In the dark and cold room , there was me sitting on my bed while curling myself up with the warm and cozy white blanket.
It was the best feeling that I could feel after such a long and tiring day.
As I were to open my laptop as usual , a notification suddenly appear on my phone.
I look into it and saw a comment from one of my reader.
Reading the comment lightened me.
Even if the comment were just a few sentences, yet it still manage to warm my heart.
That's it, that is the only reason why I'm still into writing novel even though life hits hard. All I want is a recognition and attention from someone who will truly understand my feelings and accept me for who I am.
My name is Ella and yes , I'm a girl.
This year, I'm turning 25, and as someone who love to stay in the room all of the time, I'm currently jobless as hell.
I didn't even have any talents to begin with and all I know is some shit that can't be use in real life.
Even though, I manage to survive by myself for this year but I still can't escape from the nonstoping nagging from my mother.
'Sighhh'
If it's not because of my mom , I will never step out from my room willingly .
.....
'Krinnggggggggg....kringggggg...kringgg'
The sound of the alarm startle me.
'Urghhh'
I open my eyes slowly.
The room were filled with the sunshine that came's through the gap of the curtains .
I tilt my head towards the clock and shut it off before it annoys me any longer.
8:00 a.m
That means I have about an hour left before my part time job.
I sit on my bed and start with a little stretch before getting up.
I snatch the blue towel in the closet and began to walk into the bathroom to shower.
...
One last touch of the lip balm and I'm ready to go .
Today, I just wear a simple blue t-shirts and a nice black tight jeans to match with it .
'Klik' the door shut
While walking down the stairs, I turn on my music playlist to start my day.
🎵🎶
'Hmmmmm...hmmm...hmmm..hmm'
I'm just going to walk until I arrive at the bus station.
5 minutes past and the bus came.
After entering , I walk to the back of the bus and sit beside the window at the left side because I really love watching the morning view from there .
The view which some of them are running so fast like they were late to their work, some teenager are playing and there were even a couple who holds their hands together while walking happily.
My eyes follow them until they were gone and
'Dup' It's beating
I shut my eyes and wait for 2 minutes before moving my hand.
As I was going to pinch my thighs , a scream stopped me.
I look in the direction of the voice but in the moments of second , I can see a frightened face of a woman and all of those who sit beside her .
They were trying to stand and walk away quickly as if it can help them getting out from the bus before the truck crashes us.
'BOOMMMMMM!!!!!!'
Time slow down and I can see it clearly.
The moment when the windows shattered and people flying towards outside from inside of the bus.
'PAKK!!'
....
It was so quiet.
All i can hear is ringing from the both of my ear.
I slowly open my eyes and notice that I'm currently laying at the top of the bus that turn upside down.
'Ouchhh'
I tried to get up but my left feet stuck in between of the metal .
I tried so hard to pull it out and finally manage to get my left feet out after hurting it a bit but i didn't care to much about it.
I look at my surroundings and see people began to regain their consciousness too.
They seem confused and a crying sound of a child break the silence.
I look at him.
But ,
My eyes glued to the woman laying beside him who face cannot be recognized which has been pierced by some sharp metal.
The blood from her head constantly flowing.
I froze
Not knowing what to do .
I lay my jacket on her face , while trying to cover it up , my hand shake so much because it was my first time to see someone dead in front of me .
I took a glance to the kid and saw that the child has been hug by a grandma.
Her old wrinkle hand softly patting his head as a sign of comfort.
"shhh its okay child"
came through her mouth
My eyes began to shrink , a warm tear gather at the corner of my eyes .
But a scream so loud manage to hold back my tear from dropping.
It was a scream from the outside .
And a group of people talking so loudly can be heard.
Curious blossom in my heart , so I immediately get up and went outside from the bus carefully while dodging the sharp glasses on the floor .
The moment i step outside
There's only one thing i can think
"SHIT"
and
the world I once knew were completely gone.