LightReader

Chapter 10 - Virgin to Intimacy: The Strongest's Weakness

It was past midnight when the black sedan finally pulled up to the wooden structure of the First-Year Dorms. The building was silent, wrapped in the chirping of crickets and the rustling of leaves.

"We're here," Gojo announced, putting the car in park.

Yuji yawned, stretching his arms as he climbed out of the backseat. "Man, I'm beat! That was way more intense than a movie marathon. Thanks for the ride, Sensei!"

Miyuki stepped out into the cool mountain air. Her legs felt heavy, not just from exhaustion, but from the lingering adrenaline of the mission and the car ride. She looked up at the dorms. Fushiguro's light was off; Kugisaki's window was dark.

"Get some rest, you two," Gojo said, leaning across the passenger seat to look at them through the open window. His voice was casual, but his eyes lingered on Miyuki for a fraction of a second too long. "Tomorrow is going to be busy. Especially for you, Arima. We need to work on your 'output regulation' before you melt the cafeteria."

"Goodnight, Gojo," Miyuki murmured, clutching her cardigan tight around her chest. She didn't look him in the eye. She couldn't. Not after the closet.

"Night, Sensei!" Yuji waved, already heading up the stone path. "Coming, Arima-san?"

"Yes," she whispered.

She turned and followed Yuji toward the entrance. They were neighbors, after all.

Gojo watched them go—his bright, energetic student and the quiet, dangerous woman walking side by side into the shadows of the dormitory. He waited. He watched the lights in the hallway flicker on, then the light in Yuji's room, and finally, the light in the room next to it.

Only when he was sure she was safely inside behind the barrier, behind a locked door, and away from him did he finally put the car in gear and drive away into the night.

The Morgue

Shoko Ieiri was used to late-night visitors. Usually, they were bleeding, dying, or dead.

So, when the door to the morgue slid open at 1:00 AM, she didn't look up from her tablet. She just took a drag of her cigarette and exhaled a thin plume of smoke.

"If you're bleeding, use bed three. If you're dying, use bed one. If you're dead, the freezer is to your left."

"I'm none of the above," a familiar, annoying voice drawled.

Shoko looked up. Gojo Satoru was standing in the doorway. He looked pristine, uniform clean, hair perfect, blindfold on. But Shoko had known him since they were fifteen. She knew how to read the tension in his jaw.

"You look weird," Shoko stated flatly. "Did the mission go south?"

"Mission was a success," Gojo said, strolling in. He hopped onto an empty autopsy table and sat down, swinging his long legs. "Grade 2 curse exorcised."

"Then why are you hiding in my morgue?"

"I'm not hiding. I'm visiting my favorite doctor."

"You only visit when you want to complain about the higher-ups or brag about Yuji." Shoko spun her chair around to face him. She narrowed her eyes. "Your heart rate is elevated."

Gojo froze. "No, it isn't."

"I can hear it from here, Satoru. It's skipping." She stood up, walking over to him. She leaned in, squinting. "And your cursed energy... It's agitated. It's usually a calm lake. Right now, it looks like someone threw a boulder into it."

Gojo leaned back, resting on his hands, trying to look casual. "Maybe I drank too much coffee."

"You don't drink coffee. You eat sugar." Shoko poked his knee. "What happened?"

Gojo stared at the ceiling tiles. He thought about the smell of jasmine and fear. He thought about the soft pressure of Miyuki's lips. He thought about the humiliation—and the thrill—of losing control over his own body for the first time.

He was twenty-eight. He was a god among men. And he had almost lost his mind because a woman brushed against him in a closet.

"Shoko," Gojo said, his voice unusually quiet.

"Yeah?"

"Hypothetically speaking..."

Shoko rolled her eyes. "Oh, here we go."

"Hypothetically," Gojo continued, "if someone... let's say, someone with a very precise control over their body... had a reaction to a stimulus they usually ignore..."

"You mean an erection?" Shoko asked bluntly.

Gojo choked on air. "Shoko! Have some tact!"

"I'm a doctor. I deal with bodies. You're talking about a physiological response," Shoko deadpanned, taking another drag. "So? You got hard. Congratulations. You're a healthy adult male. I was starting to worry you were actually a ken-doll down there."

Gojo groaned, covering his face with one hand. "It's not that simple. It was... intense. I couldn't stop it. The Limitless didn't work on it."

"Of course it didn't. Biology isn't a cursed technique, idiot. Hormones travel through the blood. You can't filter out your own adrenaline." Shoko looked at him with a mix of amusement and pity. "Let me guess. Arima-san?"

Gojo went still. He didn't answer, which was answer enough.

Shoko laughed. It was a dry, raspy sound. "Wow. The civilian? The one you said was 'interesting purely for academic reasons'?"

"She has the Six Eyes," Gojo defended weakly.

"She has you wrapped around her finger, apparently," Shoko corrected. She walked back to her desk and stubbed out her cigarette. "Look, Satoru. You've spent your whole life being 'The Strongest'. You've never had to deal with human messy stuff because you put a wall between you and everyone else."

She pointed her scalpel at him.

"You finally let someone in that personal space. Of course, your body panicked. You're a virgin to intimacy, Satoru. Literal or otherwise."

Gojo slid off the table. He shoved his hands in his pockets, his posture returning to that arrogant slouch.

"I'm leaving," he announced. "You're terrible at therapy."

"I'm great at diagnostics," Shoko called after him. "Diagnosis: You're human. Good luck with that. Oh, and Satoru?"

Gojo paused at the door.

"If you break her heart because you're scared of your own feelings, I'll let Yuji punch you. Without the Limitless."

Gojo didn't reply. He stepped out into the hallway, the fluorescent lights buzzing overhead.

He touched his lip again. The phantom warmth was still there.

Human, he thought with a sneer. Disgusting.

He started walking toward the teacher's dorms, but his feet felt heavy. He knew, with terrifying certainty, that sleep wouldn't come easily tonight. Not when the memory of Miyuki Arima—her scent, her fear, her taste—was louder than any curse he had ever exorcised.

The Shower

Miyuki stood under the scalding hot water of the dorm showers, scrubbing her skin raw.

She washed away the museum's dust, the smell of ancient bones, and the curse's grime. But she couldn't wash away the sensation of him.

The water pounded against her back, but all she could feel was the phantom weight of Gojo's chest crushing her against the stone wall. She closed her eyes, and the image flashed behind her eyelids: the blue glow of his eye in the dark, the sweat on his neck, the way his breath hitched when her hips had moved against him.

"Stupid," she whispered, leaning her forehead against the wet tiles. "He's your teacher. He's the strongest sorcerer alive. He's a walking natural disaster."

But he was also a man.

That was the dangerous realization. Until tonight, Gojo Satoru had been a concept—a god, a protector, an annoying genius. But in that closet, stripped of his infinity and his composure, he had just been a guy. A guy who got turned on because a girl was pressed against him.

It made him less terrifying. And infinitely more dangerous.

She turned off the water and wrapped a towel around herself. The mirror was fogged up. She wiped a circle in the condensation and stared at her own reflection. Her lips were still slightly swollen.

"Goodnight, Satoru."

More Chapters