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Chapter 12 - Two Silences, One Lie

Ling did not go home after the hospital.

She drove.

Aimlessly at first, then faster streets blurring, city lights smearing into meaningless streaks. Her hands were tight on the steering wheel, knuckles white, jaw locked so hard it ached.

She didn't even need me.

Kane's voice replayed again and again in her head.

You did this to her.

Leave now or you'll break her more.

And then the worst part — the part Ling didn't know was a lie:

She didn't ask for you.

She didn't want you there.

Ling laughed once, harsh and broken, the sound tearing out of her throat.

"So that's it," she muttered to herself. "That's how easily I became nothing."

She reached her private gym in the mansion long past midnight.

The lights came on automatically.

Cold. Bright. Merciless.

Ling stripped off her jacket and threw it aside. The smell of sweat and metal filled the room — familiar, punishing, safe. She wrapped her hands, not carefully, not fully, and walked straight to the heavy bag.

The first punch landed wrong.

Pain shot through her knuckles.

She didn't stop.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Each hit carried a memory.

Her blood on Ling's fingers.

Rhea's silent tears.

That soft, broken "please don't" in the bathroom.

"Why didn't you scream?" Ling shouted suddenly, voice echoing off the walls. "Why didn't you stop me?"

She punched harder.

"You always let me hurt you."

Her breath grew ragged. Sweat dripped into her eyes. Her arms began to shake, but she didn't slow down.

"You used me," she hissed. "You let me destroy myself for you. And you re still doing doing by hurting yourself."

The bag swung back and hit her shoulder.

She welcomed it.

She dropped to the floor eventually — not because she wanted to stop, but because her legs gave out. She sat there, back against the wall, chest heaving, hands trembling and scraped raw.

Her phone buzzed once.

She didn't check it.

If she needed me, Ling thought bitterly, she would have asked.

Her eyes burned, but she refused to cry.

"I won't beg," she whispered into the empty room. "Not anymore."

For the first time in years, Ling Kwong didn't feel powerful.

She felt unnecessary.

Rhea

Rhea woke again hours later.

The pain was quieter now — dulled by medication — but the emptiness was louder.

She stared at the ceiling without blinking.

Kane's words had rooted themselves deep inside her.

Ling said she doesn't care.

Rhea repeated it silently, over and over, like punishment.

She doesn't care.

She doesn't care.

She doesn't—

Her chest tightened, but she forced herself not to react.

No tears this time.

She turned her face slightly and saw her phone on the side table. No missed calls. No messages.

Nothing.

A slow, numb acceptance settled in.

"So this is it," she murmured weakly. "This is what being discarded feels like."

She remembered Ling's anger — the way her eyes had burned during the dance, the way her grip had tightened without mercy.

Maybe Kane was right.

Maybe Ling's obsession had burned out the moment it cost her something real.

Rhea swallowed painfully.

"She never loved me," Rhea whispered to herself. "She just wanted to win."

The thought hurt — but it also hardened something inside her.

When Kane entered again, Rhea didn't look at her.

"You should rest," Kane said.

Rhea nodded faintly.

No arguments. No questions. No defiance.

That worried Kane but she hid it well.

"I won't see her again," Rhea said suddenly, her voice flat.

Kane paused. "Who?"

"Ling," Rhea replied. "I won't wait for someone who doesn't come."

Kane's lips curved just slightly.

"That's wise," she said. "You'll heal faster this way."

Rhea closed her eyes.

Inside, something essential shut down.

Not anger.

Not hatred.

Hope.

She stopped replaying memories. Stopped expecting footsteps. Stopped imagining Ling bursting through the door, furious and worried and real.

"She chose herself," Rhea whispered, as if sealing a decision. "I choose silence."

And for the first time since Ling Kwong entered her life, Rhea did not feel desperate.

She felt empty.

Parallel Truth

Two women breaking in opposite directions.

Ling punishing herself, believing she was never needed.

Rhea numbing herself, believing she was never loved.

And between them stood Kane

watching the damage deepen,

knowing the lie had finally done its job.

Rhea lay back against the hospital pillows, phone pressed to her ear. The room was quiet except for the steady beep of the monitor and Shyra's worried breathing on the other end of the call.

"Rhea," Shyra said softly, carefully, as if one wrong word might shatter her. "Listen to me. You're not thinking straight. Ling didn't just disappear. Something is wrong."

Rhea let out a hollow laugh, eyes fixed on the blank wall.

"Don't," she said. "Don't do this, Shyra. Don't try to pull me back."

"I'm not pulling you back," Shyra replied urgently. "I'm asking you to see clearly. Ling would never—"

"She did," Rhea cut in sharply. Her fingers tightened around the phone. "She didn't come. She didn't stay. She didn't fight."

Shyra swallowed. "Mom told you that, didn't she?"

Rhea's jaw clenched.

"She said Ling didn't care. And you know what?" Rhea said, voice lowering, hardening. "It makes sense. Everything makes sense now."

"Rhea—"

"I don't love her anymore," Rhea said suddenly, forcing the words out like a blade through her own chest. "So stop. Don't make me weak."

There was silence on the line.

Shyra's voice cracked when she spoke again. "You don't just stop loving someone like that. Not her. Not after everything."

Rhea closed her eyes.

"You think I don't know that?" she whispered. "You think I don't feel it tearing me apart?"

Her voice rose, shaking now. "That's exactly why I'm stopping. Because loving her made me bleed. Loving her made me lie. Loving her destroyed me."

Shyra tried again, desperation seeping through. "You're saying this because you're hurt, not because it's true."

Rhea shook her head slowly, even though Shyra couldn't see her.

"No," she said. "I'm saying this because if I admit I still love her… I'll wait. I'll hope. I'll break all over again."

Her voice went flat, almost frighteningly calm.

"I won't beg for someone who walked away."

Shyra's breath hitched. "What if she didn't walk away?"

Rhea opened her eyes, tears finally spilling but her tone remained cold.

"Then she should have stayed," she said. "I was dying, Shyra. And she wasn't there."

Another silence.

Shyra whispered, "You're shutting yourself down."

"Yes," Rhea replied. "On purpose."

She wiped her tears roughly with the back of her hand.

"I don't love her anymore," she repeated, slower this time, as if convincing herself. "And even if I do… I won't."

Shyra's voice broke. "This isn't strength."

Rhea exhaled shakily.

"It's survival."

She ended the call before Shyra could say anything else.

The phone slipped from her hand onto the bed.

Rhea stared at the ceiling again, chest tight, heart aching but her face was blank.

She had chosen numbness.

And somewhere else in the city, Ling Kwong was choosing pain.

Her room was dark except for the faint city glow slipping through the glass walls. She stood near the window, knuckles wrapped, knuckles split again, staring at her own reflection like it was an enemy she hadn't defeated yet.

The door opened quietly.

Eliza stepped in.

She didn't raise her voice. She never had to.

"I knew this would happen," Eliza said, calm but cutting. "You let her inside you. This was inevitable."

Ling didn't turn.

"It didn't happen," she replied flatly. "I'm not weak."

Eliza walked closer, heels silent against the floor. She stopped a few steps behind Ling, eyes taking in the bruises, the tension in her shoulders, the way her hands trembled just slightly.

"You are standing in the dark, bleeding in silence," Eliza said. "That is weakness, Ling."

Ling laughed — short, sharp, almost violent.

"No," she snapped, finally turning around. Her eyes were burning, dry, furious. "Begging would be weakness. Running back would be weakness. Breaking down would be weakness."

She stepped closer to her mother, jaw tight.

"I didn't do any of that."

Eliza held her gaze. "You destroyed yourself for her."

Ling's lips twitched.

"I chose her," she said. "That doesn't make me weak."

Eliza's voice hardened. "It makes you vulnerable."

Ling inhaled deeply, forcing control back into her body.

"I won't be," she said slowly. "Not again."

Eliza crossed her arms. "Then why do you look like this?"

Ling looked away for half a second — just one — then straightened.

"I'm still on it," she said. "I haven't stopped."

Eliza's brow furrowed slightly. "On what?"

"Ending her," Ling replied coldly. "Destroying her."

The word hung in the air.

Then Ling added, lower, restrained:

"But not now."

Eliza studied her carefully. "Why not now?"

Ling's jaw clenched. Her fists tightened.

"Because she's wounded," Ling said. "And I don't fight people who are already bleeding."

Eliza's eyes narrowed. "That mercy will cost you."

Ling shook her head once.

"No. Timing is power," she said. "If I move now, they'll call me cruel. They'll call me heartless."

She stepped past Eliza, pacing like a caged predator.

"I won't give them that satisfaction."

Eliza watched her, voice quiet but sharp. "You're protecting her."

Ling stopped abruptly and turned, eyes flashing.

"No," she said fiercely. "I'm protecting myself."

She stepped closer, voice dropping.

"If I touch her now, I'll remember how it felt. How she looked at me. And that—"

She cut herself off, swallowing hard.

"—that's when people slip."

Eliza was silent for a long moment.

Then softly: "You're still affected."

Ling didn't deny it.

She straightened her shoulders instead.

"Affected doesn't mean defeated," she said. "I won't grieve. I won't beg. I won't go back."

Her voice sharpened, steel returning.

"I'll destroy her when she's whole. When she thinks she's safe. When she believes I've moved on."

Eliza searched her daughter's face, then finally nodded once.

"You're my daughter," Eliza said. "Don't prove me wrong."

Ling met her gaze without flinching.

"I won't," she said.

"I'll prove everyone else wrong."

Eliza turned and left the room.

Ling stood alone again.

Only when the door closed did Ling exhale — slow, controlled — and press her fist lightly against her chest, right over where it still hurt.

Not weak, she told herself.

Not anymore.

But the night didn't answer back.

The next day, the university returned to its usual rhythm —

because Ling Kwong allowed it to.

Her Rolls-Royce arrived precisely on time. Students straightened instinctively. Conversations died mid-sentence. Heads lowered. Fear and awe mixed the same way they always had.

Ling stepped out like nothing had touched her.

Perfectly pressed blazer. Controlled stride. Expression carved from stone.

If anyone expected cracks after the headlines, after the scandal, after the whispers — they were disappointed.

Ling ruled as she always had.

She crossed the courtyard without looking at anyone, yet everyone felt seen. Professors nodded too quickly. Administrators smiled nervously. Students moved out of her path like instinct.

In the auditorium, her presence alone reset order.

A boy laughed too loudly — Ling's gaze flicked once.

Silence followed.

Power didn't need noise.

Rhea didn't come.

One day passed.

Ling noticed by the second lecture.

She told herself she didn't care.

Two days passed.

Ling stopped looking at the entrance.

Three days.

A faint irritation crept in — not concern, not worry. That's what she told herself.

"She's avoiding," Ling muttered one evening, tossing her keys on the desk in her private university room. "Coward."

But her eyes lingered on the empty chair longer than necessary.

By the fourth day, Ling had already acted.

She hadn't gone to Rhea.

She hadn't called.

She hadn't broken her own rules.

She had gone to Zifa.

Not publicly. Not directly.

A single message.

Ling:I need information. Not opinions.

You will not tell her.

Zifa stared at her phone for a long time before replying.

Zifa:About her condition?

Ling's jaw tightened.

Ling:Everything.

There was a pause.

Then:

Zifa:I won't tell Rhea.

That was all Ling needed.

Information came in fragments.

Short. Clinical. Controlled.

"She's still weak."

"Blood loss was more than expected."

"She's not attending classes."

"She avoids questions about you."

Ling read each message once.

Never replied.

Never asked follow-ups that sounded emotional.

Only once did she type something and delete it.

Is she—

Gone.

Ling leaned back in her chair, eyes closing briefly.

"So you chose disappearance," she whispered. "Good."

But her fingers curled slowly into her palm.

A week passed.

Rhea still didn't come.

Whispers started again.

"Isn't she Ling Kwong's—"

"Didn't something happen—"

"I heard she collapsed—"

Ling shut it down publicly with ruthless efficiency.

One warning.

One punishment.

One expulsion threat.

The campus fell silent.

"No one speaks her name," Ling announced coldly in a closed meeting.

"If I hear it again, I'll make examples."

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