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Chapter 5 - Everything Real

Dual POV

MIA

The message stares up at me from my phone.

Your mother's debt to the De Voss family. I think you should know what it actually is.

I look up. Nathan is already gone, swallowed by the crowd, that dark jacket disappearing around the edge of the room like he was never here at all. I take three steps after him and lose him completely.

I look back down at the message.

My mother has a debt. I knew that in the vague, pushed-to-the-back way you know things you are not ready to look at. She mentioned it once, two years ago, when the heating broke, and she sat at the kitchen table doing math on a notepad and crying quietly. She said: It's fine, it's managed, don't worry about it, Mia. I did not push. I was sixteen, and I did not want to know.

I want to know now.

I type back: Tell me.

Three dots appear. Then:

Not tonight. Tonight is already enough. Sleep first.

I stare at those words for a long moment. Then I put my phone in my bag.

I look at the room, the booth where Kyle and his friends are now aggressively not looking at me, Becca saying something to Tyler, and Marcus with his phone angled in a way I do not like. The music is still going. The club does not care what just happened. The world is very good at not caring.

I walk toward the exit.

I am almost at the door when I hear Kyle's voice.

"Mia. Stop."

NATHAN

He is in his car before Kyle catches up.

He knows Kyle is coming; he could hear him behind him through the crowd, that particular heavy-footed walk Kyle has had since he was fourteen, always louder than necessary, always announcing himself. Nathan sits in the driver's seat and does not start the engine.

Kyle pulls the passenger door open and gets in without asking.

"What was that?" Kyle says.

Nathan looks at the steering wheel.

"What was that?" Kyle says again, louder. His voice is cracking slightly at the edges. "You sat there the whole night and said nothing, and then she walked over to you and you just."

"She made a choice," Nathan says.

"She is my girlfriend."

Nathan looks at him then. Directly. "She came here alone on her birthday. You did not save her a seat. You kissed another girl in front of forty people for a dare." A pause. "And then you called it nothing."

Kyle's jaw tightens. "It was nothing."

"I know you believe that," Nathan says. "That is the problem."

Kyle looks out the windshield. His hands are on his knees, pressed flat, and Nathan can see the effort it is taking him to keep himself contained. Kyle has always had this pressure that builds when he does not get what he expects, when the world declines to arrange itself the way he planned.

"She chose you to humiliate me," Kyle says.

"She chose the one person in the room who was not laughing at her," Nathan says. "That happened to be me."

Silence.

Kyle turns. "Do you like her?"

Nathan says nothing for exactly long enough that it becomes its own answer.

Kyle laughs short and hard. "Unbelievable."

"Go back inside," Nathan says. "Go find her and apologize. A real one, not an explanation dressed up as an apology. If you still have her, and I am not certain you do, you should not waste it."

Kyle gets out of the car.

Nathan watches him go.

He starts the engine.

He does not drive away.

MIA

Kyle is calmer than I expected.

That is almost worse. When Kyle is loud, I know where I stand. When he is quiet and controlled, using his careful voice, it means he has decided to be strategic, and strategic Kyle has always been harder to hold a line against.

"Come outside," he says. "Five minutes. Just talk."

"I don't want to talk, Kyle."

"Mia." He steps closer. "I kissed her through a piece of paper. It was stupid, and I should not have done it without warning you, but it was literally a game. You walked into a back room with my uncle." A pause. "You want to talk about proportional responses?"

And there it is. The thing I knew was coming was the reframe, where my reaction is the issue and his action is the context. I have lived inside this logic for two years. I know every room in it.

"I did a dare," I say. "The same as you."

"It is not the same."

"Because yours was just a game and mine means something?"

His eyes flash. "Because he is thirty-two years old and you are."

"Eighteen," I say. "As of today. In case you forgot."

He stops.

Something crosses his face genuinely. For just a second, under all the strategy, something that might actually be guilt. He looks at me, and I can see him remembering that today is my birthday. That he did not text. That I came here alone.

"Mia," he says, softer now.

"Don't," I say. "Not with the soft voice. Not right now."

He reaches for my hand.

I let him take it because I am tired, and I loved him for two years, and even when people hurt you, the love does not just turn off like a switch; it leaks out slowly, and mine is leaking right now.

But I do not hold his hand back.

He feels the difference.

He drops it.

"Go back to your friends," I say. "I'm going home."

I walk out.

The night air hits me, and I breathe it in cool and clean and full of city sounds. I stand on the sidewalk and let it settle over me. I check my phone. The text from Nathan is still there.

One more has arrived while I was inside.

The debt has been growing for twelve years. By now, it is large enough to matter. Someone in my family has been making sure of that. I am trying to fix it. I wanted you to know someone is trying.

I read it three times.

Then I go home.

NATHAN

He drives for forty minutes without a destination.

This is a thing he does when his mind will not quiet, gets in the car, picks a direction, lets the movement do what stillness cannot. He drives through the lit-up parts of the city and then the quieter parts, and he thinks about a girl in a small room who told him the truth like she was not used to people receiving it.

I am so tired of being the person everyone walks on.

She said it simply. No performance, no angle. Just a fact she had been carrying long enough that it had worn grooves in her.

He told her she was wasting herself. He should not have said it; it was too much, too honest, too close to a thing a person says when they are invested, and he is not supposed to be invested. He has watched from a careful distance for months, ever since he found his father's files and saw her name connected to the debt. He told himself it was strategic. Research. Due diligence on people connected to the De Voss accounts.

He is not in the car at eleven p.m., thinking about her because of the strategy.

His phone buzzes on the passenger seat.

He pulls over and looks.

It's Mia. Who are you to tell me I'm wasting myself? You don't know me.

He stares at the message. He did not give her his number. He sent those texts from his business line, the one he uses for external communications. She found her way back through it.

Of course she did.

He types: You're right. I don't know you.

He sends it.

Three dots appear immediately.

Then why does it feel like you do?

Not a question. A statement. The most honest kind.

He sits with his phone in his hands for a long time. The city goes on outside his window. He thinks about Kyle's face in the car. He thinks about Gerald's files in his desk drawer, twelve years of engineered debt sitting in a manila folder, Mia's mother's name on page four.

He types: I know enough.

He sends it.

He puts the car in drive.

MIA The Next Morning

I wake up to forty-seven notifications.

I stare at the ceiling for ten seconds, preparing myself, then pick up my phone.

A video. Posted at 11:13 p.m. last night. Already viewed eleven thousand times.

It is me. Walking across the club. Choosing Nathan. The angle from Tyler's seat is good, with good lighting and completely clear. You can see my face and Nathan standing, and the look that passed between us, and the whole room reacting. Whoever filmed it cut it at exactly the right moment for maximum damage: right when Kyle stands up. His face says everything.

The comments are what I expected.

She literally walked past her boyfriend to pick up his uncle, lmao. Gold digger radar goes BRRR. That poor boy. Wait, is that Nathan De Voss?? THE Nathan De Voss??

I scroll past that last one and stop.

I scroll back.

Nathan De Voss. CEO of De Voss Corp. Estimated net worth

I sit up in bed.

I type his name into the search bar with hands that have started doing the shaking thing again.

The results load.

Nathan De Voss. Thirty-two. Chief Executive of De Voss Corporation, one of the largest private investment firms in the country. Son of Gerald De Voss. Known for being intensely private, rarely photographed, and never linked publicly to anyone.

There are maybe six photos of him online. In all of them, he looks exactly like he did last night, still sharp, taking up exactly the space he needs and no more.

In the most recent one, from a board dinner eight months ago, he is standing next to a man I recognize.

Gerald De Voss.

Kyle's grandfather.

The man my mother owes money to.

My phone rings.

Unknown number.

I pick up.

Nathan's voice: calm, unhurried, like it is a perfectly normal Sunday morning.

"You searched my name."

"You knew I would," I say.

"Yes."

"You are not just Kyle's uncle."

"No."

"The debt," I say. "Your family's company. That is who she owes."

A pause. Just long enough.

"Yes."

The word lands in the center of my chest and spreads outward, cold and clarifying, like ice water over something I was only half-awake to.

I say, "How long have you known about me?"

The silence on the other end of the line is three seconds too long.

"Mia"

"How long, Nathan?"

Another pause.

"Longer than last night," he says.

Outside my window, my phone lights up with a new notification.

The video now has fifty thousand views.

My name is in the title.

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