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!’LL B3 Y0UR CL0WN… F0R3V3R :) In a gray city that appears on no map… Soren begins to see things no one else can. Wandering spirits. People who died long ago… yet still walk the streets. The more she tries to understand it, the more reality begins to crack around her. Her mysterious neighbor, Lucian, is kinder than he should be… But somehow, he knows things she never told him. And deep beneath the city, under the dark streets, something is living there. Creatures that should not exist. Some of them are trying to escape. And some of them… have been waiting for Soren for years. But the most terrifying question is not what Soren can see. It is this: Why is she the only one who can see them? And what does it have to do with the clown she loved as a child… before that amusement park died forever?
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Chapter 1 - A̶R̶E̶ ̶Y̶O̶U̶ ̶L̶O̶S̶T̶?

The park was silent.

No children laughing.

No footsteps.

Not even the whisper of wind through the trees.

Only…

the crows.

They perched along the iron gate, thick black silhouettes, watching the place like silent guards of something long forgotten.

Inside the park, a swing moved on its own.

Slow…

Creak…

As if the old metal was breathing out an ancient pain.

The sky was pale gray.

The air was strangely cold, even though it wasn't winter.

And in the middle of the abandoned park…

sat a little girl.

Blonde.

Wearing a dirty dress.

She was crying.

Quietly.

Her knee was scraped, dried blood mixed with dirt. Strands of messy blonde hair clung to her tear-stained cheeks.

But the most painful thing…

wasn't the wound.

It was the way she cried.

That kind of crying that doesn't belong to children.

The kind that comes from a tiny heart…

that's tired of being afraid.

She sniffed softly.

"Mom…"

No one answered.

She lowered her head and wrapped her small arms around her legs.

Then—

a voice.

Soft.

Warm in a strangely comforting way against the cold silence.

"Are you lost?"

Her whole body froze.

Slowly, she lifted her head.

And there—

stood a clown.

He was at the end of the stone path.

His clothes were old, their colors faded as if rain had washed over them hundreds of times. His hat tilted slightly.

His face was painted white.

And his red smile…

was drawn with a strange gentleness.

It wasn't mocking.

It was…

kind.

He took one step forward.

The girl flinched immediately.

"Don't come closer!"

He raised both hands at once, like a child caught stealing candy.

"Alright, alright… I won't."

He crouched slightly, lowering himself closer to her height.

"But it looks like the ground won the fight with your knee."

The girl blinked in surprise.

The clown reached toward the empty air.

And suddenly—

he pulled something out of it.

A yellow flower.

Her eyes widened.

He gently blew on the flower.

And suddenly—

it burst into dozens of tiny paper butterflies.

They fluttered around her slowly, shimmering in the gray light.

Without realizing it…

she stopped crying.

"Waaah…!"

She wiped her tears with the sleeve of her dress.

The clown sat down on the ground, leaving some distance between them so he wouldn't scare her.

Then he said softly,

"Now…"

He tilted his head slightly.

"Why is a brave girl like you crying?"

Her lips trembled.

"Dad…"

She swallowed.

"Dad doesn't like Mom."

The clown didn't interrupt.

Didn't move.

He simply listened.

"He yells at her… and he hits her…"

Her voice grew smaller.

"Today he told her she's useless… then he pushed her."

She held her injured knee.

"Mom… yelled at me too. She said it was my fault… because I broke a cup… then she pushed me and I fell."

She went quiet for a moment.

Then whispered,

"And then… Dad slapped her in front of me."

Her voice shook.

"He said he's going to leave us… then he walked out."

She took a shaky breath.

"Mom looked at me and said…"

She stopped.

Her eyes filled with tears again.

"She said… if she never had me… none of this would've happened."

Silence filled the park.

The clown didn't laugh.

He didn't make a joke.

He didn't say don't cry.

He simply looked at her with very calm eyes.

Then slowly reached out his hand.

When he pulled it back—

a balloon appeared.

Red.

Bright red in the middle of that gray world.

He held it out to her.

"This is for you."

She hesitated.

Then slowly took it.

"Really… for me?"

He nodded with a warm smile.

"Brave kids get balloons."

She lifted her head slightly.

"I'm brave?"

His smile widened.

"The bravest girl I've seen today."

Something small lit up in her eyes.

Suddenly he stood and clapped his hands.

"But!"

He pointed at the swing.

"Heroes don't sit on the ground."

He walked over and tied the red balloon to the swing.

"Heroes…"

He pushed the swing gently.

"…fly."

She hesitated for a moment.

Then ran toward him with small quick steps.

She climbed onto the swing.

He pushed her softly.

The swing moved.

Higher.

Higher.

For the first time—

she laughed.

A real laugh.

"Higher!"

The clown laughed.

"Higher? Alright!"

He pushed harder.

"I want to touch the sky!"

He said with exaggerated excitement,

"Then we'll have to practice every day!"

Her laughter echoed across the empty park.

The crows had disappeared.

That day…

the little girl laughed for the first time in a long time.

And when the swing finally slowed—

she jumped down.

She looked at him with bright eyes.

"Are you… going to leave?"

He shook his head.

"No."

Then he placed a hand over his chest dramatically.

And said in a very gentle voice,

"I'll be your clown."

He bowed slightly.

"Forever."

Her eyes widened.

"Really?"

He smiled.

A calm smile.

Honest.

Strangely warm.

"As long as you come here."

She gripped the red balloon tightly.

Then said with childish excitement,

"Then I'll come every day!"

The clown laughed softly.

"That's a big promise."

She lifted her little finger toward him.

"Promise!"

He looked at it for a moment.

Then hooked his finger with hers.

"Promise."

And from that day on…

whenever the shouting grew louder in her house…

whenever her mother cried…

whenever she felt unwanted…

she ran to the park.

And he—

was always waiting.

They played hide and seek between the rusted playground equipment.

He made animals out of thin air.

Drew imaginary stars across the gray sky.

And laughed…

in a way that made the world feel a little less cruel.

But one day…

she ran to the park like always.

Except this time—

the park was empty.

No clown.

No laughter.

Only the swing…

moving slowly by itself.

And the red balloon…

tied to the rusted seat.

Swaying gently

in the gray air. 

And somewhere far from the park…

her mother was filing a missing child report.