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Chapter 13 - CH 13 — Nightmares

Sleep took her like a thief.

Not gently. Not gradually.

One moment Elara lay awake, staring at the dark beams of the ceiling, listening to the estate murmur its endless, watchful breath—and the next, she was falling.

Down.

Down into heat and shadow.

Fire bloomed first.

Not the clean kind. Not the kind that warmed. This fire crawled, licking at stone and bone alike, red tongues snapping in the dark. Smoke choked the air, thick and bitter, clinging to her throat until breathing felt like swallowing ash.

"Elara."

The voice came from nowhere.

Everywhere.

She turned.

Blood stained the floor beneath her bare feet—not fresh, not wet, but old, rusted, soaked deep into the stone as if the earth itself had learned to bleed.

"What the hell is this?" she whispered.

The fire answered with a crackle.

She ran.

The corridor stretched impossibly long, walls narrowing, shadows bending inward as if eager to touch her. Doors appeared and vanished again. Every turn felt familiar and wrong all at once.

A growl rolled through the smoke.

Low.

Territorial.

Her pulse spiked. "No," she breathed. "No, no, no—don't you dare."

The wolf stepped into view.

Massive. Black as pitch. Eyes burning gold, too intelligent, too aware. Blood streaked its muzzle—not dripping, not fresh—but undeniable.

It stood at the foot of her bed.

Her real bed.

The dream folded in on itself, the corridor dissolving into her bedroom, moonlight spilling through tall windows. She lay frozen beneath heavy sheets, heart hammering as the wolf loomed over her, breath warm, presence crushing.

"You're not real," she whispered.

The wolf lowered its head.

Not threatening.

Guarding.

Its gaze never left the door.

Behind her.

The handle rattled.

Her chest seized. "What the fuck—"

Fire surged again.

The wolf snarled, a sound that shook the walls, claws scraping stone as it positioned itself between her and the door. The growl deepened, vibrating through the mattress, through her bones.

"Don't," she begged—though she wasn't sure who she was begging. "Please. Don't."

The door splintered.

Claws struck wood.

Once.

Twice.

The wolf roared—

Elara woke screaming.

She sat bolt upright, sheets tangled around her legs, heart slamming so hard it hurt. Sweat soaked her skin. Her throat burned.

For a long second, she didn't know where she was.

Then the room came back into focus.

The bed.

The windows.

The door.

Intact.

She dragged in a shaky breath. "Shit," she whispered. "Holy shit."

Her hands trembled as she pressed them to her face. It was just a dream. Just another nightmare layered atop grief and fear and this ridiculous, suffocating life.

Just—

She froze.

Something was wrong.

The air felt… disturbed. Not cold. Not hot.

Stirred.

Her gaze slid to the door.

Slowly.

Her stomach dropped.

Four deep gouges scored the wood just below the handle.

Claw marks.

Fresh.

Elara stumbled out of bed, knees weak, crossing the room on unsteady legs. She reached out, fingers hovering before touching the grooves.

They were real.

Too real.

"Go to hell," she whispered hoarsely. "That's not possible."

The wood around the marks was splintered inward.

From the outside.

Her pulse thundered in her ears. "No. No, no, no—this is insane. This place is insane."

She backed away, spine hitting the bedframe.

Someone knocked.

Once.

Firm. Controlled.

"Elara."

Alessandro's voice.

Her blood went cold.

She stared at the door, breath shallow. "Did you—"

The handle turned slightly. Stopped.

"I smelled fear," he said quietly. "Are you hurt?"

She laughed—a sharp, hysterical sound. "Oh, now you show up?"

Silence.

Then, lower: "Open the door."

She looked at the claw marks again.

Her voice shook. "You want to explain that?"

A pause.

Too long.

"Elara," Alessandro said carefully, "step away from the door."

Her temper flared, fear igniting into fury. "No. You don't get to tell me what to do tonight. I woke up screaming, my door looks like it's been attacked by something out of a horror story, and you expect me to just—what? Obey?"

His breath hitched on the other side.

"That wasn't meant for you," he said.

Her heart stuttered. "What does that mean?"

"It means," he said tightly, "that something crossed a line."

She swallowed. "Something like… a wolf?"

Silence pressed heavy and damning.

"Oh my God," she whispered. "You knew. You fucking knew this could happen."

"I knew it might," he corrected, voice strained. "I did not expect it tonight."

Her nails dug into her palms. "So what—you patrol my door now? Snarl at my nightmares like some deranged guard dog?"

A low sound rumbled from him—not anger.

Pain.

"I was trying to stay away," he said.

"And look how well that worked," she snapped.

The silence that followed felt dangerous.

"Elara," he said softly, "you are not safe alone right now."

Her laugh came out broken. "That's hilarious, considering I wasn't alone even in my sleep."

Another pause.

"Open the door," he said again. "Please."

The word landed wrong.

Please.

She hesitated.

Every instinct screamed danger.

Every other instinct—traitorous, aching—whispered relief.

She reached for the latch—

And stopped.

"Tell me one thing," she said, voice barely steady. "Was it you?"

On the other side of the door, Alessandro closed his eyes.

"No," he said.

The truth in his voice terrified her more than a lie would have.

Elara did not open the door.

She stood there, hand hovering near the latch, heart pounding hard enough to make her light-headed. The claw marks glared at her from the wood—four brutal lines, uneven, deep.

Real.

"I'm not imagining this," she said hoarsely.

"No," Alessandro replied. "You're not."

That answer landed heavier than any lie.

She swallowed. "Then start talking. Because if this is your idea of protection, it's fucked up beyond repair."

Silence stretched.

Then—slowly—the pressure changed.

Not sound. Not movement.

Presence.

The air outside her door thickened, charged, like a storm pressing down on the house. Elara's skin prickled, every instinct screaming awareness.

Alessandro spoke again, voice lower now. Careful. "Step back from the door."

"Why?"

"Because the wolf is too close."

Her pulse spiked. "You said it wasn't you."

"I said I didn't do it," he corrected. "That doesn't mean it didn't happen."

Her stomach twisted. "You mean—it acted on its own."

"Yes."

The word scraped out of him like a confession.

Elara let out a breath that shook. "So the nightmare…"

"…was a warning," he finished.

She closed her eyes.

Blood. Fire. A wolf standing between her and something worse.

"Jesus Christ," she whispered. "That wasn't my brain breaking. That was—"

"The bond," Alessandro said quietly. "Alerting you."

Her laugh came sharp and ugly. "Great. So now my subconscious is your fucking alarm system."

A sound rolled through the corridor.

Low.

Unmistakable.

A growl.

Not loud—but close.

Elara's blood went cold.

"That's not in my head," she said.

"No."

Her fingers curled into fists. "How close is 'too close,' Alessandro?"

The answer came after a pause that told her everything.

"Close enough that I'm holding it back."

Her breath stuttered. "From what?"

"From shifting."

Her knees weakened.

"Get it away from my door," she snapped. "Now."

"I can't—not instantly."

"Bullshit."

"If I force it," he said, voice strained, "it will push harder."

Another vibration rippled through the wood.

The claw marks deepened.

Elara backed away, heart racing. "You promised control."

"I promised restraint," he shot back. "And restraint has limits."

"Then do something!" she hissed. "Because if that thing tears through my door, I swear to God—"

"To hell with God," he muttered. "Listen to me."

The growl sharpened.

The handle trembled.

Elara felt it then—not heat, not pull—but fear.

Pure, clean terror.

And the bond reacted.

Hard.

A rush slammed into her chest, breath stolen, knees buckling as something ancient and furious flared awake inside her. Not desire. Not attraction.

Protection.

Claim.

Her vision blurred. "What the hell—what is happening to me?"

Alessandro swore under his breath. "It's responding to your fear."

"That doesn't make sense!"

"It doesn't need to."

The growl deepened, echoing through the hall.

Then—

Footsteps.

Running.

Voices.

"What the fuck was that?" someone shouted from down the corridor.

Elara's heart dropped. "Someone heard it."

"Yes," Alessandro said tightly. "And that's a problem."

Another voice—female, sharp. "That came from the east wing."

Lucia.

Of course it was.

Elara's nails bit into her palms. "You said no one knew."

"I said no one was supposed to," he snapped.

The footsteps drew closer.

"Elara," Alessandro said urgently, "if they see what's at your door—"

"Then they'll know what you really are," she finished bitterly.

The growl surged.

Alessandro's control frayed—she could feel it now, the strain like stretched wire snapping strand by strand.

"Elara," he said, voice rough, "open the door."

Her head snapped up. "Absolutely not."

"If you don't," he said, "the wolf will."

Her chest tightened. "You wouldn't let that happen."

"I'm running out of ways to stop it."

The voices outside grew louder.

"Open this door," Lucia called, polite and deadly. "Now."

Elara stared at the latch.

If she opened it, she let Alessandro in.

If she didn't—

Something else would come through.

Her fear spiked again—and the bond answered, pulsing hard enough to make her gasp.

"Holy shit," she whispered. "It's reacting to me."

"Yes," Alessandro said. "And it's making the wolf worse."

Her laugh came shaky and wild. "So I'm the problem."

"No," he said instantly. "You're the trigger."

Another claw scraped wood.

Splintered.

Elara snapped.

"That's it," she said, voice hard. "I'm done being guarded like a fucking object."

She stepped back from the door.

Alessandro's breath hitched. "Elara—"

"No," she said. "You don't get to scare me into obedience. If protection means terror, I don't want it."

The bond screamed.

The wolf surged forward—

And Alessandro roared.

Not human.

Not fully wolf.

Something between.

The sound shook the walls, raw and furious, and the presence outside her door halted, slammed back as if struck by force.

The clawing stopped.

Silence crashed down.

Elara slid down the wall, shaking.

Outside, Alessandro breathed hard—ragged, barely controlled.

"You're refusing me," he said quietly.

"Yes."

A pause.

"Even knowing the cost?"

She wiped her eyes, anger burning hotter than fear. "Especially knowing the cost."

Footsteps approached again—but slower now.

Cautious.

Lucia's voice carried through the corridor. "Alessandro. Explain. Now."

A beat.

Alessandro didn't answer her.

He spoke to Elara instead, voice low and raw. "You felt it tonight because someone was coming."

Her heart skipped. "Coming where?"

"To you."

Cold settled in her gut. "Who?"

"I don't know," he admitted. "But the wolf does."

Her voice dropped. "And you still stayed away."

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Because if I stay too close," he said, "I stop choosing."

The honesty hurt worse than anger.

Lucia knocked sharply. "This silence is ridiculous."

Alessandro straightened—Elara could hear it in his breath. Control snapping back into place.

"I will deal with them," he said to Elara. "But you will not be alone tonight."

She stiffened. "I just told you—"

"Not with me," he said. "With guards. Outside the wing."

"That's not the same."

"I know."

Another pause.

"If the wolf acts again," he said quietly, "I won't be able to stop it without crossing a line."

Her throat tightened. "Then don't put me on the other side of that line."

Silence.

Then—softly, almost to himself—

"I don't know how."

Lucia's patience snapped. "Enough."

Alessandro turned to her at last. "Leave."

Lucia laughed lightly. "You don't give orders when you lose control."

His voice went flat. "Try me."

A hush fell.

Someone else spoke—Marco, uneasy. "Everyone heard the growl."

"I know," Alessandro said.

Elara pressed her forehead to the wall.

This was no longer private.

This was no longer containable.

"Go," Alessandro said to them. "Now."

Reluctant footsteps retreated.

The corridor emptied.

Finally, Alessandro spoke again—quiet, dangerous.

"Elara."

"Yes?"

"You weren't meant to know this so soon."

Her laugh was tired. "Story of my life."

"The bond doesn't wake to touch first," he said. "It wakes to threat."

She swallowed. "So what happens now?"

A long pause.

"Now," he said, "we see who's brave enough to test it."

Her blood chilled.

"And if they do?"

"Then," Alessandro said, voice darkening, "the wolf stops asking permission."

Elara closed her eyes.

Outside her door, something breathed—low, steady, waiting.

And for the first time, she wasn't sure which frightened her more.

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