I had naver thought that I would love him this much . I didn't even realize when or how it started , but slowly my heart become deeply attached to him . When I think about him , my heart feels heavy and even when I try to forget him , I cannot . No matter how much I try to move on , he always comes back into my thoughts
Something I tell myself that I should stop loving him , that I should be strong and let go But my heart doesn't listen to my mind. Even when I try to keep distance, my feelings for him only grow stronger. I don't know when this love became so deep , but now it feels impossible to pull myself out of it
I know that loving him may not be right , and I know that this love brings pain . Still , I cannot stop myself. Even when I am hurt , even when I cry silently, my heart still chooses him .I keep hoping that one day thinks will change that maybe he will understand me , or that fate will give us a chance
But deep inside , I am also afraid. Afraid that all this love might be one-sided , afraid that I might be the only one holding on . Still , even with all this fear and pain , I cannot erase him from my heart . No matter how hard I try , he remains a part of me , and this love continues to stay with me