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Chapter 7 - Separate Worlds

The morning after her wedding, Grace woke alone.

She lay in the unfamiliar bed of the suite that had somehow been made to feel like her childhood bedroom, and for a moment, she didn't remember where she was. Then it came back. The courthouse. The cold kiss. The way Sebastian had checked his phone during the reception.

She was married to a stranger who didn't know her middle name.

Grace showered and dressed in clothes that someone else had selected for her. Downstairs, the penthouse was silent. She found coffee made in the kitchen, fresh and still warm. The housekeeper had been here. Sebastian had probably left for work hours ago.

She was pouring coffee into a cup when she heard the elevator open.

"Grace." Sebastian stepped into the penthouse wearing a different suit than yesterday, carrying his laptop. He looked exactly the same as he had in his office. Untouchable. Professional. Like their marriage was just another item on his schedule.

"Good morning," she said quietly.

"I realized I didn't give you the full tour yesterday," he said, checking his watch. "The dinner is tonight at seven. You need to know where things are."

It wasn't an apology. It was an explanation delivered the way you'd explain where the bathroom was to a guest who was staying a few nights.

"Of course," Grace said.

He moved through the penthouse with the ease of someone who'd lived there for years. "Kitchen. Housekeeper stocks it weekly. Don't leave instructions for meals unless you want something specific. She knows what to prepare."

Grace followed him, noting how he didn't once turn to check if she was behind him. He just assumed she was there. She might as well be a shadow.

"Living room. You can use this space whenever you want. Just don't touch the art. It's insured individually, and I'd prefer if nothing got damaged."

The art on the walls looked like it was meant to be admired, not lived with. Everything in the penthouse looked that way. Expensive. Empty. Designed for a man who'd decided the world wasn't worth decorating for.

"My office." He pointed to a door on the far end of the living room. "Don't enter without knocking. When I'm working, I can't be interrupted."

"Of course," Grace said again. It was becoming her default response.

He continued walking, and she continued following. At the far end of the penthouse, he opened a door. "Your bedroom. Bathroom attached. You'll have privacy."

The suite was beautiful. Elegant. Completely impersonal. It was the guest room of a five-star hotel, not the bedroom of someone's wife. Grace's stomach dropped the moment she saw it.

"Where's your room?" she asked quietly.

Sebastian pointed to the opposite end of the penthouse, the direction they'd come from. "That side. Opposite end."

Separate bedrooms. Of course there were separate bedrooms. She'd read it in the contract. No emotional involvement. No romantic involvement. But reading it and standing in two separate suites on opposite sides of a massive penthouse were different things.

"I work late," Sebastian said. His tone suggested this was an explanation, though it explained nothing. "This arrangement is better for both of us."

"Yes," Grace said. "Of course."

He checked his phone, and she watched him make a decision. Whatever message he was reading was more important than her. She watched him choose work over the first conversation they were having in their marriage.

"I have calls to make," he said. "Make yourself comfortable."

He disappeared down the hallway, and Grace heard his office door close quietly behind him. Not a slam. Not anger. Just the sound of him removing himself from her presence.

She stood alone in the beautiful guest room that was apparently her home now.

The suite had everything. A king-size bed with Egyptian cotton sheets. A marble bathroom with heated floors. A walk-in closet already filled with clothes in her size. A television. A reading nook with carefully selected books. Someone had created the fantasy of a life for her. They'd just forgotten to include the life itself.

Grace walked to the window. The penthouse was high enough that the city spread beneath her looked like a painting. Unreal. Separated from her by glass and distance. She was in a beautiful cage at the top of the world, and she was completely alone.

She picked up her phone. Lily had texted: "How was the wedding? Are you okay?"

Grace stared at the message for a long time. How was the wedding? It was brief and cold and her father had toasted new beginnings while her stepsister wore her grandmother's ring. It was a business transaction in a building where people get divorced.

She texted back: "It was fine. I'm fine."

Lily's response came immediately: "You're lying. Call me when you can."

Grace set the phone down. She didn't want to call Lily. She didn't want to explain how she'd married a man who'd already decided she was invisible. She didn't want to admit that this was exactly what she'd agreed to, and now that she was living it, the contract suddenly felt like a prison sentence she'd volunteered for.

Through the walls, she could hear Sebastian on a conference call. His voice was low and controlled, the voice of a man making decisions that affected thousands of people. The voice of a man who'd probably never once questioned whether he mattered. Never once wondered if anyone saw him.

Grace lay on the guest-room bed and stared at the ceiling.

She'd been married for less than twenty-four hours, and she was already learning how to be invisible in a new location. The penthouse was beautiful, but it was also a tomb. Every room separated from every other room. Every space designed to keep people at a distance. She'd thought the loneliness was Marcus's fault, or her father's fault, or even her own fault for being unlovable.

Now she was starting to understand that Sebastian Sterling had perfected loneliness. He'd built his entire life around it.

At six o'clock, Lauren arrived with a dress for the dinner. It was red, sleek, designed to be noticed. Grace tried it on and looked at herself in the mirror. She looked like someone else. Someone confident. Someone who belonged at business dinners with Manhattan's elite.

Someone who was married to one of them.

She came out of the bedroom to find Sebastian waiting in the living room. He was checking his phone, as always. When he looked up, his expression shifted for half a second. Something flickered across his face. Something that might have been surprise or appreciation or something else entirely. Then it disappeared.

"You look appropriate," he said.

Not beautiful. Not lovely. Appropriate.

"Thank you," Grace said.

In the car, they didn't speak. Sebastian worked on his laptop while Grace looked out the window at the city passing by. At the restaurant, he placed his hand on the small of her back as they entered, a gesture meant for observers, not for her. She felt the distance between them like a physical thing.

Halfway through dinner, as Sebastian was discussing quarterly projections with an investor, Grace noticed something. When she laughed at something the investor's wife said, Sebastian's eyes found her across the table. For one moment, he looked at her like she was real.

Then the moment passed, and he turned back to his spreadsheets.

On the drive home, Grace asked: "Did you like the dress?"

Sebastian didn't look up from his phone. "It was appropriate."

She'd worn the red dress he'd selected through his assistant, and he hadn't actually seen her in it. He'd only seen what the dress represented. A wife. A prop. Something that checked the box of his requirements.

When they returned to the penthouse, Sebastian retreated to his office. Grace heard him making more calls, conducting more business, living more of his life in the spaces where she wasn't invited.

She went to her suite and changed out of the red dress.

As she hung it in the closet, something fell out of the pocket. A note in handwriting she didn't recognize: "Mr. Sterling thought you might like this. He selected it personally. —Lauren"

Grace held the note and tried to make sense of it. Sebastian had selected the dress personally? The same man who'd checked his phone while she was standing in front of him? The same man who'd said she looked "appropriate"?

She put the note in her nightstand and tried to sleep.

But sleep wouldn't come, because Grace was beginning to understand something about her husband. He was giving her mixed signals. Protection and distance. Selection and indifference. The kind of contradictions that could drive a woman crazy if she started reading too much into them.

Through the walls, she heard his office light turn off at 3 AM.

She heard his footsteps in the hallway.

She heard him pause outside her suite door.

For one moment, Grace thought he might knock. Might come in. Might say something that would make this less lonely.

He kept walking.

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