MERI ZINDAGI KI KHANI...
Sabhi ki Life mein kuchh Na kuchh achcha aur Bura hota hi hai jab Ham Apne Ghar per hote hain tab hamen mummy papa ki dant aisi lagti Hai ki bolog hamen galat dant rahe hain per reality tab samajh aati Hai jab ham per bo baat bitti hai...
Aisi hi kuchh meri bhi kahani Hai jab Tak meri shaadi nahin hui thi Ghar mein sab kuchh bahut achcha tha sab thik tha per is shaadi ke bad sab kuchh Jaise Badal Sa Gaya...
Main apni Maa ki Sabse chahiti thi aur aaj shaadi ke bad m hi Apne Maa ki Sabse Badi Dushman Ban baithi hun
Hamari rishte ki baat 2 sal se chal rahi thi FIR Achanak ek din na jaane Kya hua meri mummy ne is shaadi Se mana kar diya par UN do salon mein Ham donon ki phone per baten shuru ho chuki thi aur Meri Maa ke es shaadi Se mana kar Dene ki vajah se mujh per Jaise pahad Sa Tut pada main inke Bina rah nahin sakti thi aur na hi ye mere Bina tab Aisa Hi lagta tha ki yahi sab kuchh Hai mere liye per vo kehte Hain Na har acchi chij Sona nahin Hoti....
Maine zid karke apni mummy se ladke inse shaadi ki socha kuchh samay bad mummy bhi man jaengi per mummy to nahin Mani ulta mujhe shaadi ke 2 mahine bad kuchh Aisa pata Chala jise jaankar Meri bus ek hi ichcha rah gai ki Main khud Ko khatm kar dalu...
Ab Meri halat aisi hai Na Main apne ghar ja sakti hun aur na yahan Mera Man lagta hai maine jab Se inse shaadi ki hai aur apni Man Se inse shaadi karne ki vajah se Ladi hun tab Se Meri Maa Ne mujhse baat nahin ki Aisa nahin Hai ki shaadi mein Sari galti Meri Hi Ho Meri Maa ne bhi mere samne aise raste Khade kar diye the ki mujhe aisa karna pada Varna bo meri shaadi Kisi aise Insan se jiska pahle Se ek baccha Hai vahan karna chah rahi thi unka manna tha ki ese log kuch dahej nh lete unko bs ladki chahiy hoti h pr yha v en logo n kuch nh manga th jo v diya mere papa n akele apne dam p diya
per main Kisi ki dusri patni nahin kahlvana chahti thi main hamesha se yah chahti thi ki meri jisse bhi shaadi Ho main uske liye pahla pyar Hi rahun
Per vo kahate Hain Na kabhi bhi Kisi Se bahut jyada ummid nahin rakhni chahie kyunki jab ummiden tutati Hain to bahut taklif hoti Hai shaadi ke bad Maine apni man khoi apna Bachpan ka Ghar khoya per shaadi ke bad is baat ki Khushi thi ki itna pyar karne Wala Pati mila hai per ye nahin pata tha ki ye sab bus kuchh samay ke liye Hi Hai nahin pata tha ki ye mujhse pyar bus apne gharwalon ko ye dikhane ke liye karte Hain ki ye sach mein apni patni ka bahut khyal rakhte Hain
Main Kisi ki kabhi bhi dusri pasand nahin banna chahti thi per kismat Ne mujhe usi mod per lakar khada Kar Diya aur badkismati se main inki dusri pasand hun aur jo inki pahli pasand hai vo unke Dil mein Hai aur hamesha rahegi
Main bahut samay se soch rahi thi ki apni life ke bare mein kisi diary mein likhungi per FIR Aisa lagta agar Kisi Ne vo diary padh Li to is ghar mein sab Ko inke pyar k bare mein pata tha per mujhe Kisi Ne kuchh bhi nahin bataya pyar ke jhuthe sapne dikhaye inhon mujhe aur Main use Sach Mankar inke pyar mein deewani ho gai mujhe laga inse achcha Pati mujhe Mil Hi nahin Sakta
Aisa nahin Hai ki yeh mujhse ab pyar nahin karte per jo shaadi ke 3 mahine bad m dekh chuki hu usk bad or Jo mujhe inke bare mein pata Chala jo maine inki phone mein dekha use mein Bata nahin sakti
Aaj mujhe apna Ghar bahut yad aata Hai mujhe shaadi ko 1 sal se upar ho chuka hai papa ke alava ghar mein koi bhi mujhse baat nahin karta bus isliye kyunki Maine zid karke inse shaadi ki Main apne ghar bhi nahin Ja sakti kyunki meri mummy ko Mera vahan Jana bilkul bhi pasand nahin vo yah kahati Hain ki tune apni pasand se shaadi ki hai ab vahi Rahe yahan kabhi mat aana bus Papa बीच-बीच mein yahan a jaate Hain mujhse milane shaadi ke bad shuru shuru m yahan bahut hi Khush thi m thoda healthy bhi ho gai thi Khushi ki vajah se per ek din Maine inki phone mein jo dekha.....