Tamato perspective:
Life- truly I ask you? what is life about, what is the value of it and what is the purpose of it. It is to make people suffer or to take away the people who are closest to you or ii it about death. These were my thoughts when growing up because I had just lost all my family I ever knew on a shooting site. While everybody ran for the lives they shielded me so as to not get hit and die. They loved me so much that they sacrificed themselves as a price. And because I was a kid I thought they would wake up like in the movies but they never did. I cried everyday because it was my fault they died, I wanted to go to the park but unfortunately there was a shooting when we got there.
Sometimes I wonder, what if I never went to the park with them, then maybe they would have never died. But I guess it is too late but I had a dream about my family telling me to move forward and they will always be with me no matter what. It was this dream that gave me the courage to move on and with the help of Hayato. Who has been there with me since birth we are like brothers born by different mothers. He experienced a similar situation but he only lost his grandparent. Who were the only family he had, so their death really got to him causing him not to eat for a while. Knowing my pain he let me be alone for a while and after I got better we continued our friendship now stronger than ever. That is why I can be myself with Nanase the person I love because she has always been with me when we were little.