Have you ever been in love... Let's rephrase that... Have you ever been loved.
Cause I have. I am being loved at the moment, passionately so,. ..
I heaved a huge breath, my chest heaving up and down as I did so. I couldn't count how many times I'd held my breath tonight.
How could a person be so loved and cherished.
I grabbed onto Don's curly hair, leaving a lingering kiss as I quickly retreated to watch him shudder. I loved to watch him do that. How many kisses, how many touches and how many more than mere touches have we had and yet everytime I get this satisfying reaction. His blazing eyes, his shuddering breath, his pounding chest as he looked my way now with so much love and care. It made me satisfied I could make someone this way with a simple touch.
It was good to know you are wanted and it was way better to want and love back too.
I felt the soft kisses on my shoulder, someone was begging for attention,. ..
Hmm... my little cute darlings, how was I to leave without them.
"Haah... I signed out loud, I can not think of a life without you two... "
At my statement, I felt their breadth hitch, tsk such overprotective men, won't even let death have it's way with me.
" I'm not insinuating I'm going to take my life, I said I can't live without you two. ..
So don't you dare try to leave me huh?! "
My brows only furrowed deeper when I heard no response...
"Hey, why are you not answering" , I looked to the attention seeker who only watched me with such intense eyes it made me shudder.
"I mean it, if any of you dare to leave me, I'm going to hunt you down, and when I finally get my hands on you, I'm going to tie you up and make sure you never think of escaping got it? After that I'll go and hunt whatever it is that is trying to take you away from me. "
I felt Don stir as he rested his head in his palm and watched me indulgently.
"I like you like this... "
He whispered.
" Say brother should we make our wife a little more jealous? I can't get enough of this. .. "
I heard Dan add.
"You won't dare!"
I threatened maybe I'll drug and drag them into one of the dungeons kept at the basement myself.
" Yes we won't dare ... We can't imagine a life without you either..."
" I love you Pur..."
" We both do."
I could almost sense the tears gather in my eyes. I don't know when, or why but sometimes I feel like I lacked this love at some point in my life... I don't remember when but I wish it never comes back. I wish those times never find me. I wish I never had to live such a life. I would never want to be separated from my men.
I shooed the tears away as I cleared my throat...
" Ok ok now, don't try to sweet talk me into giving in, I've got to sleep, I have to use my legs tomorrow. I still got a lot of renovations to do."
" Ugh..." I heard them both grunt, these tricky big men, they even got such tricks up their sleeves, they knew just how to stop me from refusing them. They knew I liked to hear them say that... Say that they loved me that they cared for me, and that they cherished me and wanted me just as much as I wanted them.
I don't know why I do, however, the number of times I tell them to not dare leave exceeds the number of times they'd spent their day without me.
I was too scared to loose them, I thought to myself. However I couldn't understand this feeling of not wishing to loose someone. For all I remember, I had never lost someone dear to me, I've never experienced the feeling of lost.
This dangerous city bared too many horrors, it was fine to feel scared that the people who cared so much for you might leave.....
Knowing they had cared for me when they spotted me begotten before their gates as a baby made me shed so much tears, and yet feel so much love. Our love had been instantaneous, they had taken a liking to me and I could not deny my attraction to both males. After all, who could, when they had done such a good job at protecting me.
I snuggled deeper into Dan's embrace as I tugged Don's arms tightly around my waist. I wanted every ounce of comfort they could provide. I tilted my head pecking Dan's lips as I did the same with Don. "Goodnight, dear. I love you..." And with a yawn I fell asleep, feeling their secure comfort engulf me.
Have you ever felt so secure and safe?