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Chapter 4 - That Name

Mia POV

I stay pressed against the wall long after the footsteps fade.

My ear is still touching the door. My pen is still in my hand. The notepad with my half-drawn map is on the bed behind me, and none of it matters right now because my brain has stopped doing all of the useful, practical, keep-yourself-alive work it was doing five minutes ago and is now doing only one thing.

Replaying that day.

Three months ago. A Tuesday. I remember because I had just switched my day off at the flower shop and Tuesdays were supposed to be my slow mornings, late coffee, the kind of day that belongs to no one. I was still in my pajamas when the knock came.

Two men. Suits. The kind of faces that have delivered bad news enough times that delivering it doesn't move them anymore.

Ms. Cole? Your father, Victor Cole, was found late last night outside the Harmon parking garage on Fifth. He was shot twice. He did not survive.

I remember the door frame. I remember grabbing it. I remember one of the men reaching out like he might catch me and then pulling his hand back because catching me wasn't his job, delivering the sentence was, and the sentence was done.

I remember the sound I made. I have never made that sound before or since. I hope I never make it again.

The investigation lasted fourteen days.

Fourteen days, and then a detective named Greer called me into a small office with bad lighting and a dying plant on the windowsill and told me they were closing the case. No witnesses. No physical evidence beyond the shells. Looked like a robbery gone wrong, Ms. Cole. I'm sorry.

I asked him how a man with twelve dollars in his wallet and a ten-year-old watch looked like a robbery target.

Greer looked at his desk.

I asked him if he had any other leads. Any names.

And this is the part I have turned over in my mind every single day for three months. Because Greer opened his mouth and a name started to come out of it, Reyes, I heard the first syllable clearly, Rey, and then he stopped. Pressed his lips together. Shuffled the papers on his desk. Said: "I misspoke. There are no other leads. The case is closed."

I pushed. I pushed for two weeks after that, called the precinct, went back twice, and sent a letter. Every door I knocked on closed faster than the one before it. People who should have helped me looked at me like I was asking them to do something dangerous.

Because I was.

I just didn't know what the danger had a name.

Now I do.

I peel myself off the wall. I walk to the bed, and I sit down, and I put the notepad on my knee, and I write the name at the top of the page, under the map I was drawing, pressing the pen hard enough that it almost tears through.

REYES.

Then I sit with it.

Here is the thing about rage, real rage, the deep kind, the kind that comes after grief has had time to settle and harden: it is not loud. It does not throw things or scream or fall apart. It gets very, very quiet. It gets organized. It starts asking questions that have answers, and it starts making lists that have endings.

I am inside his house.

I was not supposed to be. I was supposed to end up with the old man from the auction, that gravelly voice, that patient certainty. Instead, one voice from the back of the room changed everything. I don't know why. I don't know what I am to Reyes, what debt or deal or accident of timing put me here instead of somewhere worse.

But I am here.

And here have walls I can learn and guards I can count and routines I can map. Here is a woman in a gray uniform who says please and means it. Here is a hallway that is forty feet from the man I have been trying to find for three months.

I am not a prisoner.

I am undercover.

It doesn't matter that no one asked me to be. It doesn't matter that I have no training, no backup, and no plan beyond survive and watch and learn. My father raised me in a house with very little money and a very full library, and he always said the same thing when I came home from school upset about something I couldn't fix: You can't control the problem, Mia. You can only control what you know about it. So learn everything.

I pick up the pen.

I write under his name: What do I know?

Then I start listing. He is wealthy, the house, the car, the auction price. He is the powerful detective, the closed case, the name that makes people go silent. He is connected to the guards, the auction location, and the woman in gray who knew about my wrists before I arrived.

He is careful.

Careful men make fewer mistakes. But they still leave them.

I am writing down the word mistakes when I hear them.

Not voices this time. Just one sound. Small but absolute.

The lock.

Clicking open.

I am on my feet before I have decided to stand. The notepad goes under the mattress in one motion, practiced, like I have been doing it for years, like my body knew before my brain did that this was coming. I am standing in the center of the room, facing the door, hands loose at my sides, when the handle moves.

Footsteps.

One person. The stride is slow, not because they are being careful, but because they are not in a hurry. This is a person who moves at their own pace always, because nothing in their world has ever required them to rush. That kind of walk belongs to one type of person.

Someone who has never once in their life been afraid of what is on the other side of a door.

My heart is slamming so hard I can feel it in my teeth.

I think: whatever he looks like, don't react. Whatever he says, don't break. You are the only weapon you have right now, and you cannot afford to be afraid of him.

I think: Dad, give me something. Anything.

The door opens.

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