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he is mine ( jayfer)

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The library was quiet, a haven of concentration and whispered ambitions. Jay hunched over her notebook, pencil scratching furiously, trying to ignore the faint thrill that ran through her whenever someone entered the room. She wasn't expecting anyone, but of course, it had to be him.

Keifer. Senior. Always composed, always in control, and somehow always in the exact spot where she didn't want him to be. He leaned casually against the table, arms crossed, watching her like he had nothing better to do.

"Jay," he said, his voice low and calm, but it carried a weight that made her chest tighten.

She looked up, blinking. "Keifer," she said, trying to sound normal, casual even. "Did you… need something?"

He smirked, that slow, teasing smirk that made her stomach twist. "You're here late again. Don't you ever rest?"

Jay tried to sound confident, but her voice wavered slightly. "I like to get ahead. It's… not like you need to supervise me."

"Maybe I just like knowing my juniors aren't overworking themselves," he replied, stepping closer, brushing a loose strand of hair from her face. The touch lingered just long enough for her to feel it deep in her chest.

"I—I can manage," she said, pulling her notebook closer as a shield.

Keifer leaned a fraction closer, his gaze intense but not unkind. "Can you? Sometimes I wonder if you let yourself."

Jay's pulse quickened. She avoided his eyes, pretending to focus on her notes, but she felt his gaze like fire against her skin. She could feel it in every nerve. "I… I focus best alone," she whispered.

He chuckled softly, and it was the kind of sound that made her heart flip. "Alone, huh? You don't seem like someone who can stay alone for long. Not really."

Their interactions became a pattern over the next few weeks. He would appear beside her desk just as she was getting comfortable, leaning over with a casual smile and a comment that made her heart stutter. "Careful, Jay, you're holding the pen wrong," he'd say, brushing his fingers near hers. Each time, she pulled back, cheeks burning, mind screaming, but always… always secretly thrilled.

It wasn't just the physical closeness. It was the way he challenged her, questioned her, made her think, made her feel. Every success felt sweeter when he noticed it, every mistake sharper when he offered that calm, teasing remark. She found herself craving those moments, even when they left her flustered and unsure.

One rainy evening, the campus emptied quickly, leaving her alone in the common room, staring at a particularly stubborn equation. The door clicked open, and there he was, holding two steaming cups of coffee.

"You—why are you—" she began, flustered.

"I thought you might need it," he said simply. No teasing, no smirk, just quiet concern. That small gesture struck her in a way nothing else had. She accepted the cup, their fingers brushing lightly, and for a long moment, neither spoke. The rain outside drummed steadily against the windows, creating a private world just for them.

As weeks passed, the touches became accidental—or so he claimed. Hands brushing as he passed her a book, shoulders bumping in narrow hallways, the quiet click of fingers against fingers while she scribbled notes. Each moment, small on its own, layered tension like kindling. One evening, her elbow brushed against his, and their eyes met. He held her gaze just long enough for her pulse to spike.

"You're too tense," he said softly. "Relax a little."

"I—I am relaxed," she whispered, though her stomach knotted at his proximity.

"You'll relax more if you let me help," he murmured, leaning closer than necessary.

But it wasn't just teasing. It was care, subtle and consistent. He noticed her habits—the way she twirled a pen when nervous, the tiny frown when she doubted herself, the way her eyes lit up when she solved a problem. And he couldn't stop himself from wanting to protect her, guide her, be near her, even when he knew he shouldn't cross the line.

Late nights studying together became the norm, filled with quiet laughter, shared snacks, and conversations that wandered far beyond assignments. Jay found herself opening up in ways she hadn't with anyone else. He listened—not just to her words, but to her silences, her hesitations, her fears. And in turn, she saw glimpses of him—vulnerable, real, not the untouchable senior she had imagined.

The tension built like a storm that refused to break. Every glance, every accidental brush of hands, every quiet moment of concern carried weight. Jay realized she was drawn to him, inescapably, irresistibly. And the more she tried to hide it, the more obvious it became.

One evening, as they packed up their things after finishing an impossible problem set, Jay's notes slipped from her hands. Keifer reached instinctively, catching them before they hit the floor. Their fingers touched, lingering, neither pulling away.

"Keifer…" she breathed, voice small, almost trembling.

He looked down at her, his own breath catching, eyes softening. "Jay…"

And finally, the words they had both been dancing around, building up over months of stolen moments and quiet intensity, spilled into the open.

"I… I think I like you," Jay admitted, her cheeks burning, heart pounding. "More than I should."

Keifer's rare, genuine smile spread across his face. "I've felt the same," he said softly. "Since the first day you walked into the library."

Everything changed then. The slow burn, the teasing, the careful glances, all exploded quietly into something real, passionate, and tender. They were no longer senior and junior, no longer just colleagues navigating campus life—they were two people who had found something rare and impossible to ignore. And as they stood there, hands intertwined, hearts racing, it felt like coming home.