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Chapter 1 - Kept by the Monster

Mature Content Warning – Reader Discretion Advised

This story contains dark, disturbing, and explicit content. Recommended for readers 18+. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Themes include, but are not limited to:

Explicit sexual content: adult scenes, sexual tension, and erotic situations

Psychological manipulation: gaslighting, mind games, emotional abuse, and controlling behavior

Physical violence and gore: fights, injuries, torture, and disturbing depictions of pain

Abuse: sexual, emotional, and sometimes physical abuse

Dark romance / toxic relationships: obsession, manipulation, possessiveness, and morally grey interactions

Trauma and suffering: past abuse, PTSD triggers, grief, and emotional scars

Morally complex characters: selfish, cruel, or morally ambiguous decisions

Disturbing power dynamics: domination, coercion, and extreme control

Betrayal, revenge, and deception

Mental instability / psychological horror: paranoia, breakdowns, and emotional distress

Non-consensual situations: uncomfortable or coercive interactions (trigger warning)

Addiction and self-destructive behavior: drugs, alcohol, or compulsive tendencies

Dark secrets and hidden agendas

Gritty, uncomfortable, or taboo situations

Manipulation of innocence or trust

Sexual power struggles and dominance/submission themes

Intense emotional tension and suspense

Occasional graphic descriptions of physical or emotional suffering

Note: If you are sensitive to sexual content, abuse, psychological torture, or morally grey characters, proceed with caution.

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Rowan's heel caught the toe of Isadora's shoe.

She stuttered mid-step, balance lost for a split second, body pitching forward.

Isadora moved on instinct. Her arm shot out, wrapping around Rowan's waist in a firm, possessive grip pulling her back upright before gravity could claim her.

The momentum carried them close too close.

Rowan's chest brushed Isadora's blazer, the heat of her body seeping through silk and cotton. Rowan's hands flew up instinctively, palms landing flat against Isadora's shoulders to steady herself.

And in that damn moment frozen, breathless, the party noise fading to white Isadora finally saw her face. Up close. No hospital haze. No turned back. No distance.

Rowan Blackwood's face was devastating.

Full lips soft, naturally pink, parted in surprise. Arched brows drawn together in a flicker of confusion.

Big brown eyes deep, warm hazel flecked with gold wide under thick, dark lashes that framed them like velvet.

Skin flawless under the chandelier light. The faint scent of citrus and cedar wrapped around Isadora like a trap.

Rowan blinked once long lashes sweeping down then focused. Recognition hit her like a slap.

Her eyes narrowed, the warmth in them icing over instantly. "You," Rowan breathed, voice low, sharp, barely audible over the music.

Isadora didn't let go. Her arm stayed locked around Rowan's waist firm, unyielding, thumb brushing the silk at the small of her back in a way that was anything but accidental.

She could feel the rapid rise and fall of Rowan's breathing against her chest, the way Rowan's hands still pressed against her shoulders not pushing away, not yet.

Isadora's mouth curved slow, dangerous, the same smile she'd worn on the yacht when she decided to burn everything down.

"Careful, Doctor," she murmured, voice velvet and edged with triumph. "Wouldn't want you to fall for me."

Rowan's jaw clenched. She tried to step back, but Isadora's grip tightened just enough to keep her there, close enough that their breaths mingled. "Let go," Rowan said quietly, deadly calm.

Isadora leaned in lips brushing the shell of Rowan's ear, words for her alone. "Not yet," she whispered. "Not until you admit you felt something just now. Even if it was only disgust."

Rowan's hands flexed against Isadora's shoulders fingers curling into the blazer fabric for a heartbeat before she shoved. Hard.

Isadora released her instantly, stepping back with a small, satisfied smile.

Rowan straightened her dress with shaking hands, cheeks flushed deeper now anger, embarrassment, something hotter she refused to name.

Her brown eyes blazed, lashes framing the fury like dark flames.

"Stay away from me," Rowan said, voice low and lethal. "I meant what I said earlier. I never want to see you again."

Isadora tilted her head, hair falling over one eye, blazer still perfectly sharp.

"Liar," she said softly.

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Isadora moved first.

Her arm slid around Rowan's waist hard, decisive, fingers splaying wide across the small of her back and pulling her in flush. Rowan's body jerked forward on instinct, chest colliding softly with Isadora's.

Their free hands found each other automatically palm to palm, fingers interlocking like muscle memory neither had forgotten.

For one heartbeat, neither breathed.

Then Isadora began to lead.

She moved them into the waltz with the same controlled grace she'd shown Noah, but this was different tighter, more urgent.

Her grip at Rowan's waist didn't loosen, if anything, it tightened, thumb pressing a slow, deliberate circle against the chiffon over Rowan's spine.

Rowan's free hand rested on Isadora's shoulder hesitant at first, then curling into the crisp linen like she needed the anchor.

They turned once. Twice.

Rowan's eyes stayed locked on Isadora's collarbone, refusing to lift. Isadora's gaze never left Rowan's face searching, drinking in every flicker of expression she tried to hide.

"You're shaking," Isadora whispered, so low the words were more breath than sound.

Rowan swallowed. "I'm not."

A lie. They both knew it.

Isadora dipped her deeper than she had Noah, slower, letting Rowan's head tip back just enough that the fairy lights caught in her eyes.

Rowan's breath hitched audibly. Isadora brought her up again, bodies still pressed close, no space left between them.

Rowan finally lifted her eyes.

Met Isadora's.

Isadora leaned in lips brushing the shell of Rowan's ear.

"One dance," she murmured. "That's all I'm taking."

Rowan closed her eyes for a single second.

Isadora swayed them through another slow circle, her arm locked around Rowan's waist like it belonged there firm, unyielding, but trembling just enough at the edges to betray her.

The music wrapped around them, soft and forgiving, but neither woman felt forgiven.

Rowan's back pressed fully against Isadora's front now, the shift happening naturally as Isadora turned her in the dance.

Rowan's shoulder blades met the crisp linen of Isadora's blazer, Isadora's chest rose and fell against her spine in shallow, uneven breaths.

Isadora dipped her head forward until the tip of her nose brushed the high curve of Rowan's cheek close enough that every exhale warmed Rowan's skin.

Rowan felt the first tear hit the side of her neck hot, silent, sliding down to disappear into the blush chiffon at her collarbone.

Isadora's voice came out raw, cracked at the edges, barely louder than a whisper against Rowan's ear.

"I'm so fucking helpless without you," she said, words spilling like they'd been dammed up for months.

"Hopeless. Every day I wake up and the first thing I do is check if you're still gone. Every night I lie there staring at the ceiling, counting how many hours it's been since I last heard your voice. I try, I try so hard, not to remember the way you laughed when you were half-asleep, or how your fingers used to curl into my shirt like you were afraid I'd disappear. I try not to remember the car, the way you said my name when you came, the way you looked at me like I was worth something. I try to forget all of it. I fail. Every single time."

Another tear fell. Then another. Isadora didn't wipe them away, she just held Rowan tighter, like letting go would shatter whatever was left.

"I spend my days pretending I'm fine perfect heiress, modest, reformed, all the headlines love it. But at night… I'm just this pathetic thing that can't breathe right when you're not in the room. I deleted everything. The video. The messages. The photos. I thought if I erased you, maybe I'd stop hurting. I didn't. I just hurt quieter."

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Isadora's voice cut through the air low, calm, lethal. "Wait."

Rowan froze mid-reach.

Isadora pulled her phone from her pocket. Tapped the screen once.

A sound filled the room.

Soft at first rustling fabric, heavy breathing then unmistakable.

Rowan's own voice. 

Moaning. 

Broken, needy, desperate.

"Oh... Isa... please... harder..."

Rowan's moans again. 

Her own voice begging. 

Her own body arching.

She stared at the screen like it was burning her retinas.

"You… you recorded it?"

Rowan's knees buckled. 

She caught herself against the door palm flat, sliding down an inch.

"That's… that's illegal. You can't... you can't have that."

Isadora lowered the phone slowly. 

The moans cut off when she paused the video.

"Illegal?" she echoed, almost gently. "Like fucking your seventeen-year-old patient in the backseat? Like letting her finger you until you screamed? Like coming home the next morning and lying to your friends that 'nothing happened'?"

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