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Chapter 6 - Chapter 6: Things I Don’t Talk About

I didn't plan to tell him that night.

It just… happened.

The house was unusually quiet. Not tense—just still. The kind of stillness that makes your thoughts louder than they should be. I was sitting on the edge of the bed, barefoot, staring at a crack in the marble floor I'd noticed earlier, when Valerio walked in.

He didn't say anything at first.

He rarely did when something was wrong.

"You didn't sleep," he said eventually.

It wasn't a question.

"I'm fine."

He looked at me the way people do when they already know you're lying but don't bother calling it out. He leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, watching me like I might bolt.

"You flinch when doors open too fast," he said. "You check mirrors before sitting down. And you go quiet whenever someone mentions your brother."

I stiffened. "You've been observing me now?"

"I always observe," he replied calmly. "It keeps people alive."

I exhaled slowly. "Some people just grow up cautious."

"Some people," he said, "grow up hunted."

That did it.

I stood abruptly and moved toward the window, needing space, needing air. The city lights blurred slightly, and I hated myself for how tight my chest felt.

"I didn't grow up in your world," I said. "There were no guns. No bodyguards. Just… bad decisions."

He stayed silent. So I continued.

"My father liked shortcuts," I said. "Borrowed money instead of waiting. Promised repayment instead of planning for it."

I swallowed.

"When he died, those promises didn't."

Valerio didn't interrupt. He didn't move.

"They didn't show up with weapons," I said quietly. "Not at first. They were polite. Smiling. Told us not to worry. That we could 'work something out.'"

I laughed under my breath. "That's how it always starts, right?"

My hands were shaking now, so I pressed them against the glass.

"They came every month. The amount kept changing. The tone too. They started asking questions about where I worked. When I got off. Who walked me home."

I turned around then. "They never touched me. But they didn't need to. They were very clear about what would happen if payments stopped."

Valerio's jaw tightened.

"My mother was already sick," I continued. "Hospital bills. Medication. My brother tried to handle it—made things worse. He talked back once."

My voice dropped. "They broke his arm."

The room felt heavier after that.

"I went to the police," I said. "They told me unless someone was dead or bleeding in front of them, there wasn't much they could do."

I shrugged, even though it hurt. "So I worked. More hours. Worse jobs. I paid what I could. But there's no finish line with people like that."

I finally looked at Valerio.

"When your lawyer contacted me, I didn't feel relieved," I said. "I felt embarrassed. Angry. Like I had failed."

He pushed off the doorframe slowly. "You didn't fail."

"I signed a marriage contract with a stranger," I said flatly. "Most people would call that desperation."

"Yes," he agreed. "I would."

That surprised me.

"But," he added, stopping a few feet away, "I would also call it calculated."

I frowned. "Calculated?"

"You didn't ask for romance. You didn't negotiate affection. You asked for protection, stability, and time." His gaze held mine. "That tells me you weren't running—you were choosing."

I hadn't thought of it that way.

"I just wanted it to stop," I said.

Valerio nodded once. "It has."

There was something final in the way he said it.

"Are they gone?" I asked quietly.

"They won't come back," he replied. "Not because they're afraid of me. Because they've been warned."

I didn't ask how.

I sank onto the bed, suddenly exhausted. "I didn't tell you because I didn't want to be pitied."

His voice softened. "I don't pity people who survive."

He hesitated, then sat beside me—not touching, just close enough to feel real.

"You didn't marry me because you wanted power," he said. "You married me because you were tired of being afraid."

That was true. Painfully so.

"And now?" I asked.

"Now," he said, finally turning to look at me, "you don't have to look over your shoulder anymore."

I nodded slowly.

For the first time in a long while, the quiet didn't feel threatening.

It felt earned.

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