In the hot summers of May, my final result was declared. It was not any fancy result, It was the iconic result of class 7th where everything begin.
"Vishu! What's this ha? you just got 70 in SST And 68 in English out of 80 ! I didn't expected this from you."
"Mom can you learn how to put your emotions correctly in front of others please?"
"What do you even mean? How do you dare to speak back to me, ha?"
I couldn't understand her in my whole life. She cared but couldn't speak out. Always angry and scarstic in her own way. Well who could scold someone getting out of marks in maths and science and scoring 95% ?
Anyways I was not bothering her . But my father expected more from me.
"Vishwajeet. you have scored well. But, the next time it should be more than 98% . With this attitude you can't crack 10th , 12th & NEE."
He said seeing my result sheet on a table . I couldn't understand this reaction also we came from the family whose secret i still couldn't understand. His face was expressionless.
He was happy from inside but the words spoke out were more sharper that arrows which punchered my heart long back ago…
"Ma!, I am going with my friends"
"Don't be late on your way back . You also have to study afterwards dear..."
Well , she expected me to study , but my mind said skip this shit for today . My friends were my only comfort place where I would relax. But no one knewed that I was going to meet someone which would become my inner core of comfort place.
There was a big playground near my home which was meeting place of our so called gang . My gang included Viraj, Omkar and Shreyash. Omkar was 1 year senior to me , Viraj & Shreyash. But only Viraj understood me and my broken heart which was nearly heartless . No feelings . Nothing. Just a organ which was loyal to my body and me.
Shreyash didn't understood me. He was a fool but sometimes he would say such deep lines that it would take one or two day to understand. God is a great maker, using his mind to create such creatures which ment a lot to this world.
I don't know why, but I didn't trusted Omkar. There was no such particular reason or nor he betrayed us before . But still he was a part of our gang.
But no one knewed that the person my guts didn't trusted was the first person to break my heart's trust first time…