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Zahira's Pov
The warm sun rays fell on my eyes making me awake
My eyes slowly flutter open as I tried to get up
Only to feel pain as my whole body ached,
I pulled the duvet over my naked body filled with marks as the memories of what happened last night flooded inside my mind
Tears came in my eyes remembering it,
The marks on my body all painted by him as he tainted me again
Used me and left, the whole night he kept saying that I am his as if I am some object
I felt disgusted, slowly creeping out of the bed I tried to make my way to the bathroom
His kisses and hickeys cannot be removed but I wanted to clean myself, clean myself of his smell
I closed the bathroom door and turned on the shower, warm water started pouring onto me making me slightly relieved
When suddenly I heard some noises coming from my room and I neared it to hear
" Ya Allah! You mean to say they are not married!"
" Yes!! Master brought her here, she even tried to run away! since then she has been locked in this room, I see master come and leave her room every night "
"Astagfirullah! What kind of a woman is she? , has she no shame seducing around men, she even lured our master and is sleeping with him every night , It's Haram?!"
"Shhh, if anyone heard what we are saying then we are done for! Master will not leave us!! Let's just clean the room and get the hell out of here!
But it's a no less proven fact that-
She is no less than a bed warmer of our master...."
And a tear slipped from my eyes hearing that as I clutched the handle of the door tightly
I didn't come here by choice, I was caged and tainted by him
But he has created my reputation like this that I am no less seen than his bed warmer
A Whore
I didn't want this, I never did
If only I had knew these were the consequences of my kindness, these were the consequences of my love then
Sorry Allah, I would have never shown kindness
If only I could remove the chapter named 'Faiz Khan' in my life
I wouldn't be suffering....
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It was evening,
A book in my hand as I read it sitting on the bed,
dressed in a light pink shalwar suit my cleavage showed off slightly because that's the only dress he makes me wear and are available in my wardrobe, he controls my dressing
my hair were open because nobody was allowed to enter the room except for him
I pretended to read the book but my attention was somewhere else
The door of my room opens revealing the figure I most hated
" Jaan,
Fuck, do you have to surprise me like that?
Dressed in a sexy pink suit like that,
Are you trying to kill me?"
My hold on the thing tightens behind me as I see him loosen his tie and loosen the top two buttons of his shirt showing off his manly chest
His stricking blue eyes glow with lust looking at me as he smirks and without any second pounds on the bed
I gulp as he comes towards me like a predator as he hovers over me, his blue eyes linger from my face to my boobs slightly popping out of my low cut suit and he bits his lip
" Guess, I don't mind having this surprise everyday
Your obedience is your crown! My love"
He says looking into my eyes again as I loose myself into the storm of his blue eyes,
His hand moves to the side of my shoulder as his finger curls onto the hem of my suit in order to pull it and he brings his face near my neck to kiss and suck
Now was my chance
I promised if he dare touch me again I'll plunge it into him
And I tried to slowly move my hand behind me when suddenly I feel my hand stop by something and the next thing I hear
"What is it that you are hiding behind yourself Jaan?"
My eyes widen hearing that, totally taken aback by him and I ask
" Wh-What?"
My hand loosen around the knife as I look at him pull away from my neck,
" I-It's nothing"
I say I try not to stutter but I was looking into his eyes which looked back at me with such coldness and indifference as if he already knew the truth
Suddenly when he starts laughing making me confused as well as scared
" Naive
You are so Naive my Zahi,
I don't know if I should kiss you and pinch your cheeks
or punish you for carelessly picking up that knife and hiding it behind you...."
With that he pulled my hand by my wrist from behind revealing the knife in my hand as I gasp, He looks at me red in the one as he seethes close to my face
"What do you think? I wouldn't know.....
Dressed like a doll in front of me, calm and resolved as if I am the only one who you are most awaited for the whole day
You have never been like this Zahi!
As much as I love your wild side but you know
I.Hate.Disobedience!!"
He shouted which made me tremble and close my eyes, the knife in my hand falls due my shaking
" You-You were thinking to attack me??
Kill me with that knife? your Faiz? Zahi!!!
the one who loves you so much and who you love the most!!
Did you forget???!!"
And that made my eyes wide open as the words of my younger self rang inside my head
' I luv you Faiz Bhai '
I looked at him he looked like a beast in anger, He was trying to manipulate me by reminding me of our past and I gulped accumulating my courage as I looked into his angry red eyes and screamed
" N-No,
No, I don't love you!!
I refuse to listen to you!!
And I refuse to be your bed warmer or any slut of yours!!!"
I screamed on his face to which he snickered as he smirked and brought his face even closer to mine such that my heart trembled in trediption and proximity
He breathed on my face as he seethed
"Slut?
Only if you were one would you know how it's like being Faiz Khan's whore, My Jaan...
Bet I treat you a hundred times better....
And what did you say, You don't love me?
You are not mine?
Right?!"
"Y-Yes-s"
I stuttered as I tried to maintain my eye contact with him
"Fine...."
He said as he got away from me and stood up on his knees on the bed and tore his shirt away in shreds like an animal exposing his manly naked chest and torso to my eyes
" wh-What are you d-doing?"
I asked stutteringly as I looked at him with fear when suddenly he picked up the knife from beside me,
Making my eyes widen as he placed the sharp edge on its chest,
near his heart
"W-Wait S-Stop-"
I said and tried when suddenly he jabbed the knife into his chest, not too deep but blood streamed out as it painted his chest and torso
I looked at him with utter shock when I saw him move the knife,
carving my name on his chest as blood spilled out from my name
I put a palm on my agaped mouth, he didn't even flinch!!
when suddenly he took hold of one of my hands and placed his bloodied knife there,
He looked at me once and my eyes widened realizing what he was going to do as I tried to take my hand and cried
"N-No-Ahhhh!!"
When suddenly he in jabbed the knife onto my skin making blood bleed out of it as he moved it
" Please Stop!! NOo!!"
I cried in pain as tears came from my eyes when he suddenly removed the knife from my hand and said
" read it!"
" Noo! Leave me!!!" I cried as I tried to free my hand away but he held it tight as he shouted
" I said READ WHAT IT SAYS?!!"
I looked at my bloodied wrist, more tears came in my eyes blurring my vision as I said in extreme pain
" Fai-Faiz K-khan's P-Pr-Property!"
And my eyes widened as I realized
He marked me.....
To be continued
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