According to it and from what I researched, I'll be in the 922nd regression cycle of the Joonghyuk.
"Dokja will be killed by the one he loves the most." Ah will I one day be in his position and be killed by the one I love the most?
Isn't that just heartbreaking and cruel? The world of TWSA really is such a tragedy after all. A young boy reading a webnovel just to survive for 10 years straight.
I'm sure a lot of dokja fragments live somewhere in these worlds. It was thanks to ORV that lead me to continue my story in this worldline. I truly wonder if my stories can become famous one day.
I'm simply always in pain and have a lot of mental illnesses. I am the embodiment of a human sunfish. It's not like anyone could understand me. I felt like I was The Mad Butcher. People was scared of me and no one understood her nor did they even want to.
I only could survive by attempting to imagine myself like I am in the world of TWSA. I truly do feel like my reality is already a mentally ruined world.
I wonder if I could at least become Kygrios' student by becoming tiny in one of the regression timelines. It'll probably be in the Japanese domain from what I heard of.
I wonder how many people would read my story or if it would be forgotten. Stories are people too ya know. I watched scream 7 and questioned if that was a real scene at times or if it was fake. I watched that movie thinking it was all real.
Just to see if I could become like Joonghyuk and simply endure it. I wanted to see if I could choose my own destiny instead of everyone forcing their words onto me.