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Allure desire

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Ritta has always lived quietly, wrapped in softness and restraint, believing that desire is something meant to be controlled, never chased. Then he enters her world—the bad boy everyone warns her about. Cold eyes, dangerous charm, a past soaked in violence and secrets he never explains. He doesn’t belong in her light, and she knows it. But he sees her. What starts as curiosity turns into obsession. He pulls her into a shadowed world where control feels like devotion and danger feels like safety. He is ruin wrapped in temptation, a man who deals in sins and survives by breaking rules. She is innocence trembling on the edge of want, drawn to the very darkness that could destroy her. As boundaries blur and emotions deepen, Ritta must decide if love is worth losing herself for—and if the bad boy who deals in destruction is capable of choosing her over the life that made him ruthless. Allure Desire is a dark romance novel about forbidden attraction, power, vulnerability, and the intoxicating pull between a broken bad boy and a soft girl who awakens the humanity he buried long ago.
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Chapter 1 - chapter 1

Ritta's mornings always began the same way: the soft hush of early light sliding through thin curtains, the smell of warm tea, and the familiar weight of a world that felt safer when it stayed small.

She lived in a tiny apartment on the edge of the city, a place where the streets were quiet and the people were quieter. It wasn't glamorous. It wasn't loud. But it was hers. And for Ritta, that mattered more than anything.

Her life was simple by design. She had learned early that simplicity meant control. Control meant safety. And safety meant she could breathe.

That was the lesson her aunt had taught her, over and over, with the kind of patience that felt like love.

"You don't need more than this," Aunt Mireya would say, smoothing Ritta's hair with gentle fingers

"You don't need anyone else to make your life complete."

Ritta had believed it. She had to. Belief was easier than the truth.

She was twenty-one, soft-featured, gentle-eyed, with a face that looked like it had been carved by someone who believed in kindness. Her hair fell in loose waves down her back, and she always dressed in colors that didn't attract attention—muted tones, plain fabrics, modest cuts.

Her whole existence was a quiet prayer.

She made breakfast, cleaned, watered the small plants she'd managed to keep alive, and then sat at her table with her notebook, writing lists and plans the way she wrote her thoughts: neatly, carefully, as if anything messy could leak out and infect the rest of her life.

There were rules she lived by, and they were simple:

Don't cause trouble.

Don't trust too much.

Don't ask for too much.

Don't make anyone angry.

It was not a life full of excitement. It was a life full of peace.

And peace was what Ritta wanted.

She didn't want drama. She didn't want chaos. She didn't want to be the kind of girl who drew attention. She didn't want to be the kind of girl who made anyone jealous.

She wanted to be the kind of girl who could live quietly, and be loved quietly, and be safe.

She had built her entire world around that idea.

She didn't know, not yet, that the world was already watching her.

.......

At nine o'clock, Ritta left her apartment and walked down the street toward the small café where she worked part-time. It was a simple place—no fancy decorations, no loud music, just the smell of coffee and pastries and the soft hum of conversation.

She liked it there. It was predictable.

She knew the regulars. She knew the barista who always made the same drink. She knew the man who sat in the corner with his laptop and never looked up. She knew the elderly couple who always came in at the same time and held hands like they were afraid the world might try to take them away.

It was a place where people didn't stare too long.

That was important to Ritta.

She had never been a person who wanted to stand out. She had never wanted anyone to look at her and see anything more than what she allowed them to see.

Her phone buzzed in her pocket as she walked, and she pulled it out without looking down at the screen.

A message from Aunt Mireya:

"Be careful today. Don't go anywhere you wouldn't normally go."

Ritta sighed softly, and typed back:

"I'm fine. I'm just going to work."

The reply came quickly:

"I know. Just be careful."

Ritta didn't ask why. She didn't want to know. Questions, she had learned, were dangerous.

She stepped into the café and smiled at the manager, who nodded back with a tired expression. The morning rush was slow, as it always was. She wiped down tables, filled napkin holders, and moved with the quiet efficiency she had always been praised for.

She liked being useful. She liked feeling needed, even in small ways.

It wasn't love, not the kind of love that made your heart ache. But it was comfort. It was stability.

And she clung to stability the way some people clung to prayers.

.........

It was around noon when she first noticed the man.

He was not the kind of man who belonged in a place like this.

He stood near the entrance, tall and broad-shouldered, dressed in black from head to toe. His jacket was expensive, his shoes were polished, and his presence felt like a shadow that had stepped into the light.

He didn't look at anyone in the café. He didn't smile. He didn't speak.

He simply stood there, as if he had been placed in the room by someone else.

Ritta tried not to look at him. She told herself it was nothing. She told herself she was being paranoid.

But she couldn't help it. His eyes were cold, sharp, and dark. They moved through the room like they were searching for something.

When they landed on her, Ritta felt a sudden chill.

She didn't know why.

She didn't know him.

She didn't even know his name.

But his gaze felt like a hand closing around her throat.

She swallowed and forced herself to continue working, to keep her face neutral, to not let her body betray her fear.

Her hands trembled slightly as she poured coffee.

She told herself she was imagining it.

She told herself it was just a man.

But she could feel the tension in the air, like electricity before a storm.

She glanced toward the entrance again, and saw the man still standing there, unmoving, like he was waiting for something.

She watched him for a moment longer, and then forced herself to look away.

She didn't want to make eye contact.

She didn't want to invite him into her world.

..........

The moment came unexpectedly.

It wasn't dramatic. There was no loud crash. No sudden scream. No explosion of violence.

It was simply… quiet.

The man moved toward the counter as if he had always been meant to be there. He stepped up to the register and waited, not speaking, not even looking at the barista.

Ritta stood behind the counter, pretending not to watch him. She kept her hands busy, arranging cups and wiping down surfaces.

But her eyes kept drifting toward him.

He was staring straight ahead, but his attention was clearly on her. His gaze was heavy, like he could feel her heart beating even from across the room.

Ritta felt her skin tighten.

She tried to breathe slowly.

She tried to remind herself that nothing was happening.

But her body did not believe her.

The barista finally spoke, voice shaking slightly.

"What can I get you?"

The man's voice was low, smooth, and dangerous.

"Coffee," he said. "Black."

The barista nodded and turned to make it.

Ritta watched the man's hands. They were large, with long fingers. His nails were clean. His skin was pale, but his knuckles were slightly bruised.

It wasn't the kind of bruising that came from sports.

It was the kind that came from fists.

Ritta's stomach twisted.

She didn't know why.

She didn't know him.

She didn't know why her body was reacting like this.

The barista handed him the coffee, and he took it without a word. He turned to leave.

And then he stopped.

He looked directly at Ritta, as if he had just realized she existed.

His gaze held her for a moment longer than it should have.

Ritta felt the world narrow down to just the two of them.

Her breath caught.

He smiled.

It was not a kind smile.

It was not a warm smile.

It was a smile that felt like a warning.

"Don't be afraid," he said softly, his voice like velvet.

Ritta's heart thudded hard against her ribs.

She didn't know why he was speaking to her.

She didn't know why his voice made her feel like she was standing at the edge of a cliff.

She only knew that she didn't want to be alone in the room with him.

But he was already walking toward the door.

He paused at the entrance and turned his head slightly.

"See you soon," he said.

Then he left.

Ritta stood behind the counter, frozen, staring at the door long after it had closed.

She felt a strange heat in her chest, a mix of fear and something else she couldn't name.

She didn't know what he wanted.

She didn't know what he meant.

She didn't know why she felt like her life had just been rearranged.

But she knew one thing:

She didn't want to see him again.

.....….....

That night, Ritta sat at her table with her notebook open and her pen poised, but she couldn't write.

Her mind kept drifting back to the man in black.

His eyes.

His voice.

The way he had smiled.

She tried to tell herself it was nothing. She tried to remind herself that he was just a stranger.

But she couldn't shake the feeling that he had been looking for her.

She thought about her aunt's message again.

"Be careful today."

Ritta had always assumed it was just her aunt's way of being cautious. Her aunt had always been careful, always worried, always afraid of the world.

But now, Ritta wondered if there was more to it.

She didn't want to ask.

She didn't want to know.

Questions, she had learned, were dangerous.

She stood up and moved to the window, looking out into the night. The street below was quiet. A few cars passed. A couple walked by, holding hands.

Everything seemed normal.

But Ritta couldn't shake the feeling that something was watching her.

She shook her head and turned away.

She went to bed early, hoping that sleep would bring relief.

It didn't.

......

The next morning, Ritta woke up to a knock on the door.

She froze, her heart beating too fast.

She wasn't expecting anyone.

She wasn't supposed to see anyone.

She slowly walked to the door and looked through the peephole.

A man stood there.

Tall, dark, dressed in black.

He looked familiar.

Ritta's breath caught.

She pressed her forehead against the door and closed her eyes for a moment, trying to calm herself.

When she opened them again, the man was still there.

Her hands trembled as she unlocked the door and opened it.

He didn't move.

He simply stood there, as if he had been waiting.

Ritta felt her throat tighten.

"Can I help you?" she asked softly.

The man's eyes narrowed slightly.

He looked down at her, and for a moment, Ritta felt as if he was looking through her.

"Ritta," he said.

Her name sounded strange coming from his mouth.

She didn't know how he knew it.

She didn't know why it sounded like he was claiming it.

She swallowed hard.

"How do you know my name?" she asked.

He smiled again.

"Because I've been watching you."

Ritta's skin went cold.

"Why?" she whispered.

The man's gaze softened slightly, but there was still a dangerous edge to it.

"Because you're… different," he said.

Ritta didn't like the way he said it. Different was never a good word when it came from someone like him.

She backed away slowly, her heart racing.

"I don't know what you want," she said.

He took a step closer.

Ritta took a step back.

The distance between them was small.

Too small.

He looked at her like she was a fragile thing he could break if he wanted to.

Then he spoke again.

"I want you to be safe," he said.

Ritta blinked.

"That's… not your problem," she said.

He tilted his head slightly.

"Everything that happens to you is my problem," he said softly.

Ritta's breath caught.

She didn't know what to say.

She didn't know what to do.

She only knew that she wanted him gone.

She wanted her life back.

She wanted to be safe.

She wanted her world to stay small.

She wanted the darkness to leave.

But the darkness had already arrived.

........

He didn't reach for her.

He didn't touch her.

But his presence was like a touch, like a hand on her shoulder, like a breath in her ear.

He looked at her for a moment longer, and then he turned and walked away.

Ritta watched him go, her body still tense.

She closed the door and leaned against it, sliding down until she was sitting on the floor.

She pressed her hands over her face and tried to breathe.

Her chest felt tight.

Her heart felt like it was trying to escape.

She didn't know what to do.

She didn't know what to think.

She only knew that her life had changed.

And she didn't know how to fix it.

....

Ritta's aunt, Mireya, arrived later that day.

She looked tired. Her eyes were heavy, as if she hadn't slept in days.

When she saw Ritta, her expression softened.

"Ritta," she said, and moved toward her, reaching out as if to hug her.

Ritta stepped back slightly.

She didn't want to be touched.

She didn't want to be comforted.

She didn't want to be reminded that she was fragile.

Mireya's gaze flicked toward the door, as if she could still see the man standing there.

"Did he come again?" she asked quietly.

Ritta nodded.

Mireya's face tightened.

"You should never open the door," she said.

Ritta swallowed.

"I didn't know what else to do."

Mireya's eyes flashed with something like anger, and then she softened again.

"You need to be careful," she said. "He's dangerous."

Ritta looked at her aunt, and suddenly she realized something.

Her aunt wasn't just worried.

Her aunt was afraid.

Ritta's heart sank.

"Who is he?" she asked.

Mireya hesitated.

Her lips pressed together.

And then she said, quietly:

"He's someone you shouldn't know."

Ritta's stomach twisted.

She didn't like the way her aunt said it.

She didn't like the way it sounded like a warning.

She didn't like the way it sounded like a threat.

Ritta stood up, her legs shaking.

"I need to know," she said.

Mireya looked at her for a moment, and then she sighed.

"Ritta," she said softly, "you need to understand that you are not safe."

Ritta's eyes widened.

"What do you mean?" she asked.

Mireya's gaze dropped.

She looked away.

And then she said the words that changed everything:

"You are being watched."

.......

Ritta sat on the floor, her back against the wall, staring at the empty space where the man had stood.

She felt a strange sensation in her chest, like a burning cold.

She didn't know what to feel.

She didn't know what to think.

She only knew that her life was no longer simple.

Her life was no longer safe.

She had never wanted attention.

She had never wanted anyone to see her.

And now, she realized, someone had been watching her for a long time.

She didn't know why.

She didn't know what he wanted.

She didn't know if she was meant to be protected… or destroyed.

But one thing was clear:

She was no longer alone.

And she wasn't sure she wanted to be.

.....

That night, Ritta lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, unable to sleep.

She kept thinking about the man in black.

She kept thinking about his eyes.

She kept thinking about the way he said her name.

She kept thinking about the way he smiled.

She kept thinking about the way he made her feel like she was being pulled toward something she didn't understand.

She didn't know what he wanted.

She didn't know what he was.

She didn't know why he had chosen her.

But she knew one thing:

Her world was no longer quiet.

And the darkness was already at the door.