a long time.

She's hiding something about that boy…

Sasha walked slowly between the tables.

Even her behavior has changed.

She laughed inwardly.

Their stay here… won't be boring.

She glanced toward the stairs Arin had climbed.

That human boy is strong… but Rai is no less so.

She paused.

And her hybrid power… if it is what I suspect…

A sly smile curved across Sasha's lips.

Then their presence here may not be temporary at all.

Upstairs, Arin opened his room door slowly.

He entered, closed it behind him, and leaned his back against it.

Silence.

The city whispered beyond the window.

Distant steps. Faint laughter. Life moving.

He approached the window and looked into the alleys.

I am not bound.

But I am not completely free either.

He raised his hand before him.

Mana Stabilization Pattern…

He sighed.

The ranks of power in this world… the diversity of races… even those things called the Celestial Bells.

This world is vast.

And if I am a seed… I will grow.

One lamp in the alley flickered out, leaving another to light only half the road.

Below, at the corner of the inn, someone stood in the shadows for a moment… then vanished into the alleys.

Somewhere within Rotana…

something unseen trembled—

unheard—

as though a faint pulse had responded to a new presence.

And Arin did not know…

that this quiet night…

was his last quiet night.

Arin closed the window gently, and the final trace of cool night air faded from his fingertips.

He turned toward the small room and the simple wooden bed he had not yet grown used to.

He sat first, then leaned on one arm and lifted his hand before his face.

He studied the lines of his palm… as though they were an unread map.

"From another perspective…" he murmured softly,

"I truly am curious about this city… and about the Crimson Vein within it… what is its secret, truly? I want to know."

His curiosity was not born of rumor or a fleeting scene, but from a strange feeling that had settled in his chest since entering Rotana.

The sense that something lay beneath the surface…

that the city hid layers beneath layers…

that some names were spoken carefully, and some stories were never told in full.

"This world is not simple…" he whispered.

"It isn't just patterns, power, and refinement… but a web of relations, races, history… and conflicts I do not yet understand."

He clenched his fingers slightly, as if trying to grasp an escaping thought.

"Ah… too many thoughts piling up. I'm truly tired."

He closed his eyes briefly, but rest did not come.

Suddenly—

a name surfaced in his mind.

Shain.

He opened his eyes slowly. There was no shock in them… only weight.

"Ah… about Shain…"

He straightened and leaned back against the wall.

"I don't know how he is… or where he exists in this world… Is he alive? Or was I the only one cast here?"

A long silence slipped between his breaths.

"I was afraid of him…"

He did not deny it.

"I used to tremble before him… before his gaze… before his presence."

His fist tightened unconsciously.

"But my fear of him… has begun to fade."

He looked at his palm again.

"Maybe because I'm no longer that person.

Maybe because this world… forced me to look at fear directly."

His name echoed again in his thoughts.

"Will there come a day when I meet him again?

Will he stand before me as before… with the same confidence… the same vast gap between us?"

His eyes sharpened.

"If that happens… I will not retreat this time."

He rose abruptly from the bed, as if the thought alone had driven blood through his veins.

He stood in the middle of the room, shadows flickering around him in the dim light.

"I will face him.

I will not hesitate.

I will not run."

His voice was low, yet without a trace of trembling.

"And not Shain alone…"

He lifted his head slightly, as though speaking not to a person, but to something greater.

"Even this world…

whatever it may be…

whatever its laws…

whatever the patterns that surpass me by ranks beyond imagining…"

He drew a deep breath.

"I will face my destiny."

The words resonated within him before settling.

"I will build a great future for myself here.

Even if I lose once… or twice… or more."

A faint smile touched his lips.

"That is nothing… compared to my losses in the past."

His expression darkened briefly.

"I truly hate my first world…"

The words came plainly.

"I hate it because it made me live bound.

Because it made me accept weakness as fate.

Because it made me fear… and remain silent."

He paused, then spoke more quietly:

"But… if I hadn't lived that weakness… I wouldn't know the value of strength now."

He sat once more at the edge of the bed, calmer.

"I can't understand everything at once…

Not Rotana's secrets… nor the Crimson Vein… nor this complex system of patterns…"

He breathed slowly.

"But I can take one step… then another."

He looked at his hand one final time.

"I will refine myself.

I will learn.

I will ascend."

At last, he closed his eyes, his voice barely a whisper:

"Tomorrow… I begin again."

In that small room, no thunderous vow was born—

but a silent will.

And Arin…

was no longer merely a lost boy in a strange world.

He was someone who had begun to choose to become something greater.

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