not long after this i found myself sitting in math class thinking to myself *mmm is it just me or is hermes kinda...pretty? well he is nice and tall and his eyes look amazing but he is straight so if i have a crush on him theres a really high chance he wont like me back mmm well i dont know his exact identity so theres still a chance even if i dont have a crush and are just insane theres always a chance...right? well if were all being honest hermes does give off either closeted or unknown gay vibes to me i might just be objectifying him though and thats wrong so im probobly just wrong...unless im right
*meanwhile back hermes class*
as i sit in this boring awful irrelevant class i can help but think to myself *mmm i ya know asher is kinda...i dont know...handsome? WAIT WHAT well...im not denying that asher is kinda pretty but would that mean i have a crush on him or something!? well theres nothing wrong with being gay so technically i shouldnt be freaking out right? if i do ended up having a crush on ash its probobly fine since if im being honest he does give off secretly gay vibes to me pretty sure that just makes him cool though so at the end of the day when im hanging out at his house ill tell him how i feel and it will be fine...hopefully