Mai ek chhote se gaw ki ladki avni. Mera gaw chhattishgad ke jile kanke me h mere gaw ka name bhanupratappur hai. Jaha mai meri puri family rahti h. Meri family me mere dada -dadi, maa - papa or mere bhai bahan hai. Ham bahi bahan pach h jisme me second no. Pe hu Shayd yahi meri glti h mai hamesha se akele pan me badi huyi badi family hone ke bavajud tarsi pyar ke liye. Jo chize mujhe chahiye rhi hamesha mai uske liye tarsi pr vahi pe vo sari chize meri badi didi ko mili achhi padai jagah pyar bharosa sb yaha tak mumma ka pyar bhi mai bachpane se hostal me dal dee gyi. Didi badi mummy yaha rahi lad pyar se mai hamesa mumma ke liye royi pr hostal jane ke bad unse kabhi nahi mil payi tab me sirf 8sal ki thi jab mujhe hostal me dala gya. Jaisa ki maine kaha ap sb se ki ham 5 bhai bahan the pr mai bs ham do bahan ki bt kr raahi hu kyuki tab un sb ka vajud na ke saman tha bahut chhote the vo sb bhi tab maa chhod ke chali gyi ghar se kisi ne ham sb ke bare me nahi socha mere bare me to bilkul nahi hamesa se mujhe papa mlne kabhi badi nahi kaha baki sbse vo pyar krte the pr pta nahi kiu unhone mujhe nahi chaha hamesha kahte the tujh jaise beti ko mar dena chahiye esi thi meri life. Jab ne badi hiti gyi chize badali sbke liye pr mere liye kisi ka bartav nahi badla mai hamesha hi sb ke liye ek bekar bachhi banke rah gyi. Aage jab meri didi kisi or se pyar krke ghar chhod ke bagi to chize or ulajh gyi khas kr mere liye meri padai rokva dee gyi mujhse kaha gya tu bhi vaisi hogi mai bahut try ki mujhe samjho mujhe samjho pr koi nahi samjhe mai or jada akela feel krne lgi lagne laga mera koi nahi duniya me mai or meri zindagi dono bahut jada muskilo se bar gyi koi mere bare me nahi sochta bas sb kahte mai esi layak hu fir jab meri padai pe rok lagi to me San ho gyi mere pas Sare rashte band ho gye meri freedom chin gayi or covid bhi aa gya or sb band ho gya school college sb or online ka time aa gya sb online chalne lga Sare kam phone se hone lage or mai bs dekhti rahi meri padai band hote mere chhote bhai bahno ko phone mila pr mujhe kuch nahi kyuki mai trust ke kabil nahi bigad jaugi meri ummeede marne lgi me akele me tadap tadap ke rone lgi ek din mere college ke sir ne call kiya or kaha avani ka mai sir hu ap use online classes kyu nahi de rahe esa hi chalta raha to hame uska name katna padega or sir ne call rakh diya fir ja ke mere ghar valo ne soch esko phone dena jaruri h or mujhe phone to mila pr mere chhote bhai ka kharab phone jo bas sir ko dikhane ke liye tha mai hamesha se hi trust issues ka sikar huyi me hamesa se tarasi pr mujhe kisi ne nahi samjha or ek din mai sb chhodne ko bajboor ho gyi or mene....
