Mai baat kr rhi hu December 2023 ki jab Mai Jammu gyi thi gumne ke liye waha mai ek ladke se mili mere sath ye pheli baar hua tha mere phone dead tha issliye waha pr meri pic usne apne phone me click ki sb thik tha but ek attraction ek attachment sa feel hone laga muje jo ki normal tha iss age me fir time aya wapas ghr aane ka tho mene usko apna number diya ki tum muje meri photos send Kar Dena koi baat bachi nhi thi tho dubara baat krne ke liye bhi kuch bacha nhi tha 1 mahina bita 2 mahina bita fir achanak February 2024 me ek din meri usse baat hui usne pta nhi ky socha ussi raat ussne muje kaha me tumse pyaar krta hu mere liye ye sb first time tha or attraction or Attachment me bich me mene hn bol diya sb thik tha bhout baat hui ladai hui gussa krna mana na chl rha tha pr ek din vo hua jo syd kabhi nh kabhi hona hi tha June 2024 usne kaha muje mere career pr dhyan dena h muje breakup chaiye mai tut si gyi mene bhout koshish ki contact krne ki but baat nhi ho pyi usne muje what's app se block kr diya tha mai bhiut decent si middle class family se belong krti hu apni teenage me mene instagram use nhi kiya tha pheli baar instagram use kiya uski profile search ki usse contact kiya but then usne block kr diya socha uske dosto se baat krti hu pata krti ki akir hua ky h but koi response nhi mila then mene biswas krke sari baat apni dost ko batayi usne kaha tu ruk mai usse baat krke dikhti hu ussne baat ki tho mere dil puri trh tut usne meri dost ko purpose kar diya mai seem gyi meri dost ne request ki please usse baat kr lo usne kaha kar lunga pr usse apne look apne figure pr dhyan dena hoga jaisa ki mene bataya mai middle class family se belong karti hu or meri thinking alg h mene kaha muje Asa ladkanhi chaiye jo muje mere look ki wajh se reject kre mai tume khud reject krti hu but mai usse bhout pyaar krti thi mai usse mentally attach ho chuki thi mai khud ko sambhal nhi pa rhi thi koi nhi tha mere pass jise mai apne dil ka haal bata Saku raato ko rona tadapna bhagwan se usse mangna career se distract hona muje baarbaad kar rha tha usse pyaar krna mene kaha mene tho pyaar kiya tha tho aaasu kyu mil rhe h me tadap rhi thi uske liye jise meri kadar tk nhi thi mai mar rhi thi uske liye jis ke pass mera jikr tk nhi tha mai bs sochti rehti thi ki ky glti thi meri mene tho usse nhi bola tha nh meri life me aao jb wade nhi nibhane the tho kiye hi kyu mai bechain firti thi din me raat ko dil khol kr roti mai tho kisi se kuch nhi kehti thi pr meri aankhe chila chila kr kehti thi ki mai usse pyaar krti hu bhout jyda krti hu khud ko mene bhout pain diya h khud ki life ko destroy krne ki nh jaane kitni baar koshish ki h pr kehte h bhagwan ki kuch or hi marzi hoti h din bite haste bite mahina bita mene khud ki glti mani socha mene hi kisi ke saat glt kiya hoga issliye mere saat glt ho rha h mene bhagwan ji se kaaha ki ab kabhi kisi se prem mt hone dena chaho tho meri jaan le lena 😢 fir august 2024 aya fir meri life me change aaga koi azanbi sa aaya kon??? kaise ???
