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Chapter 13 - Chapter 13: What You Think You See

The invitation had been Adrian's idea.

A charity gala, black tie, invitation-only — the kind of event that existed to prove proximity to power rather than accomplish anything meaningful. Riven had laughed when Adrian mentioned it, sharp and disbelieving.

"You hate places like that," Riven had said.

Adrian's smile had been thin. "I hate being invisible more."

That should have been warning enough.

Riven didn't belong here.

He knew it the moment he stepped into the ballroom — the chandeliered ceiling, the polished marble floors, the hum of wealth disguised as conversation. Everyone looked assembled rather than dressed. Carefully curated. Untouchable.

Adrian fit in too well.

His hand rested at the small of Riven's back, possessive but subtle, guiding him forward like proof of ownership. Riven tolerated it because pulling away would have drawn attention, and attention was the last thing he wanted.

He scanned the room instinctively.

He didn't expect to see Lucien.

Which meant, of course, that he did.

Lucien stood near the center of the room, exactly where gravity would place him without effort. Impeccably dressed, posture relaxed, presence absolute. He looked unchanged — untouched by nights of doubt or restraint or consequence.

Beside him stood a woman.

She was beautiful in a way that didn't ask for permission. Dark hair swept back, expression composed, a hand resting lightly on Lucien's arm as she spoke to someone nearby. She moved easily in his orbit, like she belonged there.

Like she belonged to him.

Riven's breath caught.

Adrian felt it immediately.

"What?" Adrian asked quietly.

Riven didn't answer.

His eyes were fixed on Lucien — on the way he leaned slightly toward the woman, the way his expression softened by a fraction, something restrained but unmistakably present.

That was what shattered Riven.

Not jealousy alone — but confirmation.

So that's who he chooses.

"She's stunning," Adrian said, watching Riven rather than Lucien. "Do you know her?"

Riven swallowed. "No."

Lucien laughed softly at something the woman said.

The sound hit Riven like a physical blow.

"She's his," Riven thought distantly.

Of course she is.

Someone like Lucien didn't remain alone. Someone like Lucien didn't wait.

And Riven — young, volatile, ruined — had never been a real option.

Naomi Crowe had learned long ago how to exist in rooms like this.

She smiled when required, spoke when addressed, and kept her proximity to Lucien precise. She knew the rumors that followed her brother — that followed them — and she ignored them all.

Lucien was calm tonight.

That was unusual.

"You're tense," Naomi murmured under her breath.

Lucien didn't look at her. "I'm fine."

She arched a brow. "That's a lie."

Lucien lifted his glass slightly. "Then it's a convincing one."

Naomi followed his gaze briefly — and then she saw him.

The boy standing beside Adrian.

Her breath stilled.

"Oh," she said softly.

Lucien didn't react.

But his grip tightened almost imperceptibly around the glass.

Naomi glanced between Lucien and Riven, recognition clicking into place with quiet precision.

"That's him," she said.

Lucien didn't deny it.

Naomi's expression darkened. "He looks... unhappy."

Lucien's voice was level. "That's not my concern."

Naomi looked at him then — really looked. "You're lying again."

Lucien finally turned to her. "Do not intervene."

Naomi studied him for a moment longer before nodding. "You're making a mistake."

Lucien said nothing.

Riven couldn't look away.

Lucien hadn't glanced in his direction once.

Not once.

He stood there, composed and unreachable, his attention fixed on the woman at his side — on Naomi, though Riven didn't know her name.

She was everything Riven wasn't.

Older.

Polished.

Belonging.

Adrian's hand tightened at Riven's back.

"Don't stare," Adrian said quietly.

Riven blinked. "I wasn't."

"You were," Adrian replied. "You are."

Riven looked away, jaw clenched. "You're imagining things."

Adrian leaned closer, his voice low and sharp. "You think I don't see it? The way you're looking at him?"

Riven laughed softly, humorless. "Why would I look at him?"

Adrian's eyes darkened. "Because you always do."

That landed too close to the truth.

They moved through the crowd, Adrian pulling Riven along more forcefully now, his smile fixed in place for anyone watching. Riven stumbled slightly, irritation flaring.

"Slow down," Riven muttered.

Adrian stopped abruptly, turning to face him. "Don't do this here."

"Do what?"

"Make me feel like a fool," Adrian snapped under his breath.

Riven's eyes flicked back toward Lucien — just for a second.

Adrian saw it.

And something in him fractured.

Lucien noticed Adrian's change immediately.

The shift was subtle — posture tightening, jaw hardening, control slipping beneath civility. Lucien catalogued it clinically, the way he did everything dangerous.

Riven stood beside Adrian, expression carefully blank, shoulders rigid.

Lucien did nothing.

Naomi followed his gaze again. "You're just going to watch?"

"Yes."

Naomi's voice dropped. "He's hurting him."

Lucien's tone was ice-cold. "Not yet."

"That's not comfort."

Lucien's eyes never left the scene. "It's restraint."

Naomi exhaled sharply. "You always confuse the two."

Lucien didn't respond.

Because responding would mean moving.

And moving would mean admitting that watching Riven with another man felt like being flayed alive.

Adrian left early.

Not because the event was over — but because he couldn't stand the way Riven existed in the same space as Lucien.

The car ride was silent at first.

Then Adrian spoke.

"You want him."

Riven stared out the window. "Don't start."

"That wasn't a question."

Riven's voice sharpened. "You're being paranoid."

Adrian laughed bitterly. "You stared at him the entire night."

"I stared at his woman," Riven snapped. "Because it was impossible not to."

That was the wrong thing to say.

Adrian's hands tightened on the wheel. "So now you're jealous."

Riven said nothing.

That was confirmation enough.

"She's better than you," Adrian said suddenly. "Is that it?"

Riven turned sharply. "What?"

"You think that's why he didn't choose you?" Adrian continued, anger bleeding through restraint. "Because she's older? Cleaner? Easier?"

Riven's chest burned. "Stop."

Adrian ignored him. "You think you were just a phase. Something he outgrew."

Riven's voice shook despite himself. "I said stop."

Adrian pulled the car over violently.

They sat there, tension crackling in the confined space.

"You don't get to want him," Adrian said quietly. "Not while you're with me."

Riven laughed — sharp, broken. "With you? You act like I signed something."

Adrian leaned closer, eyes dark. "You came back."

Riven swallowed.

"Yes," Adrian continued. "You came back to me. And I won't be second to anyone."

Riven stared at him, something cold settling in his chest.

This was what he'd chosen.

And across the city, Lucien Crowe stood beneath crystal chandeliers and did not move.

Lucien left the gala alone.

Naomi watched him go, unease curling in her stomach.

"This ends badly," she murmured to herself.

She was right.

Lucien stood in his penthouse later, jacket discarded, city spread out below him like an accusation.

Riven had looked at him tonight.

Lucien had felt it.

And still, he had done nothing.

Because control was intact.

And desire — still denied — was turning lethal.

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