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Chapter 1 - Shadow

Night falls on the hospital grounds without a sound. The windows of the white building go dark one by one. Fog slowly descends and spreads across the earth.

Rashed had gone out to get water. The corridor light was flickering. He stopped and stared toward the field.

Someone was standing there.

The silhouette of a boy. Unnaturally still.

"Hey, go inside," Rashed said.

The boy slowly raised his head. There was no light in his eyes.

"I'm not alone here," he said in a calm voice.

"Who's there?"

The boy whispered— "Behind you."

Rashed slowly turned around. The fog grew thicker. Then— someone began to walk.

Winter evenings end quickly in Kaliganj, Satkhira. The people of the village call the time between light and darkness— "the hour of change."

Nafiz didn't believe in any of this. A city boy, studying in Class Nine. His father was a lawyer and his mother a doctor. They used to live in Dhaka, but last year his grandmother suddenly fell ill, so the family moved to Satkhira. His father looks after their land and crops, and his mother is working at a small clinic for now.

On the first evening, he stood in the courtyard playing with his own shadow. He raised his hand, the shadow raised its hand. He jumped, the shadow jumped.

Suddenly he stopped. The shadow had moved a moment too late.

Just then, his grandmother called out sharply from the veranda— "Nafi, I've told you before — don't play with shadows."

Nafiz said with irritation— "Nonsense. What's a shadow going to do?"

His grandmother tapped her walking stick and said— "Don't talk back. Shadows grow after dusk. Not every shadow stays your own."

"Grandma, science says — shadows are made by light!"

"That science of yours knows nothing about shadows. Do they know what a shadow really is? Do they know what lives in the dark??"

The argument grew heated.

Nafiz said— "What a load of rubbish…"

His grandmother got angry— "Don't talk so big! You don't know what I've seen in this house. Your grandfather…!"

At that moment, Nafiz's mother came rushing over. "What's going on here? Ma, why did you start again?"

His grandmother said gravely— "What I know, they do not."

His mother said with annoyance— "Don't say these things in front of the child."

The argument stopped. But the air stayed heavy.

Nafiz went to school every morning. He walked alone to the bus stop.

One day he suddenly noticed — in the sunlight, his shadow was moving slightly ahead of him.

He stopped. The shadow stopped too.

He walked again. The shadow stepped forward a moment before him.

Even sitting in school, he couldn't shake the unease.

Coming home, he found his homework done. The handwriting looked just like his — but too perfect.

At dinner he said— "Maa, did you touch my notebook?"

"No."

"Then who else could write so neatly? Did you, Baba..?"

His father put down the newspaper and said— "You're overthinking."

Nafiz went quiet. But inside he thought— "Am I overthinking — or is something actually happening?"

One day his grandmother called him over— "Nafi, come here."

"What is it, Grandma?"

"Tell me the truth — has your shadow done something?"

Nafiz said nothing.

His grandmother said in a low voice— "This happened in this house once before. A shadow takes a person's place. It stays and stays, taking on the form of whoever it has taken — your grandfather's…"

Suddenly Nafiz's mother called out— "Nafiz, come here quickly!"

Nafiz got up and ran.

"Nafi… if you ever see a shadow that looks like you — don't look in the mirror, I'm telling you," his grandmother shouted after him.

A few days later, his grandmother suddenly passed away.

Nafiz was completely shattered. His grandmother used to scold him a lot, shout at him — but she loved him. The funeral prayer was tomorrow. Nafiz leaned back on the bed. Remembering memories of his grandmother, his eyes slowly closed.

When Nafiz opened his eyes, the clock showed 5 o'clock. He rushed outside and asked his parents why he hadn't been called for the funeral prayer, but…

Everyone said — Nafiz had been there.

Nafiz said— "But I was in my room!"

His mother said quietly— "You carried your grandmother's bier with your father and uncle."

His mother let out a long breath. Her son was still young — at this age, the mind isn't ready to lose someone dear. She placed her hand on Nafiz's head and took him to the bedroom. She turned off the light and left. But Nafiz was wide awake.

This contradiction exploded inside his head.

From then on, Nafiz kept a close watch on his shadow. Strangely, he discovered again that his food had apparently been eaten — his homework was done — he had even helped his mother with the shopping, something he had never done before.

Nafiz stared at his shadow. He couldn't tell if his eyes were playing tricks — but it seemed like a face was emerging from within the shadow.

He remembered his grandmother saying never to look in the mirror if the shadow did anything. But — he looked anyway.

"What is this! In the mirror I… but now? Just a moment ago? Why couldn't I be seen…"

"Nafiz! Hey boy, hey!" His mother shook him awake.

"Where is your mind? Go get rice from the shop."

"I'm going."

Nafiz stepped toward the shop, glancing back at his shadow the whole way. Silent.

That night Nafiz lay in bed but couldn't sleep. The mirror incident wouldn't settle in his mind. He got up and turned on the light — but what was this!

His shadow was above his head! Suddenly! Then it came down to the floor!

Then the shadow rose from the floor and moved toward the door. Nafiz followed it.

The shadow left the house and was heading toward the forest. Fog in the forest.

As he walked, he suddenly lost sight of the shadow — and then heard a voice!

"You bastard! You are not Nafiz — go back to your place!"

The voice sounded exactly like his own. He slowly turned his head.

In front of him — a figure just like him. In the blink of an eye, the shadow appeared right before him.

The shadow grabbed him by the throat.

Then the shadow spoke again — "Go back to your place. You are not Nafiz. I am Nafiz."

Nafiz's body began to sink into the earth.

Then suddenly a memory flooded his mind —

The same scene from many years ago.

"I had grabbed someone's throat! But — that was me! Wait — my hands, my legs… why like this? Oh — I'm not Nafiz. I myself am the shadow!"

That was the day the real Nafiz had disappeared. The shadow had taken his place.

Year after year, living as Nafiz, it had made his identity its own — and eventually forgotten that the body was Nafiz's, but the soul was not.

Now that memory had shattered open.

Suddenly Nafiz's eyes flew open! He touched his own body — feeling himself for the first time in years. He ran home.

"Maa, Maa — I've come back!"

Nafiz was screaming, calling for his mother.

His parents came running downstairs at his screams. They found Nafiz covered in mud and dirt.

"What is this — where have you been at this hour looking like this?"

His father scolded him.

"Stop—" Nafiz's mother stopped his father.

"Son, where did you go at this hour?"

"Maa, all this time I wasn't in my own place… a shadow was in my place. Didn't you see how strangely I was behaving yesterday… I'm free now, that fake one…"

"He's having that problem again," Nafiz's father said.

"What can we do, the boy is sick," his mother said.

"I told you to take him to Dhaka for treatment, but you never listen," his father said gravely.

"But Baba—" Nafiz tried to speak, but his mother stopped him.

"Son, we've told you before — there's nothing like that. You're a little unwell. When you were small, your grandmother filled your head with shadow-ghost stories and you started believing them. There's nothing like that at all, son — don't be afraid."

His mother placed her hand on his back.

Nafiz stood there dumbfounded.

Then he remembered — yes, wait, I've always been like this since I was small. He also remembered — he had done his own homework, and he had helped his mother too.

But Nafiz couldn't accept it.

He kept screaming over and over — "All this time I wasn't Nafiz, I wasn't, I wasn't…"

His father grabbed his hand to take him upstairs. Nafiz then bit his father's hand — tore through the flesh! His father screamed in pain! Nafiz then leapt onto the nearby table — the table shattered, and shards of glass cut his body and head, leaving him bleeding. He was slowly losing consciousness.

A few days later, Nafiz's mother took him to Dhaka. His mental condition was deteriorating day by day. After being taken to the hospital, the doctor informed them that Nafiz had Dissociative Identity Disorder. He was admitted to the hospital.

A few months later.

Rashed had gone out to get water.

Nafiz was standing in the field.

"Hey, what are you doing outside? Come in — the nurse will scold you!" Rashed said.

"Someone is behind you," Nafiz said.

Rashed turned around.

From within the fog, another figure emerged. The same face. But completely black.

No shadow beneath its feet.

Because — it was the shadow.

The hospital lights went out.

The next day the report was filed — Rashed: Missing.

Nafiz sat on his bed. Normal.

His shadow was on the wall.

But in the window glass, his reflection blinked — late.

One second.

And far away, in the foggy field, another figure stood.

Waiting.

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