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Chapter 31 - Chapter 31 — The Favor That Weighed Too Much

Seren spoke on the sixth morning.

Not loudly.

Not suddenly.

It happened the way cracks appear in glass—quiet, irreversible.

Ren was standing near the window, reading nothing, holding a tablet he hadn't scrolled through in ten minutes. He didn't notice her shift on the bed until her voice cut through the room.

"Ren."

He froze.

Not turned.

Not breathing.

"Yes," he said, after a pause that betrayed him. "I'm here."

She didn't look at him. Her eyes stayed fixed on the wall opposite the window, where sunlight reflected faintly from the sea outside.

"I want to ask you something."

He turned slowly, careful, like sudden movement might make her disappear again.

"Anything."

The word left his mouth without calculation.

She took a breath. Then another.

"Do me a favor."

Ren nodded once. "Yes."

He didn't ask what it was. He didn't set conditions. He didn't realize, in that moment, how heavy that word would become.

Seren's voice stayed level. Almost detached.

"Let me die."

The room didn't react.

No sound. No sudden movement. No dramatic pause written into the walls.

Ren stared at her.

For a moment, nothing formed in his mind. No strategy. No response. Just blank, stunned silence.

"What?" he finally said—not sharp, not angry. Lost.

She repeated it without emphasis. "Let me die."

Ren opened his mouth.

Closed it.

His throat tightened painfully, like something was trying to escape and failing. He sat down slowly, the chair creaking beneath him.

"I can't," he said.

The words came out raw.

"If I do," he continued, voice uneven now, "I can't live."

She didn't react.

"Guilt would tear me apart," he said. "It already is."

Still nothing.

He leaned forward, hands braced against his knees. "I don't understand why you refuse to accept that we met before."

Her fingers twitched slightly.

"I see myself in you," Ren went on. "That silence. That way you disappear into yourself. I'm watching what I became—what I lost—in you."

She finally turned her head just enough to acknowledge him.

Her expression didn't soften.

"I don't want you dead, Seren," he said. "I don't care how broken I am. I don't care what I deserve."

He swallowed. "The reasons you want to die—they can die instead. Not you."

Seren looked away again.

Her voice was flat. "You talk like someone who thinks control equals responsibility."

Ren flinched.

"I never asked you to save me," she said. "I asked you to stop keeping me alive."

He couldn't answer that.

Not honestly.

Not without tearing something open he'd sealed for years.

She stood.

"I'm going outside," she said.

Ren rose immediately. "I'll come with you."

"No," she replied. "You won't."

She walked past him without hesitation, without fear, without even acknowledging his presence.

That terrified him more than her hatred ever had.

Evening came quietly.

Too quietly.

Ren noticed it when the house didn't feel occupied anymore.

The doors were open. The guards reported nothing unusual. No alarms. No alerts.

Seren wasn't inside.

Ren's chest tightened instantly.

"Find her," he ordered, already moving. "Search the perimeter. The garden. The cliffs. Everywhere."

The island was large. Too large.

And his mind went to the place it always did now—blood, silence, finality.

This time, she'll succeed.

He ran.

Not strategically. Not controlled.

Desperately.

Minutes stretched. His breath grew ragged. His thoughts unraveled into fragments.

I should have watched her.

I should have locked the doors.

I should have known silence meant

movement.

He reached the garden last.

The western edge.

And there she was.

Seren stood still among the flowers, hands loosely clasped in front of her, eyes fixed on a patch of blue blossoms near the stone wall.

They were small. Delicate. Unremarkable.

She looked calm.

Alive.

The relief hit him like a physical blow.

Ren's knees gave out before his mind could stop them.

He dropped to the ground, breath tearing out of him in a broken gasp. The world tilted violently. His vision blurred.

His body shut down.

When he woke, it felt like surfacing from deep water—lungs burning, heart racing, air rushing in too fast.

Ren gasped sharply, sitting up.

Seren was there.

Seated in the chair beside the bed.

Watching him.

Not worried. Not panicked.

Just present.

His chest rose and fell erratically. "You—"

She stood abruptly.

"Stop acting like this," she said.

The words weren't cruel. They weren't gentle either.

Just factual.

"This isn't like you."

Ren stared at her.

For the first time since he'd met her—since the fantasy, the blood, the island—he didn't know how to respond.

She turned away.

"I'm going to my room," she said.

She left.

Ren remained sitting on the bed, heart still racing, hands shaking faintly.

She didn't hate him enough to scream.

She didn't fear him enough to run.

She didn't love him enough to stay.

That was worse.

Outside, the blue flowers swayed gently in the evening wind.

Seren closed her door behind her and leaned against it briefly, eyes closed.

She hadn't asked him to save her.

She'd asked him to stop deciding for her.

And he still hadn't understood….

To Be Continued…

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