(Ethan's POV)
I had already decided to leave. That was the plan.
Check on her. Make sure she was okay. Make sure she was resting. Then give her the space she needed, because that space felt safer than what I was feeling inside.
The truth was, I didn't want to be close to her— because I wanted more than just closeness.
I wanted her attention and presence. I wanted to feel something I hadn't felt in a long time. And this time, I wasn't afraid of what that meant.
I wasn't that man anymore. Back then, in Crossfield—at Crossfield Gardens—I wasn't living. I was surviving. Barely. Every day felt like a negotiation with failure. My career was crumbling in slow motion. Opportunity was slipping through my fingers while I pretended everything was fine. I was shooting projects that went nowhere. I chased after deals that never closed. I watched people promise things they never intended to deliver.
