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The Smile Behind the Mask

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Chapter 1 - Chapter 01: Ashes of the Carnival

The night feels like smelled sugar, smoke, and rain.

Bright lights that are shimmered across the open field where lies the carnivalwhich had settle for the week. The colorful tents stretched across the grass like gain mushroom, their fabrics which have been painted with stars, Moon and laughing mask.

Music that is drifted through the air, violins, drums and the occasional brust of cheering. Children ran from stalls with finger become sticky from sweet candies and wide eyes in which happiness is been reflecting

To Elias Crow, it was simply home. He stood on the entrance gate, leaning lazily against a wooden pole as he watched the crowd flood inside. The yellow strings light hung above his head, swaying slightly in the evening wind. He was seventeen today and he do not know why but this thought felt strange. Not exciting, not sad.

Just strange.

"You look like a statue"

A familiar voice come from behind him. Elias turned slightly and saw that his mother was coming through the crowd. Mera Crow wore a long black magician's coat decorated with sliver thread. A crimson ribbon tied her dark hair into a loose ponytail, and several playing cards were tucked behind her ear.

As she approached with a coin dancing across is finger as she walked.

It vanished.

Then appeared behind Elias's ear.

She flicked it away.

"Still too easy," she sighed dramatically.

Elias smirked.

"You've been doing the same trick for ten years."

"And yet," Mara said proudly, "people still gasp."

She leaned beside him and glanced toward the carnival lights.

"Big crowd tonight."

"Yeah," Elias replied.

A loud laugh echoed from across the field.

Both of them turned.

A man wearing a colorful jester coat stood on a wooden stage near the center of the carnival. His face was painted white with exaggerated red lips, and bells jingled softly from the edges of his hat.

Jonas Crow.

Elias's father.

Jonas was telling one of his ridiculous stories.

"…and then the king said, 'If you're the smartest man alive, prove it!'"

The crowd leaned closer.

Jonas paused dramatically.

Then grinned.

"So I stole his crown and ran."

The crowd burst into laughter.

Jonas bowed deeply as coins and applause rained down.

Mara chuckled softly.

"He still thinks he's funny."

"He is funny."

"Debatable."

Elias watched the stage quietly.

Jonas spotted them and waved dramatically before jumping off the platform and marching toward them.

He stopped a few feet away and spread his arms wide.

"Ladies and gentlemen!" he shouted to absolutely no one. "I present the birthday boy!"

A few nearby visitors clapped politely.

Elias groaned.

"You're embarrassing."

"That's my job", Jonas said proudly.

He threw an arm around Elias's shoulders.

"Seventeen years old today."

"Almost an adult."

"Almost kicked out of the carnival."

Elias snorted.

"Good luck finding someone else to fix the generators."

"Details," Jonas waved off.

Mara crossed her arms.

"So," she said calmly, "did you bring the cake?"

Jonas froze.

"…cake?"

Mara stared at him.

Elias sighed.

"You forgot, didn't you."

Jonas scratched the back of his head.

"In my defense," he said slowly, "I remembered the candles."

He held up a small box triumphantly.

Mara pinched the bridge of her nose.

"Jonas."

"It's symbolic," he argued.

"You blow out the candles."

"Make a wish."

"Imagine the cake."

Elias laughed.

For a moment, everything felt warm.

Normal.

Safe.

The carnival lights flickered softly in the darkness while laughter echoed across the field.

The chaotic little traveling world which is full of illusions, tricks, and ridiculous performance was the only life Elias ever had.

He didn't remembered anything before it.

No childhood home.

No relatives.

Just the carnival.

Jonas had once told him they found him abandoned outside a weird town years ago.

Wrapped in a thin blanket with cute panda patterns.

No name.

No records.

So the decided to gave him one.

Elias craw.

The child of the carnival.

Sometimes Elias wondered who he had been before that.

But those thoughts always faded quickly.

Because life in the carnival never stayed quiet for long.

"Hey, birthday boy!"

A voice called from the food stall.

"Come here!"

Elias turned and saw a large woman waving a frying pan at him.

Rosa.

The carnival's cook.

"Free churros for your birthday!" she shouted.

Elias raised a hand.

"Coming!"

Jonas grinned.

"Now that's the best present tonight."

They walked together toward the stall.

Music grew louder.

Fire performers spun flaming staffs nearby, their sparks painting bright circles in the dark.

Jugglers tossed glowing balls into the air.

Children screamed with excitement.

Everything felt alive.

But Elias paused halfway there.

That strange feeling from before something really felt.... wrong.

Suddenly a faint smelled reached his nose.

Not sugar.

Not fireworks.

Something harsher.

Smoke.

He glanced around.

"Do you smell that?"

Jonas sniffed the air.

"Smells like—"

A loud CRACK echoed from across the carnival.

Everyone turned.

One of the large tents near the back suddenly burst into flames.

Everyone turned.

One of the large tents near the back suddenly burst into flames.

Bright orange fire ripped through the fabric like a living creature.

For a moment, nobody moved.

Then someone screamed.

Chaos exploded.

People ran in every direction as the fire spread across the tent.

Wind caught the burning fabric, sending sparks flying through the air.

Another tent ignited.

Then another.

"Water!" someone shouted.

"Get water!"

But it was too late.

The carnival was built from wood, cloth, and rope.

Perfect fuel.

The fire moved fast.

Too fast.

"Elias!" Mara grabbed his arm.

"We need to help people out!"

Jonas was already running toward the burning tents.

"Follow me!"

The cheerful music had stopped.

Now the night was filled with screams.

Elias ran with them, his heart pounding.

Flames roared higher, devouring everything they touched.

The heat hit him like a wall.

He saw performers trying desperately to pull people from the collapsing tents.

Animals in cages panicked.

Horses screamed.

Someone knocked over a lantern.

More fire spread across the ground.

"Over here!" Jonas shouted.

A group of children were trapped near a burning stall.

Elias rushed forward.

"Come on!" he yelled.

"Follow me!"

The kids grabbed his hands and ran behind him as he led them away from the flames.

One by one they escaped.

But when Elias turned back—

The fire had grown.

Much bigger.

A flaming beam collapsed from a tent frame.

People screamed.

"MARA!" Jonas shouted.

Elias looked around frantically.

He spotted Mara near the center of the fire zone, helping an elderly man walk away from a burning wagon.

But another tent above them was already collapsing.

"Mom!" Elias yelled.

Mara looked up.

Their eyes met across the chaos.

She smiled.

Then pushed the old man forward.

"Run!" she shouted to Elias.

The tent fell.

Fire swallowed everything.

Elias tried to run toward her.

Jonas grabbed him.

"No!"

"We can't!"

"Let go!" Elias screamed.

But Jonas pulled him back as another explosion of fire erupted nearby.

The heat became unbearable.

More structures collapsed.

The carnival—his home—was disappearing in flames.

Sirens wailed in the distance.

But they would arrive too late.

The fire kept growing.

Jonas forced Elias away from the burning field.

They stumbled across the grass until the heat finally faded behind them.

Elias turned back.

The entire carnival was burning now.

Bright orange flames against the night sky.

Sparks rose like dying stars.

"Mom…" he whispered.

Jonas said nothing.

He just stared at the fire.

Minutes passed.

Then hours.

Firefighters eventually arrived.

But by the time the flames were controlled…

The carnival was gone.

Ashes.

Smoke.

Silence.

Elias sat on the cold ground as the sun slowly began to rise.

The sky turned pale gray.

Jonas never came back from the fire.

Neither did Mara.

They had gone back to save more people.

And never returned.

Elias watched the smoke drift upward into the morning sky.

Everything felt empty.

The laughter.

The lights.

The stories.

All gone.

Only ashes remained.

Seventeen years old.

Seventeen years old.

And completely alone.

Morning came, but it didn't feel like morning.

The sky was pale gray, covered with smoke that still floated in the air like a ghost refusing to leave.

Elias stood behind the police barrier, staring at what used to be the carnival.

Nothing was left.

The bright tents were gone.

The wooden stages were gone.

The lights that once made the night look magical were now just broken wires hanging over blackened ground.

Ash covered everything.

It looked like the world had burned and someone had forgotten to clean it.

Firefighters walked around slowly, checking the remains.

Police officers spoke quietly with each other.

But Elias couldn't hear what they were saying.

His ears felt numb.

Like he was underwater.

He kept staring at the place where the main tent used to stand.

That was where Jonas told his stories.

Where people laughed.

Where children sat on the ground with wide eyes.

Now there was only a pile of black wood.

Someone approached him.

A police officer.

The man looked tired. His uniform was covered with ash.

"You shouldn't stand so close," he said gently.

Elias didn't move.

"My parents are still in there."

The officer stayed silent for a moment.

Then he sighed quietly.

"They're still searching," he said.

"We'll let you know if—"

Elias cut him off.

"They're not coming out, are they?"

The officer didn't answer.

He didn't need to.

Elias looked back at the ruins.

The truth was obvious.

People didn't survive fires like that.

Not when the tents collapsed.

Not when the flames spread that fast.

His chest felt tight.

But strangely…

He couldn't cry.

It was like his emotions had burned away with the carnival.

After a while the officer gently guided him away from the scene.

"Do you have any relatives we can call?" the man asked.

Elias shook his head.

"No."

"Anyone at all?"

"No."

The officer frowned slightly.

"Well… we'll figure something out."

But Elias knew what that meant.

It meant temporary shelters.

Social workers.

Foster homes.

People who didn't know him.

People who didn't care.

The carnival had been the only place he ever belonged.

Without it…

He was just another kid with nowhere to go.

The next few days felt strange.

Everything happened quickly, but also slowly at the same time.

Elias stayed in a temporary shelter with a few other survivors.

Some carnival workers had escaped the fire.

Others hadn't.

The survivors barely spoke.

They just sat in silence most of the time.

Everyone looked tired.

Broken.

Elias heard people whispering sometimes.

"They died saving people…"

"They ran back inside…"

"They tried to pull someone out…"

Every time he heard those words, his chest hurt.

Jonas and Mara had always been like that.

They never ran away from trouble.

They ran into it.

Jonas once told him something while they were fixing a broken stage.

"Kid," he said, tightening a bolt with a wrench, "life is basically a circus."

Elias asked, "What does that mean?"

Jonas grinned.

"It means everything is chaos. Nothing makes sense."

He wiped grease from his hands.

"But if everything is chaos…"

He tapped Elias on the forehead.

"Then you might as well laugh at it."

Elias swallowed hard.

The memory hurt too much.

A week later, the carnival survivors started leaving.

Some joined other traveling shows.

Some went back to their hometowns.

Some simply disappeared.

No one stayed long.

Without the carnival…

They weren't a family anymore.

They were just strangers.

One evening, the shelter worker approached Elias.

A tired-looking woman holding a clipboard.

"Elias," she said softly.

"We found a possible foster placement for you."

Elias looked up.

"Where?"

"A small town a few hours from here. Nice family. Quiet place."

Elias stared at the floor.

Quiet place.

That sounded like prison.

He shook his head.

"I'm good."

The woman blinked.

"You can't stay here forever."

"I know."

"So what will you do?"

Elias shrugged.

"Figure it out."

The woman looked frustrated.

"You're seventeen. You can't just live on the street."

Elias didn't answer.

Because he knew something she didn't.

He already had.

For the past week he had been sneaking out at night, wandering the city, getting used to sleeping outside.

It wasn't comfortable.

But it felt more honest.

More real.

The shelter was temporary.

The street was permanent.

That night Elias packed his small backpack.

He waited until the building was quiet.

Then he slipped out the back door.

No goodbye.

No explanation.

The cold night air hit his face as he stepped onto the empty street.

He looked up at the dark sky.

For a moment he imagined he heard laughter again.

Jonas's laughter.

Loud and ridiculous.

But when he turned around…

The street was empty.

Elias adjusted his backpack and started walking.

The carnival was gone.

His parents were gone.

And the world kept moving like nothing had happened.

So Elias Crow walked into the night alone.

Not knowing that somewhere beyond the stars…

Beyond reality itself…

Something ancient had just noticed him.

And it was laughing.