the toughest time of any poor person and students

First of all, I would like to tell everyone about me.I and now in class 12th and I have born in so poor family , so I have faced many problems such as financial, socially discrimination, educational and so on . The toughest time of my is present time because I want to do any work and job for helping my parents and for completing my dreams and achieving my goals but I am helpless due to lack of money. I have some talents like dancing, singing, learning anything rapidly, painting, sketching, designing mehndi, speaking, motivating , and teaching still I can't do anything for me and my family and my dreams. I want to learn how to work on YouTube and other platforms but I don't know the right way of doing. Just because I am a girl and also a student of class 12th so no one of my family permits me for doing work in this time. I am very confused and concerned about my future and my sister's as well as brother's future. And I am eldest child of my parents but I am helpless. I know this is emotional but real situation of my life, I am facing with. But I believe in God and I know that God will give me an opportunity to correct the entire situation. I have also so many experiences of many work like teaching, correcting situations, dancing etc. I also want to become a scientist and prove our holy books right 👍. I have a creative mind but no medium of doing anything near and creative . I'm a poetess and author because I can some imagery and stories based on imagination that can affect the real world and improve human's capacity of doing anything or any work and I have an idea which can save humanity as well as human's and nature' things . And everyone would be happy 😊 after implementing on my idea 💡.