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Chapter 3 - Chapter Three: The Affair She Pretended Not to See

Amara had known long before that night.

Not in the way people imagine—no sudden revelation, no single undeniable moment. It had crept into her awareness quietly, disguised as discomfort, as doubt she scolded herself for having. At first, it felt like an ache she couldn't locate, something wrong she couldn't name without sounding paranoid.

But the signs were there.

They always are.

Daniel stopped touching her the way he used to. His kisses became brief, distracted, as if his mind were somewhere else entirely. When she reached for him in bed, his body felt absent even when it was physically present. He rolled away sooner. Claimed exhaustion. Claimed stress. Claimed deadlines that never seemed to end.

He worked later.

Smiled at his phone more than he smiled at her.

And when Amara asked about it—gently, carefully, afraid of sounding accusatory—he sighed, like a man burdened by an unreasonable wife.

"Can't I have anything that's mine?" he'd asked once, not even looking up from the screen.

She'd apologized immediately.

Becky noticed the shift before Amara admitted it to herself.

Sweet, attentive Becky. Her younger sister had always known how to position herself—just close enough to seem supportive, just distant enough to remain innocent. She started coming by more often, usually when Daniel was home. Sometimes she arrived unannounced, keys jingling as if the apartment were hers.

Her visits became frequent.

Too frequent.

She borrowed Daniel's shirts when she stayed late, claiming she'd spilled something on her own clothes. She laughed too loudly at his jokes, throwing her head back in a way that drew his eyes to her throat, her collarbone. She sat too close on the couch, her thigh brushing his as though it belonged there.

Amara noticed everything.

She just didn't say anything.

Instead, she told herself she was imagining it. That she was being insecure. That her past anxieties were resurfacing because things had been difficult between her and Daniel lately.

She told herself Becky would never do that.

She always did this—made excuses, softened reality until it felt manageable. It was a skill she had perfected over years of loving Daniel. He had taught her how.

The first message came late at night.

She had already gone to bed. Daniel was still awake beside her, the glow of his phone lighting up his face. Amara watched the reflection dance across the ceiling, irritation curling quietly in her chest. When her own phone buzzed on the nightstand, she frowned.

Becky:He's amazing, you know.

Amara stared at the screen for a long time.

The words didn't make sense. Not on their own. Not without context. Her heart began to beat faster, though she didn't yet know why. She turned slightly, glancing at Daniel. He was smiling at his phone, thumb moving quickly.

Amara:What do you mean?

Three dots appeared.

Then disappeared.

Then appeared again.

Amara's stomach tightened with each second that passed.

Becky:Nothing. Just saying.

Daniel shifted beside her, placing his phone face-down on the mattress.

"You okay?" he asked casually.

She nodded. "Yeah."

She wasn't.

The second message came two nights later.

A photo.

Taken in the dark.

Daniel's hand.

Becky's thigh.

Close enough that there was no mistaking intimacy. The angle wasn't accidental. The message was deliberate.

Amara dropped the phone as if it had burned her.

Her chest seized, pain blooming so sharply she thought she might actually die. She pressed her palm flat against her sternum, trying to breathe through it, but her lungs refused to cooperate. Her vision narrowed, the room tilting dangerously.

Daniel stirred. "What's wrong?"

She didn't answer.

She couldn't.

When she confronted him the next morning, he laughed.

Not nervously.

Not guiltily.

Calmly.

"You're being insecure," he said, sipping his coffee as if they were discussing the weather. "You always do this."

She stood there shaking, phone clenched in her hand, the image burned into her mind. "That doesn't look like nothing."

He glanced at the screen and shrugged. "She leaned against me. You're reading into it."

Amara opened her mouth to argue.

Then closed it.

She apologized.

The apology tasted bitter, but it came out anyway. It always did.

The voice note arrived a week later.

This time, Becky didn't bother pretending.

Her voice was breathless, mocking, intimate. The sound of a woman who knew she was wanted.

He says you're boring in bed. That you cry too much. He says you wouldn't last a day without him.

Amara listened to it once.

Then again.

And again.

Each replay felt like another incision, clean and precise. By the fourth time, her ears rang. By the tenth, her hands were numb.

When she played it for Daniel, she watched his face carefully, desperate for something—anger, denial, shame.

He didn't deny it.

He just sighed, rubbing his temple like she was giving him a headache.

"You should be grateful I chose you," he said. "No one else would put up with you."

Something inside her cracked.

Not loudly.

Quietly.

He didn't deny it.

Nor did he accept it as truth.

He simply positioned himself above it.

Above her.

He had chased her once.

Relentlessly.

Flowers delivered to her workplace. Long calls that stretched into the early hours of the morning. Promises whispered like secrets only they shared. He told her she was special. Different. That no one understood him the way she did.

She had believed him.

Then slowly—so slowly she didn't notice the shift until it was complete—he took everything away.

Her friends disappeared one by one. He never forbade her from seeing them; he simply made it difficult. Criticized them. Pointed out their flaws. Suggested they didn't really care about her.

Her confidence eroded. Comments disguised as concern chipped away at her self-worth.

Her money vanished next.

"You don't need to work," he'd said gently, when she hesitated about quitting her job. "I'll take care of you."

She had felt loved then.

Protected.

By the time she realized what he'd done, she didn't know how to leave. She didn't know who she was without him. Every path forward felt terrifying, impossible.

So she stayed.

And Becky stayed too.

Always smiling.

Always watching.

Always reminding her—subtly, cruelly—that she was replaceable.

That night—the night everything ended—Amara had only returned to the apartment because she forgot her passport.

Daniel had insisted on the trip. Booked it suddenly. Urgently.

You need this vacation, he'd said, brushing her hair back from her face. I'll join you later, when my work deadline is met.

She had believed him.

She always did.

As she climbed the stairs to the apartment, she felt uneasy, though she couldn't explain why. The hallway was too quiet. The door unlocked too easily.

Then she heard laughter.

And the truth finally stopped whispering.

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