He once stands on top of everyone when it comes to studying.He works more than anyone. He rose on top with pure hardwork. He avoids mistake no matter what.
But it all change when he's parent divorced. He did he's best to help his parent to get back together,but nothing change. Because of this,he changed. He started to hate his parent and he started to be addicted to games. He locked himself in a room covered with darkness.
"Why,why,why do I need to suffer for them? Do they even care for what would I feel? I thought they love each other?" he said while crying at the corner of he's room.
He stayed in his room in a month, and finally made up his mind to go out. It is also the first day of school in highschool. He left without even saying goodbye to his mom.
He arrived at school in a full uniform.As he walks in the hallway, he is being gossiped..
"Isn't it that our top student in middle school?"
"So we end up being in the same school as him"
"you think we're lucky?". They gossiped
He arrived in his classroom and someone approached him at his back and puts his arm across him "hey buddy, how's you doing?"
"I'm fine,Carl and get your hand off me" he said while pissed and walked straight to go to his seat.
"what's wrong with Himmel" Carl whispered.
Himmel sitted on his seat and turned his gaze into the window with a blank mind.The class started and he just looked into the window throughout the day without care to the world.
At last,the class ends.He grabbed his bag and walked to go outside. On his way he noticed the saw the library and he thought no one would be around. He entered and picked a book.After that he went to the seat besides the window. He sitted and read the book he picked.
As he read,someone tapped his back.
"Excuse me, do you mind lending that book to me after you finish?"
Himmel looked at her "um-sorry?"
"I said,do you mind lending that book to me after you done?"
"You can have it now, I'm almost done"
"thank you" she said with a bright smile that cannot be explained.
Himmel grabbed his bag and went outside of the library.
"Who's that girl? I've never seen her before,uh nevermind" he said as he walk.
Himmel went home and found that no ones home.He quickly change his clothes and went to the kitchen to cook for dinner. He grabbed a pan,and open the stove to pre-heat the pan.After that he scrambled two eggs and sliced some onion. He sliced the onion into tiny pieces. He added a little bit of oil into the pan and waited for the oil to get hot. After the oil gotten hotter he added the tiny pieces of onions, followed by the scrambled egg.
"Finally done" he said with a sigh. "Gotta eat before mom get home"
Though it's been a while since his parents divorce.He still doesn't forgive them for not considering his feelings. And they still didn't get a proper conversation for a long time. But that doesn't mean that he doesn't care about his mom. He wrote a letter on top of the cover of the food that he cooked for his mom that says "eat this mom, don't let yourself starve".
He quickly went to his room and locked the door. He went to his pc and played some games before he went to sleep.
Soon, his mother arrived. While she walked through the kitchen to cook for her own food. She saw a letter in a covered cooked food. She can't help but cry and said "I thought you wouldn't care for me, but you still tried to cook for me. You're still such a good son" she sobs.
Morning arrives and Himmel woke up by the brightness of the sun.He slowly grabbed his phone and looked for the time.
"Damn I'm late" he shouted. He quickly took a bath and change his clothes. He didn't even eat. He ran through all street and finally arrived at his school "I almost didn't made it" he said.
He went to his classroom and sitted on his seat. He again turned his eyes into the window and, suddenly someone tapped him. He turned his head and saw someone he remembers.