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Chapter 104 - The Choice We Buried

"We chose to forget."

The voices did not come from one direction.

They came from everywhere.

From the transparent door.

From the walls.

From the floor beneath my feet.

From the people standing behind me.

From somewhere so deep beneath the sanctuary that I felt the words vibrating through my bones.

I couldn't breathe.

The first Ariana stood on the other side of the door, her small hand resting against the transparent surface.

She looked at me.

Not through me.

At me.

And for the first time since I had met her, she looked afraid.

"You heard them," I whispered.

She nodded.

"They're remembering."

"Who are they?"

Her silver eyes lowered.

"The ones who were here before you."

A cold sensation moved through my body.

Before us, the transparent door shimmered.

The scene beyond it changed.

I saw a city.

Not the ancient city I had seen in the memories of the First Heir.

This city was older.

Much older.

Its towers were not built from stone or metal.

They looked like living structures, grown from something that pulsed beneath the ground.

People walked through wide streets beneath a sky filled with silver lights.

They looked human.

But there was something different about them.

Their eyes.

Some were silver.

Some were gold.

Others were colors I couldn't even name.

And none of them looked afraid.

They were simply living.

Laughing.

Talking.

Holding children.

Building.

Remembering.

Then the image changed.

The sky darkened.

A massive structure appeared above the city.

The Design.

But it looked different from the one I knew.

Older.

Cruder.

Incomplete.

People gathered beneath it.

Thousands of them.

Then millions.

A voice spoke.

Not the voice of the First Architect.

Not the Source.

Not the First Hunger.

A human voice.

"We cannot live with everything we remember."

The crowd went silent.

Another voice answered.

"If we forget, we lose ourselves."

"We already lost ourselves."

The scene shifted.

A woman stood before the crowd.

She looked almost exactly like me.

Not the first Ariana.

Not the golden-eyed girl.

Me.

Older.

Maybe thirty.

She had silver marks running across her arms.

She was crying.

"We don't need to forget," she said.

Someone stepped forward.

"We do."

"Why?"

"Because the memories are killing us."

My heart stopped.

The first Ariana looked away.

I turned toward her.

"What memories?"

She didn't answer.

"What did they remember?"

Her fingers tightened against the transparent door.

"Everything."

"That isn't an answer."

"It is."

"No. It isn't."

I stepped closer.

"What did they remember?"

She finally looked at me.

"The Source."

A pulse of energy moved through the chamber.

Lena stumbled backward.

Rowan grabbed her before she fell.

The golden-eyed girl stared at the door.

"What did the Source show them?" she asked.

The first Ariana shook her head.

"It didn't show them anything."

"Then what happened?"

"They saw it."

My skin prickled.

"The Source wasn't hiding the truth from them."

The first Ariana's voice became quieter.

"They were remembering something that happened before the Source became what you know."

I looked at the golden-eyed girl.

She looked just as confused as I was.

"What was the Source before?"

The first Ariana lifted her hand.

The transparent door rippled.

The city disappeared.

Darkness filled the space.

Then I saw something.

Not a person.

Not an object.

A structure.

Something enormous.

Something that seemed to exist outside time itself.

Four lights surrounded it.

Silver.

Gold.

Red.

And white.

The white light sat at the center.

The Source.

But the three others were separate.

Memory.

Possibility.

Consequence.

The four were connected.

Not as servants.

Not as enemies.

As parts of something much larger.

My breath caught.

"The Source was never alone."

"No," the first Ariana said.

"It was divided."

"Yes."

"By the Architects?"

She shook her head.

"No."

"Then who?"

The first Ariana looked at me.

"We did."

The chamber went silent.

I stared at her.

"We?"

"Humanity."

A sharp pain struck my head.

I grabbed my temple.

Images exploded behind my eyes.

People screaming.

Cities burning.

Children crying.

Families tearing themselves apart.

Wars.

Thousands of years of wars.

But beneath all of them was something else.

A memory.

A choice.

Humanity standing before the Source.

And choosing.

I gasped.

The first Ariana caught my arm.

"Don't fight it."

"I don't want to see this."

"You need to."

"No!"

The memory became stronger.

I saw the ancient people kneeling before the four lights.

They were terrified.

But not because the Source threatened them.

They were terrified because they had discovered something.

Something about themselves.

A man stepped forward.

"If we continue remembering, we will never be able to become what we want to become."

A woman answered him.

"Then perhaps what we want to become is wrong."

The crowd erupted.

Some wanted to keep the memories.

Others wanted them destroyed.

The conflict spread.

And then I saw him.

The First Architect.

Young.

Not the ancient man I had encountered beyond the First Door.

This was him before his eyes became cold.

Before his face became the face I had learned to hate.

He stood beside the first Heir.

Beside the three children.

The silver-eyed child.

The golden-eyed child.

The red-eyed child.

And the Source.

He looked devastated.

"We cannot control them," he whispered.

The first Heir shook her head.

"We were never meant to."

"They will destroy themselves."

"Then let them choose."

"They already have."

She turned toward him.

"What are you saying?"

His eyes filled with tears.

"They want to forget."

The first Heir went still.

Behind them, the crowd began chanting.

"Forget."

"Forget."

"Forget."

The sound grew louder.

I felt sick.

The First Architect looked at the children.

"What happens to them if we do this?"

The first Heir pulled the silver-eyed child closer.

"They remember."

"And the others?"

She looked at the golden-eyed child.

"She carries what could have been."

Then she looked at the red-eyed child.

"And he carries what we refuse to become."

The First Architect closed his eyes.

"And you?"

The first Heir smiled sadly.

"I carry the choice."

The memory fractured.

I screamed.

I fell to my knees.

Lena rushed toward me.

"Ari!"

I looked up.

The sanctuary was still there.

Lena was holding my shoulders.

Rowan stood beside her.

The golden-eyed girl was staring at the transparent door.

The first Ariana remained motionless.

"What happened?" Lena asked.

I couldn't answer.

Because I understood.

Or at least I understood enough.

The First Civilization hadn't been the beginning.

The people who came before them had discovered the Source.

They had discovered memory.

Possibility.

Consequence.

Choice.

And they had been unable to live with what they learned.

So they chose to forget.

But forgetting didn't erase the truth.

It buried it.

And buried memories always find a way back.

The floor shook.

A deep crack appeared beneath us.

Then another.

Silver light poured through the cracks.

The same silver lights I had seen beneath the sanctuary.

The graves.

The first Ariana looked down.

"They're waking."

"Who?"

"The forgotten."

The golden-eyed girl stepped forward.

"You said they were dead."

"They are."

"Then how can they wake?"

The first Ariana looked at her.

"Memory doesn't require a body."

A voice echoed through the sanctuary.

"You are wrong."

Everyone froze.

The voice came from beneath us.

Deep.

Male.

Familiar.

My heart slammed against my ribs.

Rowan.

He turned pale.

"That isn't possible."

"What?" I asked.

He stared at the floor.

"That voice."

The First Hunger emerged from the darkness behind him.

But he wasn't monstrous.

He wasn't red-eyed.

He wasn't covered in blood or shadow.

He looked human.

Completely human.

And for the first time, I saw something I had never seen in him before.

Fear.

"They are not memories," he said.

The first Ariana stared at him.

"You know them."

"I remember them."

"Then tell her."

His eyes moved to me.

"The people beneath this sanctuary aren't dead."

The chamber went silent.

My voice came out barely above a whisper.

"Then where are they?"

He looked toward the transparent door.

"Waiting."

"For what?"

"For humanity to make the same choice again."

The golden-eyed girl stepped forward.

"We won't."

The First Hunger smiled sadly.

"You already are."

The sanctuary trembled violently.

The transparent door began opening.

Slowly.

Piece by piece.

The first Ariana moved in front of me.

"Don't cross it."

"Why?"

"Because once you see what is on the other side, you cannot pretend you don't know."

I stared at the opening.

A cold wind passed through.

But it wasn't ordinary air.

It smelled ancient.

Like rain.

Like earth.

Like something that had been buried for thousands of years.

Then I heard footsteps.

One.

Two.

Three.

Someone was approaching from the other side.

The golden-eyed girl reached for my hand.

Lena moved beside us.

Rowan raised his weapon.

The First Hunger simply watched.

And then a man stepped through the door.

He looked human.

Older than the first Ariana.

Younger than the First Architect.

His hair was silver.

His eyes were completely white.

He stopped in front of us.

Then he smiled.

"You finally came back."

I swallowed.

"Who are you?"

He looked at the first Ariana.

"She knows."

The child said nothing.

I looked at her.

"Ariana?"

She shook her head.

"That isn't my name."

My stomach dropped.

"What?"

The silver-haired man smiled.

"Her name was erased."

The first Ariana's eyes filled with tears.

He turned toward me.

"And yours was changed."

My heart stopped.

"What is my real name?"

The man stepped closer.

Behind him, hundreds of figures appeared.

Then thousands.

All standing silently beyond the door.

Some had silver eyes.

Some gold.

Some red.

Some had no visible eyes at all.

But every single one was looking at me.

The man whispered,

"The name your first mother gave you."

The First Hunger suddenly moved.

He stepped between us.

"Don't."

The silver-haired man looked at him.

"You still protect her."

"I promised."

"You promised her."

The First Hunger's jaw tightened.

"No."

He looked at me.

"I promised them."

The silver-haired man smiled.

"Then tell her."

The First Hunger stared at me.

For several seconds, he said nothing.

Then he whispered the words that made the entire sanctuary go silent.

"You were never called Ariana."

The lights went out.

And somewhere in the darkness, a billion voices whispered a different name.

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