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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: A Poet

AP English was first period.

 

The teacher was a guy named Mr. Ellison. Mid-forties, cardigan, the kind of tired that comes from genuinely caring about something for too long. He had the room set up in a circle instead of rows which either meant he was cool or thought he was. I was not sure yet.

 

I took a seat. A few people glanced at the hair. Nobody said anything.

 

First day of the week and he was already going somewhere interesting.

 

"We are going to do something a little different today," he said, leaning against his desk. "Poetry. And before anyone groans, let me finish."

 

Someone groaned anyway.

 

He ignored it.

 

"Extra credit. Write a poem. Perform it for the class. The class gives feedback, good and bad, and then we talk about it. You have fifteen minutes."

 

He handed out paper. Plain white. No lines.

 

I looked at it for maybe thirty seconds. Then I started writing.

 

* * *

I finished in ten minutes.

 

That is not me saying it was good. It is just how it came out. Sometimes a thing is already in your head and the paper is just where it lands.

 

I read it back once. Changed one word. Read it again.

 

Fine.

 

I turned the paper over and pulled out my sketchbook. Started sketching while the rest of the class was still thinking. A demon and an angel, close together, wings overlapping. The kind of thing that draws itself once you have the idea.

 

Five minutes later Mr. Ellison said time.

 

"Who wants to go first?"

 

Nobody moved.

 

I raised my hand.

 

He looked at me. New kid, first day, first period.

 

"Sean. First day and already volunteering."

 

"Might as well get it over with," I said.

 

A couple people laughed. I stood up, flipped my paper back over, and read.

 

* * *

The Demon Who Loved an Angel

 

They said his heart was made of fire,

Too dark for light, too lost for grace,

But still he looked up at the stars

And loved the angel's shining face.

 

She came like dawn through endless night,

With silver wings and gentle eyes,

And in her voice he found a peace

No flames of hell could ever hide.

 

Though heaven warned and shadows cursed,

Though both were told to turn away,

He chose her light, she chose his soul,

And love made night give way to day.

 

* * *

I sat back down.

 

The room was quiet for a second. Not the bad kind. Just the kind where people are deciding what they think.

 

Mr. Ellison called on people one by one. Random. No volunteers.

 

A girl near the window said it was romantic but maybe a little simple. She was not wrong.

 

A guy in the back said the fire and light imagery felt familiar, like he had seen it before. Also not wrong.

 

Someone else said they liked the last two lines. That they earned it. That one landed.

 

Another girl said she did not usually like poetry but she understood this one, which she said like it was a surprise to her.

 

There was one kid who said he did not get the point of the demon choosing an angel, that it was too convenient, that real love does not work like that. He had a whole thing about it.

 

Fair, I thought. But also you are sixteen and possibly never been in love so.

 

I did not say that out loud.

 

Mr. Ellison went last. He talked about the structure, the way the volta landed in the third stanza, how the choice to use simple language made it feel sincere instead of trying too hard. He said the poem knew what it wanted to be and did not overcomplicate it.

 

Then he looked at the sketchbook open on my desk.

 

"Is that related to the poem?"

 

"Kind of. It is where the idea came from."

 

He leaned over slightly to look at it. The demon and the angel, mid-sketch, wings overlapping, pencil lines still loose.

 

"You drew that during the fifteen minutes?"

 

"After I finished the poem."

 

He looked at it for another second.

 

"I like it," he said. Simple as that.

 

He moved on to the next person.

 

I closed the sketchbook and leaned back in my chair.

 

First period and I had already figured out one thing about this school.

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