Mera naam nidhi hai. Main jab 10 saal ki thi.Mujhe diary likhna bohot pasand tha. But mere gharwale kbhi meri private chiz ko private nhi rehne diye. Main chahti thi ki Mera diary private rhe lekin sab meri diary padh lete the. Maine phir diary likhna band kar diya. Main jab 13 saal ki hui to maine khud ko bohot akela kar li thi. Main chahti thi ki sab mujhse dur rahe kyunki koi pyar nhi krta tha mujhse. Phir mujhe ek ladki mili uska naam priya tha. Usse meri har roz baatein hone lagi. Hum dono ke vibe match hone lage.woh hi meri diary ban gyi thi. Main apni sari secret use Btane lgi. Dheere dheere ye dosti itni gehri ho gyi ki hum kab 11th class mein aa gye pta hi nhi chla. Ek bhi din main usse baat kiye bina nhi reh pati thi. Lekin ab dheere dheere hmari baatein kam hone lagi. Face to face se chatting par aaye uske baad chatting se baat kam hone lgi. Dheere dheere hmari baatein band ho gyi. Phir ek din mujhe gussa aaya kyunki main hi sirf use msg ya cll krti thi wo nhi uska ek boyfriend bhi tha jo mujhe bilkul pasand nhi tha. Maine ek din use gusse mein keh di ki hum breakup kr lete h. Phir mujhe apne glti ka ehsaas hua or Maine usse ja kar baat ki par wo nhi mani usne dheere dheere mere sath misbehave Krna start kr diya. Ek din usne msg pe kha ki woh mujhse paresan ho gyi h isliye baat nhi Krna chahti. Maine jab yeh suna to jaise mere pairon tale jameen khishak gyi. Maine use rokne ki puri koshish ki lekin wo nhi ruki. Shayad wo jana chahti thi mere se dur. Mere se pareshan bhi to ho gyi thi. Phir hmari baatein khatam rishte naate sab khatam ho gyi. Maine abhi tak uske alawa kisi ko bhi bestfriend nhi bnaya. Woh lakho karodo mein ek thi mere liye. Par mujhe hmesha ke liye tod kar chli gyi wo. Main aaj bhi sochti hu wo baatein ki main agar is din gusse mein woh baatein na kehti to Aaj wo mere sath hoti. Hai n?
