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Chapter 2 - No One Is Watching

Morning in Anya's house starts early.

Pressure cooker whistles.

Steel plates clink.

News channel volume slightly too loud.

Everything feels normal.

Anya sits at the table with her books open.

Her mother says, "10th hai tumhari. Dhyaan sirf padhai pe rakho."

She nods.

Always nods.

Because explaining feels harder than hiding.

In school, her friends are laughing.

One is talking about a new phone.

Another about a boy who proposed to someone.

Anya smiles at the right moments.

But when they ask, "Tu kya karegi 12th ke baad?"

She freezes for half a second.

"Dekhenge," she says.

Because she can't say,

"I want to stand on a stage."

It sounds too big. Too impossible.

After school she walks home alone.

The sun is harsh.

Her bag feels heavy.

But not as heavy as the thought in her head:

What if I'm stupid?

What if this dream is just something she imagined

because she was bored?

What if she's not even good?

No one has ever told her she's good.

No teacher.

No family member.

No friend.

Because no one has ever seen her properly.

That evening, she closes her door again.

Music low.

Very low.

She starts practicing.

Today her steps are not sharp.

Her mind keeps interrupting.

"You're wasting time."

"Boards are near."

"You're not special."

"Girls like you don't become idols."

She stops.

Looks at herself in the mirror.

Her hair is messy.

Sweat on her forehead.

Breathing heavy.

She doesn't look powerful.

She looks like a normal 16-year-old girl in a small room.

And suddenly tears come.

Not loud crying.

Just silent tears falling while she's still standing.

Because this is the hardest part:

Not that people don't support her.

But that no one even knows she's trying.

At dinner, her father talks about a relative's daughter who got 92% in boards.

"Dekha? Mehnat karo toh sab hota hai."

Anya wants to say:

"I am working hard too."

But her hard work doesn't have marks.

It doesn't have report cards.

It doesn't have proof.

So she stays quiet.

Late night.

Everyone asleep.

She opens her phone.

Goes back to that K-pop performance.

Watches it again.

This time, she doesn't see the lights.

She sees the practice behind it.

The years.

The loneliness.

The doubt.

Maybe they also practiced in small rooms once.

Maybe no one watched them either.

She wipes her face.

Stands up.

No music this time.

Just counting in her head.

1… 2… 3… 4…

Again.

Again.

Again.

Because even if no one is watching now…

One day, someone will.

And until that day—

She will watch herself.

She will believe for herself.

Even if she has to do it alone.

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